Buka Hatimu - Armada Band . - All I want is to Breakfree! -
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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates



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The Last Parade Of 2010 Friday, April 23, 2010 9:49 PM



BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMZ .
It's all over.
RSNPCC for sec4 & 5 is all over alr.
Today is the last parade for them,
not for me .
It's a pity that it rained today &
some unpleasant things happened to my dearest sec3s.
But it's a good thing that we do not have to stay back
after dismissal for mass debrief,
which some even more unpleasant things might happen.
*Switched Channel to Random mode*
What will you ans if someone asks you,
'How's life?'
It's a simple question isn't it?
There's only 2 ans to this.
1. It's exciting and fun .
2. It's sucks to e core and sadistic
But let me ask you, readers,
will you say no. 1 to cover no. 2?
I took this pinky picture from Kai Li's blog,
as I agreed to it, 90% !
I don't know why I do ruminate,
just hope everything will turn out fine.
I'll be glad if someone always there to tell me,
things will be better & better each day !
Whatever it is,
on a brighter note :
I LOVE POREOTIX ! :D :D
FYI, it's a dance group.
Don't know? Type the name in youtube to watch their videos (:
It's damn awesome baybehhh ~ !
Lawrence & Dumbo are hot okay!
Whoooo~ Fuyou ... !
Cute bodoh ! :D Heheeee :X




LAWRENCE ! :D

DUMBO ! :D


P/S: Pictures taken on Advance Wassim Birthday Celebration@ Pastamaniaaaaaaaa


P/S: Picture taken on Sangee Birthday Celebration @ her house :D

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Be Strong Friday, April 16, 2010 10:09 PM



I've started to miss the crowd.


Seriously,
only God knows what the hell I'm thinking &
how am I feeling right now .


I wish I can erase my cheerful-ness,
to stop covering my weakest points,
cos it's hurtful .

To be truthful,
I'm afraid of growing up,
I'm afraid to lose people,
especially whom I've spent my 4 years with .
I did think hard these days,
I'm happy enough even if you don't know how I really feel,
at least tell me,
that you will be there when I need someone to pour the things out,
& tell me I'll be okay .
& of cos,
listen hard & keep it.
Not starting to broadcast it.


I just feel like slapping myself for being so soft,
though I look damn 'hard' on e outside .
Bad times will be gone soon.
I don't feel that e usuals are there,
even when they are there physically .
I'm looking forward to dining wif my Honey Faiqah & Partner Kevin (:
Will get the others to join as well bahs !
I seriously gonna hate next week,
I'm not looking forward to it at all.
I want to avoid,
but I may just 'break' .

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Goodbye in Disguise Saturday, April 10, 2010 10:03 PM


It's just sweet & sour.

Today's Pass-Out cum Promotion Parade ,
is really well done [:
It's a fake pass out for me.
However, today's pass-out makes me think back,
look back at which we just took over the unit as CLs.
I remembered I was my squad IC cos Zheng Xiong was not feeling well,
came kinda late.
So Ruixia had to take over his duties .
Everyone was worried, panic &
at the same time, furious.
Today is really good job for our SSGT Wong &
e new Chairperson of NPCC , SGT Yap (:

& e most sweetest moment last year after POP was ,
everyone of us,
girls went to hug Wai Ean,
& of cos, the guys went to hug Wei Hong.
They were great CLs, really grateful to them for teaching,
& everything else.

Though Wai Ean have not stepped down yet just like me,
she still do help me , guide me along ..
I'm really thankful to her & so was looking forward to her today.
Cos I wna let all of us to hug her again ! :D
So sad, she didn't come )':
But, I'm so glad that she's there when I need someone to tell me the right things.
& Wai Ean, if u read this .
I just wna let u know ,
I swear I didn't blame u on what happened on yesterday's parade ! (:
So don't need to apologise at all ! (:



Yes, everyone were happy about today.
Finally stepped down from their duties as CLs,
take O levels & off they go to Poly/JCs .
After this, it will be a total different feeling when I attend parades.
The unique feeling will be gone,
it will seem that the parade is more quieter.
Though I do complaints about some of my CLs,
being noisy & jokes around,
always defy & don't listen to instructions,
don't wanna coorperate & everything .
& then I really just had to tolerate , URGH!
But when all these are gone,
I find parades not meaningful already.

Cos I'm sure I've mentioned this before,
all these little stupid things makes my day (:
Though I still have my sec3s,
well they are alr CLs,
things will be done by them .
I don't think they need me anymore ..
But I need to do my duty cos of my rank ...
It jitters me for every parades from now & then...

HAIZ .

I was happy to be SI at first,
it was really unexpected .
But now if I were to choose,
I would rather stay as SSGT ..
At the very least,
I'll be part of e sec3s,
can be friends whenever we are cos we're at e same level .
It just sucks to differentiate e positions .
I may seem fierce, cos it will make people think I'm strict.
But well, who wna maintain this idiotic face in NP .
I'm really happy to see e Sec3 doing so well [:
God knows how I really feel man .
Seeing e sec3s doing a great job,
Being together to do e drills for e last time in Full-U
wif e other Sec4 & 5 ,
wishing one another best of luck in e future ...
Memories & everything came to me !
I held back my tears when I heard e same old song,
during my P6 Graduation & now , POP !
& knowing that this is e last parade top be together ...
OMG, I saw someone cried .
& my tears just rolled down w/o knowing .
Hurriedly wiped them away,
be glad that there's POP wif my squad.
I'm so weak, I have to be strong.
Rahayu,
you've got a long way to go .
I'm sure I can do it de !


Night rider called me today,
I was really surprised :D
But stupid me, missed his call e first time.
& e next call was an hour aft that,
couldn't chat much cos he's on his way to work )':
At least, it makes my day! (:

OH FREAK WTF .
My cousin admitted to hospital.
It has been 3 days yet I was just been informed few mins ago?!


& I've got birthday party to attend too .
I promised I'll be there alr, so I will be there .


On a lighter note & just wna share this quote :

"True Friendship is not defined by the multitude of friends you have but by their worth and value."

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Positive Friday, April 9, 2010 10:03 PM



Most people wants to be positive.
YES. I'm one of them.
Ur perceptions & thinking will make this come true.

I told myself not to be emo,
not to be affected whenever things are really down for me.
I hate goodbyes.

I had tried my very best to be e cheerful crazy girl in front of every one.
But when I look at e mirror to see my reflections,
Am I really e person that I'm always like in front of every one else?
I tried to accept my fate,
I love my parents, I love every one around me.

But things are not simple as it is.
I can be always there for you, my friends, seniors, juniors,
every one.


But can I be there for myself?
HAHA .


Haizzzzzzz ,
it really pains me when I see things are separating apart,
eventhough I'm not involved.
But all are my friends.
I am helpless, I hope everything can get sorted out real soon (:

Ouh gosh,
I guess I've realised that I haven't got over that feeling
But it can't be helped at all .. HAIZ!
It's really painful to miss someone you see every day ...

Awwwwwwwwwwwww .
Tmr is Pass-Out-Parade !
I can't get to sleep man .

My heart is pouncing real hard,
hoping everything will go smoothly .
Pleaseeeeeeeeee,
I don't wanna be disappointed again

....................................................................


I'm really gonna hit myself real hard if anything goes wrong.
It will be my fault cos you're the one who groomed them, Rahayu .
I beg to heaven please bless all these ! :O

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The Man's Birthday Thursday, April 8, 2010 10:38 PM



SMILE ! :D :D



CUTE RIGHT ?!!!






HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO
MS SANGEETHA !

AKA : THE MANLY DAUGHTER :D


EHEMS ...
As per normal went to sch ,
didn't even sing any song for her .
After focus, had a surprise mini party for her [:
Was really funny & e cake is real huge.
It really made me full :X

Ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh,
I forgot to take e pic of her card.
HAHA, nevermind.
&&&& She don't mind that it's not pink.
In fact, she loves green too.
But i thought she's obsessed in pink only >.<
Lucky, am really glad man! :D :D

Hopefully her unglam pics of her had startled her :X
& her MONKEY photo! :P

Ahh damned.
I'm tired & sleepy ... !
Came online to SPECIALLY update about her Birthday u know ...
Had EXCO meeting + Dinner .

OMG flashbacks ~
It's really sad to see my peeps graduate )':
& I do wanted to weep,
but nahhhhh,
it goes shows that I'm weak .
I don't wanna expose my self.


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPS!
Sounds wrong !

Ending off with one unglam picture of her (:

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPS D:

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I want a night ride please Wednesday, April 7, 2010 10:24 PM
He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D (The pic)


Boo.
So many unknown people added me in MSN,
so weird, so horny, so disgusting ._.
Hmmm, I'm gonna be cautious next time,
DON'T ACCEPT THE ADD :D :D

Well so ...
tmr is Sangee Birthday.
She kept reminding us :X
Ouh yesyesyes I knowwwwwwwwww .

I have nothing else to update :X
Just feeling happy, just a bit though :D

Cos cos cos,
I really missed my night rider,
like FINALLY got MSN ahhh,
& chatted so happily man :D
So sad it's school days, I do need a good sleep,
Or I'll be really sleepy during lessons D:
3 cheers for him ! :D :D :D

Ahhhhhhh damned.
I'm feeling so hungry now.
Haven't eat dinner. URGH!
Blame on my stupid desktop,
wanted to go & eat but Yibin's file was hanged,
I had to end e program ...

When I recovered it ... It's gone back to a plain document! D':
So sad, had to do all over again.
& once it's done,

I'm so lazy to cook instant noodles,
but am munching some pineapple tarts! LOVED :D
It's not enough! So hungry~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Whatever, Ayu ah, tmr then eat.
When will my parents be back?!
Oh shit I haven't iron my uniform!

Okay byeeeeeeeeee :D

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Typical Singaporeans Sunday, April 4, 2010 11:57 AM



Work is so fun.
Stood for hours, then not fun.
Backbone pain! LOL.
Well stand means got people = Good! -.-

But hey!
Some people are just really fussy,
& URGH D":

Got my pay but I guess I'm gonna spend everything sooner or later.
$50 to buy all those presents I guess will reduced to $0 very soon!

Okay I guess I can't cure my eye bags at all.
Didn't have 'good night sleeps' these 2 days! D:
After work spent time on some NPCC stuff,
hope everything gonna be all right,
Good Job people!
Well I don't think anyone understand what I'm talking about.
NEVER MIND :D

The next night did Sangee's Bdae card!
Took so long to do man.
Hmmmm, why is it so?
Stay tune, I'll take e pic ! HEHE :D
Yesyes, why I can sleep after midnight without feeling tired then?!
All thanks to the MOCHA ICE BLENDED :D :D :D :/
It's a good thing, yet a bad thing :X

Okay!
Need to head to CWP to meet Sangee soon,
to buy Calvin Boss present ! :D

Sayonaraaaaa,
P/S: Nutcase on the loose :X

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No Mass Run 2010 D': Thursday, April 1, 2010 9:05 PM







MASS RUN 2010
WAS CANCELLED
DUE TO BAD WEATHER !


Hmm, I was actually hoping that it will not rain.
Cos I've alr missed last year's Mass Run due to my eye infection.
Was really damn sad when I had to be absent.
Cos I trained so hard, hoped to get into top 10 in sec3,
hoping to get a better placing than sec2,
improve from 9th position to at least 7 or 8.
But this year, I didn't actually trained that much cos don't have much time to,
& whatsmore, competing wif e sec 5s.
So kind of lazy man though I do want to get into top 10. D':
But I guess it will be tough :X

Enough about Mass Run,
must jia you for my 2.4km timing le ! ^^
HEY! TRY THIS SIMPLE MATH TEST NOW!
To predict your favourite Idol! It's damn accurate! ;D

Follow these steps:
1. Pick a number from 1-9
2. Multiply it by 3
3. Add 3
4. Multiply by 3 again

You will get a 2 digit number!

5. Add e 2 numbers together & see e ans below! [:


ANSWERS

1. Lady Gaga
2. Selena Gomez
3. Chris Brown
4. Rihanna
5. Backstreet Boys
6. Miley Cyrus
7. Michael Jackson
8. Taylor Swift
9. RAHAYU :D :D :D


I KNEW I AM UR FAVOURITE IDOL ! xD

Readers, Anyways .....


HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY ! [:

Hmmmph! I should be playing Basketball now,
together wif ZhenXing, Wilren, Woei Jye & Zhi Peng !
But I decided not to ..
I'm lazy & tired .
Whatsmore tmr need to go work.
Might as well rest at home (:
So yes, working for 2 days.
Hopefully I get to be online to settle e things.

Tadaaaaaaaaaa .


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