Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

2/1BLOG 2/1FOREVER Riverside Student Council Sec3 NPCC Abdulla STCCAMPCOORD Adalene Ain3-7 Ain3-8 Angelin Amir Andrew Ashikin Ashri Atiqah Anderson Ayda Benjamin Soh Chiu Bianca Carol Chin Pang Charlotte Chelsea Choon Long Choy Jing Choy Yu Christine Chwan Rong Cynthia Chea Chee Chea Yee Choy Yu Darlene Debbie Deborah Dorothy Emel Fanny;Fiona Farah FarahEVG Faris Faiqah Farlyanna Ferlicia Feng Shan Gigi Hidayah Hui Wen Humi Iqah Jasmine Jazlyn Jia Jun Jia Le Jia Wei Jing Wen Jonathan Gan Jonathan Kua Jozoe Jun Bin Jun Kiat Jun Wen Kai Li RS Kai Li CHR Lucas Kai Yuan Liyana Li Zhen Linda Melody Teoh Mysara Nabilah Nadhirah Nazhifah Pei Yi Pei Yu Phoebe Prassanna Preethee Preethika Ravin Sally Ser Cheng Shabnam Shafiqah Sharon Sheena Sheng Hao Siraj Suhaidah Swee Teng Syariff Taufiq Valerie Liang Wei Bing Wai Ean Wei Loke Xin Hui Xing Yang Xue Fang Xue Min Yaxin Yi Bin Yi Jun Zhen Xing Zi Jian Zubaidah
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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

Stupid, like seriously .

Just sharing this sentence:
'I rather be hated for what i am than like for what i am not'
Thats why i won't change just because i have to suit your style.

One word. Pissed.
Apologised, why?
Cos cared abt this friendship,
if not why even bother to pick up e phone & text you .
Instead,
sud jus hack care all the way.
But not.

What the hell.

For your information,
Some words may hurt ,
mind you.
especially to sensitive people .

'Dont ever assume that someone is always smiling is happy,
it could be a camouflage'

You can just go off if you're so unhappy,
i won't blame you , at all .

I did not flare up infront of e rest ,
wanted to gave out all e beautiful words?
To show that im pissed?
Is that what you wanna see? A great show uh?
No way ,
I don't .
Its useless.
I won't 'pollute' my mouth just like that.

Oh well ,
seriously , damn stupid siaa .
Also,
im not someone whom you can trifle with.
(Is that how you spell? LOL)

I'll roar & bite anyone who climb above my head.
Freak.

Labels: Watch your tongue man

Mushi Mushi !
Currently blogging at RP using Ms Ang Ang's Baby Reddish Boy ! :D
Tadaaaaaa. Inside joke (:

Hmmph !
Finished doing the OGLs & Maincomm Results ,
will be put up tmr ! :D :D :D

While that Ang Rui Xia doing her CHINESE HOMEWORK!
Till now also haven't finish ,
wait till i die liao laaaaa .

HAHA .

So anyway ,
good luck to all applicants yeah .
See your results tmr ! (:

Teehee :D

Alrights !
Sayonaraaaaaaaaa :D

Labels: RESULTS TMR (:

Labels: Bullshitting

Taggies ! :D


SHEENA: Yeah , tag replied
Rahayu : hahaahhhaha ! Okies [:


linda: heys , relink me ,ty ^^
Rahayu : Hmmm, i will... SOON ! :D


ashikin: Sick lah. So lazy to update. Will if i'm well and feel like it. (:
Rahayu: Uhhh? LAZY IS NOT AN EXCUSE . Ahhha. I do say that sometimes ~ xD



jaz: wont get scared easily? Its halloween!!!
You'll scream lots thr i tell u. xDDD Going anywhr is nice if u have company.. (:
Rahayu : Yayaaa, whatever lo ! Hmmph !



CHEA YEE<3:>
Rahayu : LOL LOL LOL , crazy people mah :P



Taufiq: lols, crazy ppl, i would know well enough..
must study la, no mood to do any blogging till re-test over lorr...
Rahayu : Wahh , no mood still can reply my tag ? HAHA :D

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Tadaaaaaaaa .
FINALLY created facebook as told by those naggy people .
Dont intend to do anything to it ,
bcos i dont know how to use all those stuffs there -.-
Including playing of games lorh ~
Jazlyn helped me , but , still dont get it ._.
Aiyaaaaa , waste time .
Create for the sake of creating niaa.
Teehee :D



So alien to me , what to do ? HAHA .
Post-exam activities strat tmr ..
Please please it will be fun okeh ! (:


Hmmp , nothing else to update .
Just preparing for the sec2 2nd class drill test ,
OGL & trainees interviews tmr .
Damned O levels ruined everything , gaaaaaaaaaah ._.

Sharing this cute baby photo!

Sometimes i do feel like being a baby ,

to depend on others,

to get love and care fro them .

Shoulder all my responsibilities.

Cry all i like when where what how,

& nobody would complain a single word.

Babies are cute to the core ,

loves them mans :D

I wanna baby siblings ! HAHA ~

Dream on ... !

Labels: Babies = Little Devils

Konnichiwaaaaaaaaaa ! :D

Laughters for today are my crazy photos with Rui Xia & Mr Lee ! (:
Scroll down for the funniest photos !
Teehee :D

WARNINGGGGG !!
Do not eat/drink while you view them !
Kanna choke don't blame meeeeeee :D

Labels: Camwhoreeeee (:

Woots .
I've learnt different languages for FUN :D
Well, still sucks at it laaa ,
learning ONE word also need damn lot of time de ~
Grr . SLOW , neverminddddd .

Share share abit ahh ! (:
HELLO is also ...
Konnichiwa !
Gomenasai !
Anaehaseo ! (Finally can get the word into my brrrrrrainnn!)

I think these are the ONLY ones that i can remember w/o looking at any notes etc.
Teehee :D

Hmmmm ... what else sud i update about ?? ...

Oh oh oh oh ! Before i forget i better talk about ....
The Student Leaders' Retreat ! (:
Okay anyway, supposedly the retreat is like going chalet,
or even like go M'sia at those resorts and spend 1-2 nights there.

But i dont know why , plans changed. Forgot the reason, HAHA ;x
To Mount Faber then Sentosa instead . How Sad. But FUN ! :D
Well, basically the Level 4 SL are the ones who are planning this retreat.
Ohwell, the planning&discussions is a MUST though for all.
But is also good lo, whole EXCO was there, so can take it as an EXCO meeting.
So the plans after lunch, games etc are our plans.

Sky Ride & Ludge Ride are their surprises, HAHA .
My 2nd ride for that!
I hate the Sky Ride man ,
but LOVE the Ludge ride .
Bumping & traping Ruixia, was damn damn funny.
The FIRST sky ride was when ah .. Not long ago actually,
i sat together wid Mr Raja e other time , chatted till e ride was over,
& of cos i felt nothing .
Wahlao, e ride damn high bodoh !
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah , can feel ur buttocks' hair stand ya know! T.T

Anyway, during the process of planning this retreat,
kept mentioning about Mount Faber ah Mount Faber,
cracking our brains where the hell was that -.-
I dont think it exist ~ But it does -.-
I didn't expect that it was actually a restaurant?!?!
Damn nice man . COOL :D
Never been there, super nice .
Especially the scenery, damn relaxing ~
Oh oh ! Yaaaaaaaaaa .
Ya know ... The toilet got sofa one lehhhhhhhh !
DIAO ._.
They were awarded for having the clean & nice toilet award or smtg . HAHA
But the place was damn nice.. Especially the view from the toilet down the mountain?
Oh well, its really nice.
Aiya, shall not elaborate on this le.
Just these few words,
Nice, Worth, Fun ! :D :D :D

Alrights next , what am i gonna talk about ? .. Hmmm ...
Ouh ! Interviews :O
Im so damn tired sitting and interviewing people .
But anyway, Maincomm interviews' results are out.
Not really satisfied with the results though.
There are people who we wishes them to be in, but we cant let them in ...
In terms of ... performance? Commitment? Professionalism? o.O
Aiyer, whatever, skip skip (:

Sec2 cadets Campcraft test results are out too.
Not satisfied also, shall not elaborate.
Tmr got parade (:
Got mentoring as well, but so sad , got parade then never go lor ~
Hmmmph ! D:

Ummmm ...
Coming up next will be OGLs interview & trainees interview !
(NEXT WEEK)

Oh yeah. Next week POST EXAM ACTIVITIES.
I hope there will be something new (:
Thats all.

Buhbyeeee .

Labels: Interviewwwwwwwws D:

I thought i already did my blogging today.
Ohwell, realised that i actually havent update ! Diao ~

I dont know what's in my mind ,
its just Blank .
What's happening, i dontknowwww.

I cant get to sleep ,
shyyyyytt .
Tmr is is is is e SL Retreat liao .
Still cant get to slp , tmr no energy ~
Diediedie ;x

Hmmmph ,
wanna apologise to my dearest daughter, Sangeethaaaaaaa :D
Sorry , will be busy e whole week .
So troubled others to change e plans to tmr evening just for me .
How great . I appreciate ya know ! Lovelove :D
Thanks (:

Woots.
Mummy called & asked if i want to have supper !
Yeah ~
OMGGGGGGG , i'll be fatter mans .
Aiyaaa, nvm (:

Okay, waiting for my beef steak , whoo ~!
Goodnight everybody ! :D

Labels: Supper Makes People FAT :D

Happy Deepavali ! :D

Today was not as fun as last year ):

Cant get help from my uncle to help me sketch e designs for _ _ Room ):
Aiyaaa, we've got to depend on ourselves then.
Ohwell, he's busy , anyway , Retrenchment is taking place in his company ,
he's busy haunting for other jobs just in case anything happen ya know .

Ummm ...
Best part of today was e movies that i've watched .
Watched 'Syurga Cinta' ,
borrowed from Didi (:

&& Also watched 'Little Nyonya' again , ohwell , its nice to watch (:
But hvnt finish watching ! Only at Episode 18 ! :D :D :D

But anyway !
Wanna share something with whoever reads this yea .
Found something meaningful when watching Little Nyonya ,

" Whether you are happy or unhappy , you'll get over it "

So hey !
always remember to keep this sentence in you mind ! (:
&& so , life would be a better place for you !
Teeheeee :D

Ahahahahaha ,
umm . shall continue watching now !
Sayonaraaaaaaaaa ! (:

Labels: Deeeeeeepaaavaaaaalii (:

Labels: Pictures :D

watever watever heyoooo ~ (HELLO in korea)
P/S : i forgot ;x

hahaha , anyway , B A C K ! ;D ;D ;D
I forgot what i did yesterday , so skip & shall talk abt TODAYYYYY !
Umm, lets see .
Meeting at civic mac , then had lunch at banquet ,
then watch movieeeeeee at AMK HUB !
Lastly , had taken neoprint at timezone wid e lovees EXCO ! (:

Ermmm , had lots of food today , ahha .
I eat damn lot de ~ Teehee .
Best part is i've been craving for S U S H I ,
&& had them for 2 days consecutively alr , still not sick of it .
BUT ! I want more of SUSHI ! Loveloveloves !

Watched e movie called 'Haeundae smtg smtg Tsunami'
Was kinda of funny for some parts ,
but was damn sad for e scenes when e Tsunami strucked .
Where a guy sacrificed himself to save e girl he really loves ,
Where e child was given to an old lady to takecare &
e parents chose to leave wid e Tsunami as e helicopter cnt take too many ppl .

These both scenes was really touching man ,
i wish e couple can be together laa .
Well , what touches me e most is e family that have to be separated .
That innocent child lost e parents just like that ,
& she cried uncontrollably , watching herself being separated wid e parents ,
when she was pulled up into e helicopter .
She gonna grow up w/o her parents, its really sad.
Am i suppose to say that i missed my parents too ?
How they exactly look like?
Well , at least e little girl knew who was her parents &
see them before in her life, esp her Dad.
If i were that little girl, i wud chose to die wid e parents,
intead of surviving wid a stranger & lead a miserable life.

On a brighter note, today's outing was really fun actually ,
but e movie made me think back back back then ... ...

Anyway !
what matters e most was that ,
I've Enjoyed Today ! (:
Thanks alots people ! (:
Credits goes to ....
1) Ang Rui Xia
2) Amir B Mohd Salleh
3) Muhd Syariffuddin B Salino
4) Gigi Tham Wan Xie
5) Jazlyn Song Wen Ting
6) Ma Chea Yee
7) Lee Zhi Rong
8) Me , Myself and I ! ;D

P/S :
Got alot of pics , but not wid me ! D:
I have a little of them only ,
Hmmmph !
Shall post them once i received ALL of them ! (:

Till thennnnnnn ,
See yaaaaaaaaaa :D

Labels: Thanks Peeps N Enjoyed Very Much (:

jaz: tagged~
Rahayu : Thanks, Jazlyn uhhhh? ROFL~

Sally: hey! you also din update.
Rahayu : Ohwell, will update NOW !

zihao: nope,taking to u is killing my brain cells in a wasteful way
Rahayu : eee ._. PIAN TAIIII ! Hahaaaa . u're not talking to me , u're tagging me ! Teehee(:

Taufiq: wish ya'll could have stayed longer man..
Taufiq: haha...
Taufiq: lols, and the room, seriously,
i did not clean it up cos you'll were coming but because my mum was nagging at me to...
Taufiq: hey... hope you enjoyed my place today..
Rahayu : Yeahh, dont worry, i've enjoyed my visit to ur hse yea(:
HAHA.Never clean, but i loveeeeee ur room ._. I SAW MAN U STUFF ! Teehee.
Anw ! Yea, i wished i can stay LONGER too, as u can see on tat day,
everyone was enjoying themselves.
We were like playing , ya know ~
However, ya know why we rushed off so fast right. HAIZ ! ):



Andrew: haha tag
Andrew: u also nvr link meeeeeee
Rahayu : AHAAAA! Will do that NOW ! (: *winkwink*

Sally: WEIIIIIII I STILL DON'T LIKE HIM OKAY.
Sally: lol eee! that mubabak dunno how to teacho one find him
where got use! herh i rather kao zi ji fail also better then go find him! >;[
Rahayu : Wahsehy, propropro ! Ahahaaaa, but hor ,
i think AGAIN, he NOT SO BAD whaaaaaaaaat ._.

CHEA YEE<3:>
but sometimes it really gets too boring.haha.
and, thanks for the advice too=D.take cares=)))
Rahayu : Ohwell, enjoy while you can now , teehee. Takecares too (:

Sally: haha! i forget how's th emaths paper 2 like leh?
i cant figure out which is paper 1 which is paper2! .___.
Rahayu : DIAO -.- DIAO -.- LAME , SALLY SIAO LIAO ! D:

CHEA YEE<3:>
my taste super good right?hahaha.bhb=X
Rahayu : Hahahaha, too complicated de skin , sibei mafan lo !
Yeayea, BHB dao~ Hahahahahaha :D

ashikin: YEAP see you later ! And yeah it SUCKS but have to let it all go.
Rahayu : Hahahahaha, SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS ! HAIZ !

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DISASTROUS D:

I dont know what to say about my EOY .
Well i was wrong to say SS was OKAY.
I meant OKAY, was only SEQ ,i suppose? SBQ totally blank , yeahh?
I was expecting that my Humanities wud passed ...

I knew i would have flunk my POA & A.Math ,
but IDONTWANTTODROPAMATH !!!
Say no more Ayuuuuuuu , its over .

Ohwell , its totally very late if u wish to cry out.
Well, its pointless, thats my personal view ahh .
There are ppl who broke down after getting back their results ,
but hey ! Cheer up okay (:
I was really shocked when i heard AHEM cried.
Rushed up to e toilet but i cant go in , its MALE'S TOILET !
Boo Ayu , then asked Mr Lim for HELPPPPP ,
fuyou , He's out, finally .
Thank god , i managed to comfort him .
It was totally, U N E X P E C T E D .
I never see AHEM cried before .
Nevermindddd , skip that part ._.

Anyway , im feeling down too .
Overall, e class did not do well .
Who wud ever know how i feel? Seriously.
I dontwanna break down infront of everyone ,
that shows im really weak .
Anyway , if i were to cry , that will be jus a short while,
till then , u have to face e reality already .
So , whats e point ?

Ohwell, i dont only worry about my PROMOTION okay ,
how about e 65% ??? !!!
Im really Dead . Im really done for.
I'll be facing Ms HER tmr , & im really afraid of Ms HER asking my results.

Ahh shyyyyyyytt .
Im beginning to feel regretful .
Am i wrong to choose NA in Riversideeeeeeeeee ? ._.
One thing i NEVER regret was to choose GEOGRAPHY instead of HISTORY.
In this life of mine , so yeah .

I hope this painful busy life of mine ,
can stop soon .

Labels: Booyey D:

Then home-ed at abt 11pm plus only.
Had fun at Alif hse








I felt really really really disappointed in both of you, seriously .
This suckish feeling struck me last night ,
& i realised that the things that i have done all bcos of you,
yeap, you dont know , i dont want to say what it is ,
but everything is pointless now .
I now felt super disgusted, i really dont know what i should do,
to let you realise the things that have happened.
Where is the old you that i knew long ago ?
You have changed, drastically .
You made me super down last night ,
when that smsed was sent to my hp .
I dont know who are you , seriously .
I've been saying i've given up on you ,
but have i really done that?
NO , i did not .
I thought when things gets better , i wanted to talk to you ,
but things changed again , for e worst .
I dont see e point of having a nice talk to you.
When all ur fake faces that have been smiling at me ,
& e freaky attitude of urs that are written on ur face ,
already makes me given up on you .
& so , i really will .
I wanna give up , im sorry.
Im very tired.
But still, i hope u can realise it urself.

& Faris , u're wrong .
you said im understanding ,
u're wrong , im not at all .
Don't thank me , i did nothing.

One thing that i can say is ,
im useless .
I know .

I can only believe in myself ,
i dont need anyone to shoulder on ,
i'll be the craziest Ayuuuuuuuuu ,
because of myself .

Anw , Alif Alif Alif ,
thanks so much , i really appreciate it .
But i dont need to phone you ,
you know why .
Good Luck in ur N levels ,
update me how u did okay .
See ya soon .

Labels: Happy Go Lucky For Me (:

TAG TAG TAG TAGGIES ! (:

choon long: TAG ! ! ! i can eat 4 burgers straight now !
Rahayu : Thanks ! Hahaha, yeayea, more than that also can la! No exams !
eat eat eat && enjoy !
HAHA, funnly leh ... become fat then not funny liao la -.- ROFL !

Chea Chee: hello rahayu =)
Rahayu : Hello Chea Cheeeeeeeeeee , thanks for tagging ! (:

prass: hello mother=) yay exams end alr!! weeee
Rahayu : Hahahaha, yupp yupp ! Exams over ,
like F I N A L L Y! :D
Been in e aircon-ed hall whole week -.-

ruiting: haha, I'm swee teng! So fast forget already ah!
Rahayu : ROFL . I didnt know that RUI TING is ur chinese name ! D:
Sorry sorry laaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
Okay , SWEEEEEEEE TENGGGGG ! (:

Yaxin: Hellos aqree much with kaili words hehes^^
Rahayu : Hahahaha, okayokay . Thanks ! (:

Taufiq: haha...
Taufiq: each 10 mins extra i wait, one of your chicken will go into my stomach...
Taufiq: don be late...
Taufiq: Good luck for your exams... i hope you understand the way to my place..
Rahayu : Thanks, exams is over ! Haha, i'll snatch those chicken wings ! (:

zihao: lol,ur brain cell will die anyway,either a meaningful way or wasteful way=D
Rahayu : Hehehe, ya lor . Umm, i think my brain cells die in a WASTEFUL WAY !
hahahahahaha ! D:

KaiLi: sobsobss, so meaningful. those in purple.(:
Rahayu : Hahaha , sobs for what ! Heh , it's meaningful then i post de mah ~ !

Taufiq: HAHA!! ROFL!! have fun..
Taufiq: Light from the sun reflects on the tree to my eyes, to the computer, where does it reflect next????
Taufiq: btw, i have a question for you...
Taufiq: TAG!!
Taufiq: HEY!!! finally we studied properly... haha!!!
Rahayu : Yea, studied PROPERLY ~
Ummm, it reflect to ur ass ! HAHAHA ! :D

Dearest readers , sorry ah never tag on time .
HAHA . Busy concentrating with EOY .
Sorry (:
P/S : F I N A L L Y , exams are O V E R ! ! (:
Woots woots !

Labels: Taggies (:

Labels: To Dearest Sangeetha (:

P/S : SORRY AMIR D: Betol laa ehy , sorry , i wasn't in purpose ._.

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I want put down everything & go off
I want to leave & fly away
I want to go to e top of e montain
& shout :
I WANNA BREAK FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! D:
I want to go up e hill to pour everything out
I want to go crazy someday
I want to shut my ass now .
HAHAHAHAHA :D

Ashikin ,
Let everything go naturally .
Let natuire takes its course .
Thats what im doing it .
Dont worry so much much sayaaangggg (:

Labels: Crazier :D, Crazy

Labels: CHEMISTRY D: