Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

2/1BLOG 2/1FOREVER Riverside Student Council Sec3 NPCC Abdulla STCCAMPCOORD Adalene Ain3-7 Ain3-8 Angelin Amir Andrew Ashikin Ashri Atiqah Anderson Ayda Benjamin Soh Chiu Bianca Carol Chin Pang Charlotte Chelsea Choon Long Choy Jing Choy Yu Christine Chwan Rong Cynthia Chea Chee Chea Yee Choy Yu Darlene Debbie Deborah Dorothy Emel Fanny;Fiona Farah FarahEVG Faris Faiqah Farlyanna Ferlicia Feng Shan Gigi Hidayah Hui Wen Humi Iqah Jasmine Jazlyn Jia Jun Jia Le Jia Wei Jing Wen Jonathan Gan Jonathan Kua Jozoe Jun Bin Jun Kiat Jun Wen Kai Li RS Kai Li CHR Lucas Kai Yuan Liyana Li Zhen Linda Melody Teoh Mysara Nabilah Nadhirah Nazhifah Pei Yi Pei Yu Phoebe Prassanna Preethee Preethika Ravin Sally Ser Cheng Shabnam Shafiqah Sharon Sheena Sheng Hao Siraj Suhaidah Swee Teng Syariff Taufiq Valerie Liang Wei Bing Wai Ean Wei Loke Xin Hui Xing Yang Xue Fang Xue Min Yaxin Yi Bin Yi Jun Zhen Xing Zi Jian Zubaidah
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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

Labels: Lyrics

To My Dearest Sec2s Cadets

Let you guys know this coming few campcraft practices
you all must do your best okay !
Must treat each & every practices seriously ,
as your campcraft test .
Because it's coming unknowingly !
We all gonna give u a surprise test ?
Hehehe , should we ?
Ummmmm ^^
*still considering*

Also,
i hope these practice dates we all should gonna tok things out ayee ?!
And ahh, don't slack during practice !
Must know how to pitch tent okay ! :D
So you guys can be the SHINING ones ,
during ATC !
You all may be excited ?
Or scared after we all tell u about our experiences?
Well,
no need be scared kay !
It's FUN ! :D
I cant even wait for our STC ya know !
Hahahahahas ,
not only me & kevin gotta work hard to teach u guys new drills
to get ready for ur 2nd class ,
you all must learn things fast okay (:
I believe you allk can do it de !
Jia you all the way !


:D

Labels: NPCC

Yippi yay yay !

Happy :D
Hp back to normal when i change e name of each fotos (:
Pictures that i took appeared again.
Finally, im so PEACE .
yea, thats right .
Will upload e pics later (:

Updates
SC Family
-Gotta work on e Farewell party proposal, yeah,
back to my no-life days .
-Exams over but not everything is over, SC still needs to go on .
me & RX had no chance to tell e rest las night during meeting,
haish.
But shall talk about it during e next EXCO meeting,
but im sure that is e hardest thing to do ,
cos lots of clashes of diff activities going on .

Sports Leader
-Let's Play gonna start soon after June holidays .
-Cant really slack, needs do Admin work.
-Presentation on e coming friday .
Wonder if Mr Chong had forgotten?
Wonder if my Maincomm had forgotten e let's play ?
*Still wondering*

NPCC
On Friday.
-Wanted to tell e sec2s some stuff & kinda a chat-chat session
during debrief session.
But missed out e session when i came down from CCM,
they've been dismissed ! Ahh, mans, sian . Its okay then (:
Gotta say on e next parade. But, got time mah ?
Lots of things kept running in my mind.
Well partner kevin , we need to work hard kay ?
i love sec2s cadets !
I want them to be e best among e best ,
im sure they can do it (:

On saturday, POP .
-Promoted.
Should be feeling happy but im not .
Well i realli should ,
like las year when i got my CPL rank,
those promoted were happy,
we shared e happiness & told ourselves to work even harder.
But i cant feel that happiness anymore.
is it bcos im heartless already ?
NO ! NO !
My heart never ever sud be gone,
Mayb is e responsibility that we nidda hold.
That heavy responsibility that were passed down officially.
I can feel it when how e seniors pressurized me .
I hate being malign,
when i really did,
they say did not .
And is infront of my own cadets ,
it's kinda embarassing ,
but i wun feel that ,
because i myself knew that,
i really did .
I made it passed ,
but my respect towards her had gone .
Slowly fade away when i was sec2 .
But bcos of that moment when she shoot me ,
without any evidence ,
e respect had gone ,
in a flash .

My Sec2s cadets should know what's e sizing command roughly ,
well nidda apologised to them ,
AND to myself .
I suddenly forgot e last command of it ,
i knew it, just that i don't know
why my mind suddenly gone blank .
Mayb bcos i never say it often,
only during 2nd class drill .
Im so gonna make my mind clear,
always .

Errmm,
my sec2s gonna have campcraft practices next week ,
consecutive days !
I know it's rather tiring,
but i believe wid all these days that TO gave u guys to practice,
u guys can 'shine' among e other schools during ur ATC okay !
Jiayou people !
i won't be there on Mon,
sad , but i have personal things on that day,
gonna leave sch at 11am ,
gonna miss e other half of my day.
I feel so far apart if im not in school.
I wanna see how they did myself ,
& not e others to start running to me to
complain how bad my cadets do .
But i always believe that e sec2s are e best .

Tues is NPCC Day ,
after school campcraft i will be there ,
to witness everything myself,
how good or how bad ,
i dun really care .
But at least they learnt from their mistakes .
So sec2s,
must jiayou okay !

Well, that sud be it ,
i guess .

CampusChangeMaker (CCM)
-Few proposals were approved,
under my comm there's a group that was approved ,
of cos , felt happy for them !
-During their presentations,
i have alot of comments & questions which i wanna ask,
i admit i felt sleepy , tired .
I guess is bcos i've been not sleeping well lately .
Whenever i wanna ask,
e other panelist wud ask first,
wow !
reaction so fast ,
as for me ,
my reaction is SLOWWWW !
Haiyerrr, neminddddd .
CCM had jus started,
implementation stage had begun .

Usual life
-I still feel so lost about e matter,
but i chose to get away from it for now .
Bcos there are alot of things that are waiting for me to do,
Why cant everything move smoothly as before ?
I began to feel tired of everything ,
jus bcos of of e words that u said to me ,
it makes me kept thinking :
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Till now, i still cant get e ans .
Shall i just forget it ?

Busy wid lots of things ,
cant really enjoy myself wid frens to wherever u guys said ,
sorry for that .
u guys jus go ahead with what ur plans is aites ?
I don't think i can make it le .
Jus wanna say ,
im really sorry .

Labels: Hp revived :D

Thurs, 21 May 2009 .
One more day to Ashikin's Birthday ! (:

E-Learning so suckissh ,
crap siaa .

Level3 training, ouh .
Damned it ! This badge, die liao .
It's e fact that i cant choose ,
level3 alr but attitude like some sort of people ?
Ouh tats crappy .
I can see the big difference ,
e future route will be harder .

It was raining when it's finished,
took bus wid Debbie & RuiXia,
supposed to have dinner tgt ,
las min Debbie gtg .
So left both of us .

We had really a good chat tgt .
Shall do that often (:
Really gotta work hard to meet our vision aites :D
Bumped into Ms Fu, Ms Milhan, Ms Tan KS & idk wat ahh ,
tok abt wat?!!
NPCC laa .. Bla .. Aiyo, outside sch alr laa .
Hohoh, just kidding ! (:
Then they left liao, we still there .
Ms Chen & her BF then came ,
Ms Chen was like saying :Go!go!Go home alr!
.______________.
Not scold la, say only (:

Currently feel lost with all e shockings i got .
I cant ans u, cos am deperately lost too .
Anyone tell me wat to do ?

And YOU,
stop asking me who am i wid ? whr am i?
All those not impt things,
I've told u i cant msg much alr,
cant u understand just simple English ?!
Alamak .
Asking me who i had dinner wid?
I knw wat u're trying to imply .
If u read this ,
let me tell u .
I trusted u , but u don't .
Don't say u did , cos u didn't at all .
Nvr consider my feelings,
can u ever feel e sadness that im feeling now?
I feel so uncomfortable sharing things wid u rite now,
cos u have doubts abt me here & there .
I hate u when u malign my innocent fren .

I really wish i could turn back time .
I wanted to go back to last year MTP ,
i wanted to take back wat i've said .

But i just ..
COULDN'T ..
AT ALL .
Wat am i suppose to do ?
Im not trying to be emo ,
but that's wat i've been feeling .
im sure i can turn emo ...
someday ..
when i freak out .

Labels: Lvl3 training

VIDEO ! (:

Not very clear ,

cos im not e one who took it mah .

HEHE :D

u know who took it :P

Jus laugh at me if you wish to ,

don't control ,

cos im funny ;x

Im thinking of some imaginary candles .

Aiyah, me & my crappy nonsense laa (:

Have fun watching ! (:

Labels: Video (:

Labels: Pictures

Ashikin's Birthday Celebration & Bugis Trip (:

Don't have much time to blog straight after Tuesday Trip ,
cos reached home like 9pm++ , bath & then i slept ;x
Tired sehy . Next day, sch time :D
After sch got lvl3 training, make me feel tired ,
so din blog till today after I did all my E-Learning stuff (:

Let just start in propoer , yeahh .
On Tuesday , Meeting time at 1pm outside B&S .
I was late, so i met them in KFC .
I wud say, the guys are so spoiler ahh ,
Our plan is to eat at KFC tgt then have the cake cut ,
instead, all e guys went up to arcade while we ,
the girls ate our lunch .
Say they not hungry blah blah blah , LOL .

Time to cut cake ,
called them up but they didn't ans .
Didi picked my call,
told me they're still playing, engrossed siaak .
Hannah&diyanah had to go up & drag them down, siao .
Cut cake, but cant light up candle , sobs .
But its alright ,
use our imaginary candles , hohohoho :D

Few of e guys bought their so-called lunch aft eating cake .
Now hungry sehy ayee !
Then we gotta wait for them, pfft .

While waiting for them to finish up ,
i askd Amirah accompany me to SATA to collect my report.
Then rushed back to meet them ,
jus nice , headed to Bugis then (:

otw thr , Taufiq text me saying he wanted to join us ,
cos the othr team who were suppose to have a match wid them ,
didn't turn up , ._______.
So i've ask to rush to Bugis since we hvnt even reach . (:

Reach there,
we're suppose to shop for Ash presents actuali :D
But e guys went Lan at Bugis Junction ,
another spoiler begins . Haiz .

We shop in e new shopping over thr thn bot presents at bugis street .
Well , here & thr , thr & here .
Snap , Snap, Snap fotos lots :D
Lots of pictures coming up soon (:
Damn pissed wid my hp,
kip giving probs .
I took kinda lots of fotos ,
but it all appeared e same foto for all e fotos i took, pfft !

Finishd everything , we meet up & headed to cwp for dinner tgt .
When we reach, e guys wanna go Lan again at donno where :x
Another spoiler , haiisssh .

Dinner finish, home (:
Pictures to be uploaded tonight :D

Labels: Ashikin Celebration AND Bugis

EXAMS OVER ; HAVE FUN :D

FIRST
Went cwp wid Limin, Nikki, Sangee & Khai (:
Went popular & start our 'camping' for damn long ,
till hannah, diyanah & ash came,
then headed to Mac to makan! :D

SECOND
Met grandma & homed then .

THIRD
Sangee told me going Basketball so went over & met them to play (:

No need to describe so much about today,
cos pictures tells thousands of stories !


At MAC :D

In Popular (: LIMIN !








So engrossed o.O

Tsk.Tsk.CANDID :P

Labels: Basketball, FUN :D