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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates



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31 Aug 2009 Monday, August 31, 2009 10:25 PM
Gah ,
blogger is irritating ._.

P/S :
1. Happy Belated Birthday Syariff ! [30 aug]
2. Happy Birthday Amir ! [31 Aug]
3. Happy ACES day !
4. Happy Advance teachers' day :D

Anyway ,
today was ACES cum Teachers' day concert .
I missed ACES cos gotta get ready everything in the Hall .
So asked Limin to pass the presents to junaidi ,
cos we both shared money for the teachers' gifts .
& i also chipped in for Mr Lim's ManU football ?
Think so, didn't get to see it ,
cos went to buy teachers day stuff with Dearest Ruii Xia Xia ,
so parted with the rest when they shop for the presents .
Sorry sorry millions times ;x

Okay ,
i do not wish to elaborate on the concert part.
I feel disgusted in you man .
Overall ,
Good Job peppo !
Esp Rui Xia !
Thanks for going to cwp & camp there for those stuffs ,
HAHAHAHA ! :D
*Thumbs Up*

After sch ,
my primary sch friends said that they haven't dismissed .
So slack abit with the cliques ,
then headed to my primary school (:
I wait wait wait ,
so damn long then the rest come ,
WTH ._.
I gotta see Ramdan !
Goshh , he look so damn different !
Then who else ?
Umm , basically , there's alot more .

Ms Rabia looks the same ,
ee she got class then chat awhile only ):
Then my sci teacher who is HOD sci ,
promoted to VP alr ,
&& she did not forget me (:
Woots , woots .
Rmb my name still !
Heeeee :D
And thats when Ramdan bump into me !

So yea ,
Met up with Melody (The cutie girl girl , LOL !)
She was late ,
by the time she reach , sch closed ._.
So headed to meet Xiuling ,
Heeee , the bickering partner of Melody , hoho !
Then Cody FINALLY come ah ,
&& yea ,he's awesome baby !
He's damn cute -.-
I knw he's tall ,
i bet Melody sure agree with me ,
we're jealous !
Grrr ...
Ouh man , i love them !
At least cody isn't spoilt ,
like any other ex-classmates ah ~
Got it ? , yupps !
Im so gonna meet up with them during this coming holidays .
we've made a pact , stupid Melody !
HAHAHAH :D
(I hope you don't see this)

Anw , took pics with them ,
but cannot upload .
Melody ! I will send them to u yea ,
wait long long .
U made me wait , so now i wanna u wait ;x
Hehehehe , jkjk ah ! D:

I wanna emphasise this :
Cody is awesome ,
serious .
I miss his jokes during the old days .
& i gotta say ,
his eyes are cool (:
If Ms Rabia were to see him ,
she's gonna be happy mans .
So sad , didn't managed to go in e sch .
Dumb ah .

Okay ,
then went Admiralty MRT ,
we parted almost over there ?
Hahaha , yea ):
It's okay , will look forward to seeing them again (:
Thats soon yea ! :D


See ya soon ,
bickering & so hilarious ex-classmates (:
Love you all (:

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26 Aug 2009 Wednesday, August 26, 2009 8:24 PM
Back .
aiyaaaa , pardon me for using rough words in my previous posts.
Simple reason : was damn pissed .

Alright ,
was busy these few days as usual .
I cant believe i have time to update my blog ;x
HAHA .
Im just being a slacker for now ,
this momment ya know ! :O

Ummm ,
Lets Play @ Recess i wud say it was OKAY ?
A little hick ups here and there . (correct spelling hor??)
But it's okay ,
just started , i did expect that to happen though .

Okay ,
my CA results !
Congrats to myself that i failed my A.Math -.-
I tot of dropping it, seriously .
Emath passed (:

Improved on both of my sciences , woots !
Social Studies failed by 2 marks , overall passed (:
Geography got A1 , yeap yeap !
But combined humanities,
my SS pull my marks down !
Like B3 or B4 laaaa !
Pfffftttt ! D:

MT passed (:
my bao zhang bao dao not so good !(A kind of compo)
EL compre failed by 3 marks ,
overall passed .
Thanks to SR , & some stupid bonus stuff lurh ! (:

Im am so disappointed with my POA laa ,
bank rec i totally was so blank tat day , i duno why !
I revise like hell ,
i still did carelessly.
Bal b/d wrong , all wrong wrong wrong -.-"
ouh mans , god is playing with me! D:
I rmb CA1 i got A1 la ,
now eh , i failed ._.
But wait , overall i passed ! (:
&& Mrs Koh says :
'Don't worry laa,there's still EOY,i will help you along!Aiyoooo!'

But wat i cant swallow is that ,
there's alot who passed, & had distinction .
Ouh man , POA ah POA ,
pls dun make me freak out .
I want my distinction , back to CA1 , please (:
Yeap , i will work harder , no more slacking >.<

Im not really satisfied with my results ,
it's sucks ah to me .
Although its alr okay for the promoting criteria part.
Im worrying about the overall percentage .
It's a must for me to get at least 65% ,,
God bless me please ! (:

And so ,
i now just hope that i can talk things out with my dearest ,
i do not wish to leave her in a lurch .
but i jus couldn't , speak .

Another thing ,
i felt that i've been 'stabbed' with a knife ,
whenevr i see u ,
esp these 2 days .
u're thr for e lets play .
Today u was beside me ,
but y ain't u toking to me ?
Ouh myy ,
what exactly u want sehy ?
Im really tired of tolerating ur freaking attitude.
Why must u appear in my life ?
To make my life more miserable .

Ouh mans ,
STOP ah Ayuuuuu !
Let's don't brood over this .
let nature takes its course yea .
But hey !
To let nature takes its course ,
I have to be the one to reach out my 1st step ,
to get everything moving .

Ouh well ,
let's move onnnnnnnnnn ,
C'mon Ayuuuuu !

Cheers Dude Baby ! (:

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22 Aug 2009 2nd Post Saturday, August 22, 2009 3:28 PM
Okay , im not done with my frustrations .
LOL .
It's lyk been mugging exams for 2 weeks wid all those,
NON-STOP work .
It really stress me out laaaaaaa .
WTH WTH WTH WTF !

But wat to do ?
No one ever understand how it feels like .
Im already so F*cked up wid all these things ,
then wat .

We are friends,
mind you .
It's already been ONE MONTH PLUS ,
u still ignoring me .
Doesn't want 2 tok 2 me .
Then everyday msg me .
What's e point ?
I dun see y u sud do tat .
I dun want 2 read ,
i want 2 hear .
If u cnt do tat ,
forget it .
Stop ur wishful thinking .
Ur msges & ur attitude in sch ,
ur actions & e way u nvr tok 2 me ,
no link ah !
U were so sarcastic ,
do u think i will give in ?
F*ck you .
yeap , waiting for me .
By ignoring me lyk tat .
how dumb was tat .
I nvr ever in my life see someone lyk u ,
even my guy frens are much more better than u .
Yes, GUYS BESTFRENS .
what's e problem ?
Incorrigible F*cking attitude of urs ,
makes me puke . Get that in ur freaking head .
Dumb Biatch .
I treated u as my fren ,
how i wish i can gv u chance,
but i need my bestfren back,
i chose her over u ,
yes i regretted & i am guilty abt it .
But tats not e only reason ,
ur fucking sarcastic attitude makes me feel more ,
remorseful , you know ?!
Instead of encouraging me ,
making me feel better to let me realise that ,
u still is thr standing up for me .
but did u ?
& all these while,
i nvr ever see u stood up for me .
U're making me worse day by day .
U thnk i get over everything?
Open ur eyes big enuf 2 see how im feeling.
Bitch siaa .

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I want her back , seriously .
I don't wanna see her walking in e wrong path .
But i cant speak up whenevr i see her .
What is wrong with me ?
I knew i did gave a don't gv a damn face ,
but i care , i do care & i give a damn !
I jus don't know what i sud say ,
that will make her come back .
She said she wanna repent her mistakes ,
but i din see any changes .
She's still having her freaking fucking attitude.
Being a bitch & my bestfren .
Makes myself feel tat im so useless .
I cant even stop her from doing all those stupid things.
Ouh ya allah ,
what am i suppose to do ?
I want to make e decision that i've made back then,
really worth it .
I don't wanna lose both love ones ,
i gave up one to have e other one back .
But i didn't do anything to want her back .
I wanna make sure that friendship ,
is more precious than anything else .

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I must achieve wat i've aimed .
I don't care about ur sarcasm alr ,
it jus making me sick ,
seriously .

Cheers ,
Ayuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu D:





You are my best friend,
My very best friend,
You make me happy,
Everyday,
You share your great snacks,
You share your best toys,
So please don't take
My best friend away.


My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

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22 Aug 2009 3:11 PM
Ouh Goshhh .
Like FINALLY , back to blogging .
These days has been so terrible siaaa.
It's a LONG STORY ! D:

THURSDAY.THURSDAY.THURSDAY !
A.Math paper is damn hard , & I know im gonna fail that .
I do wanna pass , bcos I love math .
But e reason y I beginning to hate math is bcos of this ,
Very super last min, so rude & think u always right ,
All Rounder F*ing teacher .
U think u’re a teacher then we scared .
Ouh pls , I didnt do anything & u jus shoot me lyk wat .
Im not a Dog , mind you .

U go thru that qn , I did copy & I understand ur working ,
I din even make any noise or wat, like other ppl la.
U e one who go so slow ,
Even I finish alr , u still explaining again & again .
It’s jus a waste of tym for me to hear e same explanation over & over again,
So I do other qn ah ,
Wait for u , tll next year sia .
Anyhow say wat I din listen to ur explanation, nvr copy ur working ,
& say im rude or whatever.
What attitude is that , look who’s toking .
If im rude, wat are u ?
Never ever in my life kana maligned by a stupid teacher lyk tat la .
If it’s ur fault u oso wun apologise 2 e class ,
Then push e blame 2 us .
Subject HEAD smre , bad example sia .
Even a trainee is lyk far btr than u ah .
No patience 2 teach ,
Then jus leave e sch .
As if we will b so reluctant lyk tat .

Now I understand how Cynthia feel le (:
I knew her whn she really day-dreaming/lazy or really was blur & listening la ,
But he kept picking on her .
So bu shuang siaa .
The others who make noise he din even say anything ,
Asshole siaaa .

FRIDAY.FRIDAY.FRIDAY !
No paper . Got HL .
Kannasai . Communication Breakdown .
Las min say got to be in-charge of Marshalls .
Thanks ah ehh , u think u head then can do anything lyk tat .
Think twice . U think u got a big ass & go around bumping ppl.
Another asshole .
Make us do duty when no one is using that route .
Waste time only , nvr get things clear , EVERYTIME sia .
Okay nvm , mayb u urself wasn’t inform that thr’s changes to it .
But whatever it is , I cant stand e F*king attitude of urs .
No one even want to work wid u if they hv their choices la .
ASSHOLE !


These past 2 weeks is really freaking me out .
I hate this feeling mans .
Im so frustrated sia ,
with all this f*cking attitude of these ppl .

Don't fret Ayuuuuuuuuuuu !
It's life .
Yes, it's life , jus admit it .

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19 Aug 2009 Wednesday, August 19, 2009 8:46 PM
Blogger not fixed ! Grrrrr .
I don't intend to blog ,
bcos of this shit .
But bcos today was so fun ,
so here am i .
wakakaka ! :D

Anyway !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LIM ! (:

Thanks to CYNTHIA ,
for reminding me today is his bday.
Then yesterday ,
chiong Didi to collect $$ from class .
After sch , had lunch at cwp ,
then bot 2 cakes .
Yummmmmm :D

Heavy bodoh !
Suppose to mit calvin in e mrg ah ,
but let me wait for 20mins ?
Aiyo , his phone spoil mah ,
cannot contact him,
alarm dun have lor .
Okay , tats not e point .

Ummmmmm ,
i lied to Mr Lim !
LOLs .
Was a damn damn STUPID WHITE LIE ,
just to lure him down to canteen .
But yea !
Surprise accomplished !
He was surprised !
Heheheheehehe :D

Anyway !
I guess this will be a memorable for him ,
seriously .
Because before recess 3/2 sang him a bdae song .
Recess was our surprise for him ,
then after recess 3/6 sud have sang too (:

Okay ,
tmr A.Math !
Gotta revise more ! D:
Chiong nowwwwwwwwww .

Buuuubyeeeeeeee (:

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15 Aug 2009 Saturday, August 15, 2009 3:50 PM
Gonna mug during weekends ,
but don't have e mood now , lazy xD
Not a single soul at home ,
& tats can be kinda irritating .
HAHA .
There's nothing much to say .

Toodles .

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'Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away ,
and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide.

...

When you're at the end of the road
and you lost all sense of control
and your thoughts have taken their toll
when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul.
Your faith walks on broken glass
and the hangover doesn't pass.
Nothing's ever built to last,
you're in ruins.

...

Did you try to live on your own,
when you burned down the house and home.
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

...

When it's time to live and let die
and you can't get another try .
Something inside this heart has died.
You're in ruins '

...

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14 Aug 2009 Friday, August 14, 2009 8:34 PM
Grrr ..
1st thing came to blogger dashboard ,
blogger seem to have problem again !
It's so irritating , damned it .
Forget it -.-

Today teachers' day audition was awesome,
GEREK dok !
&& funny too *HAHA*
Cos' got fake MJ show !
Well at least it makes my day,
bursting into laughters all the way(:

Anw ,
freaky stubborn dude ,
please get well soon .
Gastric is not a play play thing .
Please takecare (:
I am concerned ya know .
Cos i knew how it feels , seriously !
Although it's my CA2 period ,
don't ever think i've forget abt u ,
cos it's been long since u left sch?(so wat?it's okay!)
& tats e more i nidda show my concerns .
GET WELL SOON & EAT PROPER MEALS ! (:


Ouh God ,
i've been wondering if i jus have to use this hard freaking ,
super straight forward & hurting hard way to solve everything .
Everything that seems bothering me these days ,
cos day by day i've worn out ,
am tired to face all these things hanging in e air ;
waiting for me to solve it .
Yet, am always running away .
Gosh , i have to stop this .
I have to know my limitations ,
But im just afraid .
Just freaking afraid ,
that it will be really so hurting .
Cos i knew how it feels .
*Praying hard , to solve this soon*

It's been exactly ONE month ,
& i really hope things can improve ;
but then , is it ?
is it really improving ?
No, the fact is ,
it's getting bad to worst .
And how am i gonna let it be better?
I need someone to tell me ;
& tat person is my Babe ;
& she's gone .
Im useless after all , seriously .
Im not Emo ,
it's the F-A-C-T !
Just Accept It , Lam Li Min !

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12 Aug 2009 Wednesday, August 12, 2009 6:38 PM
Love this picture (:
Nice nice ah the angle of the pic !
Umm pic taken thanks to 1304 .
See credits goes to you , like duh ? -.-"
Happy Birthday Ravin ! (:
Okay , SS was great .
But hey ! Not enough time to finish up my last point of NHS !
Grr, not only me who complain about it kay ,
most of my classmates was unable to finish it on time too -.-"

Went denstist after sch (:
Good good results (:
I got good teeth :P
No need braces leh ! (:
Taufiq have to put ! Geeek .
LOLs .


Yeap , i gotta chewing gums , loads LOADS ! (: (:
I LOVE IT BEYBEH ! :D
-Nothing Much to tok about then-
I realise by keeping quiet & kept things to myself is really a torture .
But i do not wish to torture others by what i wish to say , fair ?
I've been thinking whether to spill out ,
but i do not wish to spoil others' day .
I just want every single day to go on smoothly , cheerfully .
The smile in you all , are the key for me to move on & accept the reality.
Hey there ! So sweet right ?
Gah , but it's my true words i wud say .
Niki & Limin , thanks alot for the concerns .
& thanks for cheering me up ,
by ur stupid crazy smile of urs today , nikki [:
Appreciate your friends in whatever they do ,
if not you'll regret .
Get that in your head ,
DUDES :D

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11 Aug 2009 Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:06 PM




Hey hey peppo ! [:
English was okay .
Stupid , i think i did too slow .
Left out 2 questions .
Grr , worth 1 mark each ,
well u may never know tat one mark is how useful kay.
Is my EL okay ? LOL .
Gah, nvm , it's over yeahhs ?
&& grrrreat ah ~
My Sail test i did quite good .
23/30 ,
bcos of some error thingy ,
marks will become 23/28 *woots*
Okay hope i can get good results in CA ! (:
Went RP for lunch wid normies ,
& headed home to polish abit on my SS .
Though i've studied it alr ,
but it's btr to read up abit more kay ;x
Wah .... how guai can i be ?
So good , seeee :S
Umm GOOD NEWS ! :D
Let's Play Programme starting soon ,
the medals are so great ahh .
I was asked to meet Mr Chong after sch ,
yeap , regarding Lets Play .
Medals wid me ,
cos he's afraid he might forget
as he have his own busy schedule to take care of .
COOL.COOL.COOL .
i also want larrhs ;x
Hmmmpph ,
SANGEETHA !
see your freaky hair !
I love your hair ,
i want that hair Babe Tallie !
Grr .
LOL (:
Chaoooos [:
It takes time ,
let time overcome everything .





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10 Aug 2009 Monday, August 10, 2009 11:27 AM

Happy Birthday Junaidi ! (:
Good Morning (:
Grr .
Parents not working today , woots !
Planned to go out ytd ,
but rained today , cancelled .
Cos malas -.-"
Grr . Gonna be at home ,
rotting all e wayyyyyy :D

Gah , SANGEEEEETHHAAAAA !
Yea yea , nice then nice lurh !
U ah chose tat day then i cant go watch ):
Heeee , okay it's overrrrr .


To Passer-By:
i don't know if u're e same person ,
but this passer-by once told me,
"once u leave,dun come back.
its like u spitting on sumone,
and u licking it back...ur a disgusted person"
& now u're telling me :
"Give him a chance"

What's next , peeppo ?
I dont get wat u toking abt .
I took ur words,
Im not gonna lick it back ,
but u're asking me to lick it back now .
Why ?
Firstly i wanna be back ,
but u told me not to .
& now i alr heed ur advice ,
& u're telling me to give him chance?
Sorry , why the hell the fren must help him?
Cant he tok to me by himself?
No point going round the bush ,
cos he knew, i've gave it a fullstop .
Since he dunwanna tok things out face-to-face ,
why bother you coming to my blog ?
Gosh , go do what u suppose to do ,
no point sticking ur finger out here .

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last night duno who makan KFC ,
tsk tsk -.-
Enjoy sendiri pandai dok ,
hehehe :D

Nothing more to say ,
charlooos (:

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09 Aug 2009 Sunday, August 9, 2009 11:22 AM

Happy National Day Singaporeeeeeee ! (:
Happy Birthday Guoli .

Yawwww .
Now ppl kept saying G.I. joe is nice nice nice .
Alah , regretted not to watch the day after we play batminton ):
Alaamaaak , that day i cant go ah ~
Sangee , y u must choose that day ?
hmmph !
Cos' Grandparents going m'sia ,
asked me go home earlier , *for what?!*
Then CA2 coming , but hey !
Who cares ? It's Friday mans .
urgghh , no point complaining nowwww .
I wanna watch THE PROPOSAL first la dey ,
& i got a company to watch wid (:
SANGEEEEEEEEETHAAAAAAAA :D
Hack care la G.I. joe ape merepek tuu ;x
I don't even noe how many movies i've missed ,
thanks ah stupid school .
Gossh , i am really getting to hate going to school -.-

Okay stop .
That kindergarden kids were uber cuteeee :D
Finished e watever-so-called-observation-ceremony-parade ,
went straight home wid YueWen ,
Mr Andy Wong drove us back , Woots (:
He lunch-ed near my house .
Hmmph & he said :
'haiz , this will be the last mission for me in this year' ,
Are you being serious ?
& now i knw wat 1304 told me is true .
Okay , i dunwanna say about tis tat much ):

Home-ed , bored la dey ,
not even a soul at home .
I began to hate my life now siol ,
grrr ;/
Then cooked mee goreng !
& now i nidda do that stupid CCM proposal ,
gah ,
which i kana asked to do when im on my way to toilet .

&& i gotta same hairstlye like Sangee ? o.O
I cut it , & i regret it .
Damn short , to me .
I wanna my long hair backkkk !
grrrr .. grrr .. -.-"
Whateverrrrr .

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08 Aug 2009 Saturday, August 8, 2009 3:19 PM

07 August 2009
So sicko psycho me , ahh~ whatever .
Yesterday NDP Celebration in sch .
Kinda Gerek i wud say ,
but i prefer last year , of cos rite ! :D

Then video part , kinda sad ah e story .
But i really was very tired -.-
felt so sleepy like hell , wanna just drop dead ah , LOL ?
Cos e night before i was damn busy doing e deco stuff ,
but in e end didn't do , pfft ;/
Deco of whiteboard was reaaaaaaaaally FUN :O
Everyone rocks in e house ;x
Class Pictures were taken , woots !
But like only half of e class came ? Hoho .
Sang 3 person's advance bday song straight ,
dumb ah , but it's unique ;x
HAHA .

08 August 2009
Happy Birthday Yazid ! (:

I dropped dead when i reach home yesterday .
Played batminton at CC ,
Went home , Grandparents getting ready to go Genting at M'sia ,
Not again ?!
Well , grandpa's company treats all the workers cos of NDP .
No work , so they gone liao ):
Printer no ink ,
im so not gonna buy wid my own cash .
Dad sure use my printer for useless stuff ,
wasted .
Nidda go library then .
Sangee finish tuition then we gonna head to cut our hair .
Ouh mans , sad larrhs .
hair so long ler ,
then nidda cut , sobs !
Hahaa .
But very warm ahh ~
So so so , it's okay [:
Will grow again xD

You msged to apologise , Babe .
I wish i could tell u how i really feel ,
i din blame u , at all .
How i wish i cud reply u so happily to say watever i wanna say ,
but i really was disppointed in u , now .
Im tired .
What if i give u another chance ,
& u do e same thing to me again ,
just like wat u did for now ?
That really means that im giving u a chance ,
again to repeat wat u did .
I know ,
you can just say , im useless .



Nothing much to say ,
toodles .



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06 Aug 2009 Thursday, August 6, 2009 8:26 PM



Im so freaky done with my work , good .
yipee yay :D
After sch , English Make-up lessons .
Missed e presentations by e level3 ):
Lessons ends at 5pm sharp ,
went straight down to ITRR1 ,
joined e CCM .
Apparently it's e level4s turn .
A little hiccups here & there .
But cannot blame uh ,
last min then inform ya know .
Anw ,
Congrats to e groups whose proposals have been accepted !
Specially congrats to my mentees ! [:
Their proposal was accepted , & im happy yea :D
But sadded , din manage to see their presentation -.-"
Went home , no one .
Was super uber hungry ,
no food sehy .
Heee , fried rice then (:
Woots , i cooked leh ;x
Cheh cheh , done .
& im damn full nowwwwwwww (:
Thats all ?
Yeah .

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05 Aug 2009 2nd post :D Wednesday, August 5, 2009 5:34 PM
Smile Again , Dude .


Dude's here again ,
nothing to do when you're online now , seriously .
People are so guai already ,
they are revising .
Yet now am slacking ?
HAHA , well i did some revision okay (:
See , im guai too ;x
Just needs time to some how rest too , ROFL .
It's to check Email la ,
then dropped by to blogger & post nonsense again .



I missed my past ,
but i don't regret coming to this future .
because it let me realise that i have this special fren of mine ,
thank you for being there for me ,
although you're not in RS [:
Jiayou bah !


Gotta chiaos nowwwwww ,
to do more revision ,
&& eat eat eat eat eat D:


Buhbyeeee :D
Love Of madness ,
Ayuuuuuuuuuuuuu (:

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05 Aug 2009 4:53 PM
On Special Occasion ; wedding (:

Special Occasion too ; wedding (:
If im not wrong we went to Bishan ? AHA ;x


Went home early ,
cos am feeling very tired sio .
Heee D:
Then now nothing to do ,
so online awhile , decided to blog uh .
I guess my blog is full of pictures .
Aiya , nvm , not so plain mah ;x
I realised that i do have alot of pictures in my com .
It really kinda long ago ,
&& found my BFFs photos that i took with them way long ago .
HAHAAAAAAA :D
So upload uh [:
Ishaq asked me to watch this video :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlfKdbWwruY
It's rather dumb though , sud be .
But cool at e same time cos this freaky guy went all over e world ,
just to jump ?!!
Hmmmph , should suggest this to Amir & Syarif ,
cos they loves jumpstyling , heee .
Thats all about my frens [:
Toodles (:

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4 Aug 2009 Tuesday, August 4, 2009 9:09 PM



Mushi mushiiiii ! [:
It's exactly left ONE freaky week to CA2 .
Hmmph .
Missed lots of English lessons ):
Sadded sio ,
cant blame Mr Lim larrhs ,
Get Well Soon Mr Lim ! :D
Well he has recovered actually but but ,
doctor don't allow him to go sch , yeap thats right .
HaiyoOoOoOoOo ! ...
we've started on Trigo like 3 lessons ago ,
but but , it's really complicating .
When to use tan , sin & cos ?!
Urrgggh ~
Its really damn damn stupid -.-
Chemistry is freaking me out too ,
lessons are okay , seriously , i got it .
But i cant seem to do well ! ):
I cant even do e TYS on Periodic table .
OMGGGGGGG D:
The questions seems super uber difficult though .
HAHA ,
gotta work even harder then ! (:
I will 'conquer it all ~ all all all !'
Ouh mans sing like shit la me ;x ,
shoudn't go toilet this morning ,
cos went toilet=one assignment to do ?!
WTH -.-"
Level4 toilet washing , had to go down then.
Bump into Ms Lim ,
she asked me to do one freaky proposal .
Asked me if i want that ,
how can i say NOOOOOOOO ...
HAHA , but nvm .
Involves e council so happy ajer la ~

Hey peeps !
It's time to pull our socks okay !
Don't play play liao yeahhs ! :D




Gossh ,
how can i not dwell on these Babes ?
Problems kept adding to my mind recently .
A day after another .
From him to Babe Loveyy .
What's this ?
I thought ignoring may just help ,
but ur msges really hurt me alot .
But hey ,
who's here ? Ayu okay , sure no probs (:
sure, i will .
I really hope , hope hope hope .
Ignoring=solved .
But this not e only thing ,
Niki , thanks loads for telling her ,
but i don't think she needs to know .
Well if she took me as e bad guy ,
just let it be .
I don't see e point of telling her nicely at e first place .
If she doesn't care ,
why should we ?
I love her lots ,
& whatever u told me today ,
really heartening , seriously .
I didn't know that she will do that to me ,
bcos i really never ever thought she can say those things out .
Let's us just , forget it .
Im tired .
Really , am really tired of these already .
Those who kept asking me was is true was it true ?
Please , stop probing .
Whatever u heard , jus take it in .
I don't wanna answer those questions .
Bcos i believe those who know me,
will know if i exactly did that or not .
But its okay ,
if you think i did make her till this state ,
so be it .
Niki & Limin ,
just stop telling her ,
even if you said upteen times ,
she wont hear it .

Won't be blogging till CA2's over ,
gotta revise more .
Mugging for exams already .
Btw ,
the 'ME' , i think i know who . AHA .
Okay , LOL , so random -.-

Till then ,
Charlooos .
I nidda Toblebrone & chocolate Ice-cream ! ,
yum yum yummy !
Wanna join ? LOL , HAHA ,
ROFL ! :D



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02 Aug 09 Sunday, August 2, 2009 9:05 PM



Back to blogging after a long day today . (:
Summarised what i did today ba .

Woke up - usual routine .
Damned , nvr go tgt wid neighbour cos i cant get up that early ):
Sorry Xuefang ):
Then change bedsheets - mine & mummy's .
Then put for washing-swept floor , whole house dok -.-
Fold clothes-iron uniforms-hang bedsheets.
Lucky sun was scorching HOT HOT HOT !
Very fast dry (:
Yipeeyay ! :D

Then continued proposal-finished-sent (:
Time checked : 3pm PLUS ~
I was like ouh shit !
Late liao lo .
Supposed to mit Amirah & e rest ,
go lib cos Mr Rizal teaching them ,
in e end at Starbucks ? -.-
Haiyerrr , i've got nothing to ask , seriously .
Asl suruh aku gii Amirah ? Tsk . Ade la tuu eh, Amirah ni ! *wink*
Ahhh~ Stop it .
Then rushed to bath then walked to cwp ,
collect fotos , then lib .
Still cannot find the book ! ):
Last time there was someone who help me look for it ,
Now , no more . I have to depend on myself .
Im so sure im gonna find it okay ! (:
Then met them at Starbucks .
They've finished , only Firdaus & Amirah came .
AHA , LOL , Okay ~
Amirah is freaky , now i know , ROFL .

Managed to part with her ,
them met ____ @ B&S ,
headed to Yishun to makan dinner .
Yeap , last day settling my own dinner .
But _______ helped me settle ,
at Sakura ! (P/S: I forgot e name , i thnk so ah? LOL )
Had dinner there , nice bodoh ! *yummy*

Okay then mrt-ed home la ,
cos _____ got performance to perform .
Wish you good luck yea ?
I bet now he/she is performing liao (:

& now am slacking uh .
Haha , i cant believe this ,
im slacking ?!!
I must be kidding larrhs .

Hmmphh ,
nidda revise more than usual alr ,
gotta do well & better in CA2 !
Ding Dong Ding Dong !
MYE was a wake-up call alr ,
now it's time to start pulling up ur socks le !

Gamatte ! (:
Ayu says Don't Play Play ahh~ ! :D

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01 08 09 Saturday, August 1, 2009 9:14 PM


Yipeeyay , yipeeyay yay ~
It's the first day of the month ,
A new beginning , A new start Babes .
CT coming , let's 'ADD OIL'
Hmmphh , kinda a Looong post yeahhs ? o.O
yesterday had Mocha Bbt ,
alaaamaak , again , i repeated my mistake .
But lucky me , today no sch .
If got mentoring ,
alamak , i don't know how i wake up mans .
Whatever , Mocha is loved (:

Online-ed till 10pm + ,
had been editing e class' pics to decorate .
It's been taking up lots of my time ,
i still need to print them out .
ouh god , Gamatte !
Well , i got to help Junaidi ,
since he asked me to help .
How can i decline e offer ?
Chehwah . Hahaaa .
But its okay la .
Shit shit .
I still have proposal to work on , but it's half way done alr (:
I still have to work on the question paper for campcraft,
but the rest haven't send me their tasks ! pfft !
I still have homework , lucky only got Chemistry *woots* ,
can be done by tonight ! Hee :D

Well , i cant get to sleep till last night about 11pm plus ?!
So onlined till 2.30am ,
but then 3am++ then slept ,
thanks to my aircon ~ (LOL?!)
Chatted with Rizal .
Okay , thanks god .
I finally mentioned your name .
I was hesitating .
If u're reading ,
Ya know larrhs ehh ,
but then , yeap u're really right .
I shoudn't be troubled about ya know who ! (:
It's time for a change , thats what u told me .
I really appreciate e advices that u gave me . *wink*
I guess is time that matter .
Ouh shit la ,
just get these out of my head , i will (:

Went library ,
toofiq had difficulties in his maths ,
& i had to make a trip there .
So we met up like so damn las min ,
Im glad that he realise e importance of studying (:

Gah , had not been having proper dinner .
Ouh gosh , i missed home food !
Grandmama , come back home soon ,
stop going m'sia la . ROFL .
I wanna eat e food that u cook , heh :D
*okay am drooling*
Stop toking about food then :O
Yay !
Tmr last day of settling my own dinner !
woots.woots.woots ! (:

Whats my plans for tmr ?
Nidda go cwp to collect fotos .
Have to buy some stuffs.
Nidda go lib again ,
cos i din manage to find e book that i was finding today.
Perhaps humi will tag along ? grr , idk -.-"
Ouh yeah ,
tmr Rizal teaching few peeps too .
Grrr , i don't know if i sud go ,
cos Trigo makes me complicated ,
but there's no hmwk , what can i ask ? ,
Ehh , chem la !
Umm , see if i know how to do 1st (:
But hope can bump into him ,
can bully ~
Heh , jk jk .
I wanna do better in Chemistry ,
it's freaking me out ! D:

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31 July 2009 9:02 PM


Booyey .
Have not been updating for 2 days ,
simply just plain lazy ;x
Aiya , well not much things to elaborate larrhs .
Just a brief one will do about the past 2 days .

Thursday
Actually lunching wid Besties but ,
Got meeting after school , then then left sch like abt 6pm ++
Gossh am sorry Babes ):
Yeap, i did say that i will join u guys after meeting ,
apparently it ended late , sorry !

Friday ; Last Day Of July peeps !
After school went RP ,
they wanted to eat Subway ,
Alaaamaak , no choice ah .
Me , Diyanah & Ashikin terase sehy ;x
Nah no laa , not everytime pe , its okay (:
Not Halal , so cannot consume .
So Diyanah makan maggi from 7-11 , kecian la .
Ashikin ate break pulak , haiyo .

They took very long time to eat sio .
Hahahahas , biase !
Okay , then headed to Wdls CC .
But our time slot was 2.30pm .
Time check : 2.10pm
Then played Blind Mice at playground ,
Ouh myyy , we're really just CHILDISH xD
But but , got damn lot of ppl ,
FUN perh ! Heh .
Sangee bumped onto a metal pole ,
gosh !
Lips bleeding ,
lucky ah only minor sehy .
Then headed to wdls CC .
Batminton was reaallly FUN :D
&& now my arms are hurting ):
But neverrrminddd :D :D :D




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