- All I want is to Breakfree! -

No Mood To Raye D: Saturday, September 26, 2009 8:07 PM

THE BLUE SKY;

LET'S BREAK FREEEEEEEEEEE :D

Its so complicated.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh ._.
Had Humans extra class early in e morning , then went to mentoring straight aft that.
I missed those kids, & luckily i still left an hour wid them , to play . wakakaka ;/
Headed to cwp met sangee to have lunch , then to library .
Study all the way till 5pm.
Then hunt for some books. No card, cannot borrow. HAHA -.-
Then home aft sangee bot her stuffs .
Tmr going raye for a short while in e evening.
Humi not free, sangee & e rest no costumes, mcm mane nak raye?
Pakai bikini pon boleh jugak eh ? ROFL !
Aiyaaaaaaaa. So will go wid e 2 senior brothers.
Malas nak tanye tanye oraaaaaaaaaaaang ahh -.-

I was using the com while watching tv ,
heard loud footsteps all e way to my doorstep.
They called 'Ayu Jie jie Ayu jiejie, open e door, hurry hurry !!!'
OMGGGG , my cousins , e naughty naughty ones, are here !
Opened e door, they rushed in , hugged & kissed me on e cheeks .
Awwwwwwwwww, gaaaaah . I was like , what e hell is wrong wid them?
Aiyooooooo, hahahahaha, sweet la they , hoho .
& now, they are so busy playing in my room .
Thank god they din disturb me, heh :D

These days i've been thinking that much , & realised alot of things.
I've mentioned few of them alr.
Anyway , ppl change very fast , agree ?
I just don't understand , why is everyone changing to e bad side of life?
To be frank , i missed the past , the old frens of mine.
When we had to be tgt at every occasions & to have fun ,
but now , everyone are drifting apart . I dont know why .
Not only one, but e fams is going further . Damned.
Alot of times, especially these days, i had alot of things to say .
But my mouth is full of words that cannot be describe .
Whenevr i feel like letting out , i wud think again .
Maybe , is not e correct way of letting them out , & so , changed my mind .
I cant find anyone that can be there 24/7 for me, just to listen to me on e phone ,
bcos everyone were busy.
At e times when im really down , how i wish i cud let it out & go mad , COOL !
hahahaha, it cant be that way .
I cant get this . WHY .
When i feel like letting my frustrations out, everyone seems busy, so prefers to keep it to myself.
But when i dont feel like saying, they kept asking me to say or wanted to be my listening ears.

I love being others' listening ears, bcos i will understand what frens will go through .
However, i do not have a proper listening ears, maybe i do not need any.
Because i chose to settle them myself , in a way that is happy till crazy way .

& i know, that im crapping now .
So I'd better stop ,
HAHA .

Labels: The Drastic Change

Appreciate you Friday, September 25, 2009 7:28 PM

I felt lousy today , & i hate it .
I just dont know whats wrong wid me , & i hope things can be rewinded.
I hate when ppl just love wasting time & ignores what happens around them.
Like waiting for e usuals then we can head to our normal place to makan.
I tot some ppl just wanna exchange PSP games or smtg,
so waited & waited .
& actually they were playing , dont really bother at all , not a single thing.
Been asked if they're done & hurried them up.
However , nothing gets into their mind.
Been there for quite some time, still not moving their ass off the seats.
Asked them if they are done another time,
& replied, you can just go whenever u wanna go, nobody asked u to wait ah.
I felt such a loser , seriously . & y am i waiting for them?
So suckish asshole . Dude .
OMGGGG , okay , fine fine fine.

Yea sure, went off , for what waste time there then .
No one wanna get their ass off e seats there.
& im just wasting my own saliva for asking them again & again .

Went down to enter my favourite quiet room ,
where i can ignore all e stuff out there cos e door is sound proof.
Hiding in there but realised that i shouldn't brood over these things, it's simply just U S E L E S S.
Bump into partner , then discuss about some stuffs .
Better than thinking & making myself even more pissed.
& realised that he's such a humorous person who can make me laugh,
although it's silly . But i appreciate it. Thank you (:
& then i also realised that friends who are further to me knows how to make my day even better.
Why is this so? ):

Im sorry to e person who i asked to go out of e room , & slammed e door.
My blood was boiling & i cant really go on toking to u as usual way .
Then had really really fun times wid partner & xiaxia of bullying each other.
& not forgetting of laughing our ass out in tat room.
Seriously, tat room is full of laughters & i loves entering it.

Sharul smsed me saying he'll come to sch to study wid me aft his prayers.
In e end like i did abit of revision only,
then Alif Budiyan joined us.
Making my day even more better & i felt better .
I didnt think wat had happened previously bcos i really dontwanna spoil my own mood.
Useless thing , right .
Thanks guys, you 2 are making my day & helping wid my work.
& today was fun to me (:
Although you all wont be reading , but i appreciate those little little jokes which makes me smile!

Sharul sharul . Got me Mocha Ice Blend & yea .
I'll have a hard time sleeping tonight, tmr got extra lesson somemore!
Arrrggghhhh~ !
But its okay (:
Do stuff to ignore all those thinkings & just be busy to avoid them.
& thats is good i wud say .
& just hope things, my mood will get better .

One last thing i realised was ,
everythime during exams period ,
why am i having stupid problems , regardless of everything.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh , please stop .

Labels: Thank you [:

Expired Photos With Beautiful Memories (: Thursday, September 24, 2009 9:08 PM

Since i can upload pics, i shall take this advantage to give my readers an entertainment (:
Teachers' Day went back to primary sch , sobs sobs, CHIN PEI YU nvr come !
Lovelovelove my besties , my old old old cliques.
However, we'll still in contact & i simply am still missing them again & again ):
I hope meeting up during e coming holidays will be a success, hor MELODYYYYYY ! :D

Anyway , hope you guys love the pics ! (:

B L U E E E K K :D

Damned. My specs look so weird,

yeap,

C R O O K E D !

Weird weird larrhs ! ;x

They are M I N E ! :D

Lovelovelove. Bestiesbesties (:

Lovelove Her so muchmuchmuch ! :D

F I N L A N D !

LOVES !

My Buddy ! :O

I looked weird ,

A G A I N

Yesyes, FINLAND RAWWWWWKS !

I wanna gooooo T.T

Fuyouuuuuuu. Loves (:

He's the H O T guy .

So sweeeeeeetttt :D

They're the C O U P L E ,

heh .

P/S : Im NOT jeal;ous hor !

Wakakakakakaka ._.

A C T I O N !

Candid (:

Thats all people ,

lovelove you all yea.

Buhbyeeeeee~ !

Labels: P I C T U R E S :D

Bullet Shot 7:46 PM

Eyebags cost thousands of dollars. I heard it somewhere, but dont rmb ;x

Ohwell anyway, time fly super uber fast today.

Aft sch Mr Lim treated us Mooncakes.

Then bus-sed to cwp , had lunch at banquet.

Time check : was 4pm plus .

I tot of going library but it's kinda late already.

Then walk abit at cwp to digest abit,

then homed . Just had steamboat at home, again .

& im sick of staring at my texbooks these days .

I dunwanna be stressed up like damn hell.

I wanna slack awhile like now .

Heh , but i wont neglect , surely (:

P/S : Happy Birthday Deborah Dabolaaa ! :D

Can i really put a full stops to everything?

Life is full of decisions & question marks.

Why ....

Labels: FULL STOP ..

It's TIRED ... Wednesday, September 23, 2009 7:24 PM

Seeeeeeeee .
Im just tired. This pic really describe how i really feel these days.
I just cant help it. Gaaaaah -.-

EL & MT paper gone already. Damned, i can do e paper but i just hope i can do well?

Bcos i didnt study much for EL, only e format for SW .

Bcos, yeap, busy bcos of Raye, Bad timing sehy.

Alaaa, whatever laa tuu eh, pun dah over pe.

No paper till next Thurs. & that will be CHEMISTRY.

I dont know how im gonna survive through it.

I will do my best, of cos.

I just hate CHEMICAL CALCULATION part.

HATE IT TO THE CORE BABE. But, no choice laa dey -.-

It's imporrrrrrrtant , geeeeekkk .

I dont know how to describe my days that just passed.

Simply bcos i dont know how to start.

I dont know and I dont know ,

feeling useless already .

Freak.

Labels: I dont knowwww

Outdated Pictures 7:19 PM

When we went to Orchard the other time D:

Labels: A day off for everyone (:

Saturday's Post Saturday, September 19, 2009 11:03 PM

Crazier

Thank Goodness I can FINALLY upload pictures (:
Im back again ,
just finish doing cookies .
Really very very tired .
Been in the kitchen for hours .
& im finally out, enjoying aircon & my com (:

Well ,
a year had passed .
& i'll be in e kitchen to do shitty work , ROFL .
Umm , kinda enjoyed myself actually .
Did cookies , got Almond , Choc Chips & e colourful thingy .
I dont know whats that called .
Then tmr , will do ondeh ondeh ,
since my Grandmama has been asking me for decades alr .

Anyway ,
tmr is Raye already ,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ,
kepade muslimin dan musliman yea (:
Ma'af Zahir & Batin to every of my frens (:

Okay this post supposedly was posted on Sat, but idk what e hell is e blogger's prob.
& then now i got time to post it yeayeayea .
Heeeee [:

Labels: Selamat Hari Rayaaaaaaa [:

Yours Sincerely Monday, September 14, 2009 8:27 PM

Back !

OMGGGGGGGGGG ,

i didn't visit my blog for duno how many days ..

So many taggies ,

SORRY people ! D:

I was just .. busy yea ,

SORRY ! D:

taufiq: for more info, pls visit my blog, the one on sep 14, labels: Merlins's beard..
taufiq: would you like to join the S.R.E.$.S.O?
taufiq: lol..
taufiq: TAG!!! again..
Rahayu(:: Hahaa, thanks for tagging ! (:
Anyway , whats that S.R.E.$.S.O thingy?
It's so damn long post in ur blog & im so lazy to read , lol. Tell me what is it about (:

lazir1304: Ayu... so long nv msg me.. sobs..
im suppose to be studyin for test.. but lazy seh.. tomorz u sch start alr.. have fun
Rahayu(:: Hey hey , hello !
Long time didn't tag uh ! Hmmph, tag more yeahhs , update urself too ^^
Very very sorry , i was busy these days .
Moreover, exams are just round the corner !
Can you believe it's gonna start just right AFTER hari raye ?!!!!!
Umm, anyway , will text you soon to chat yeahhs .
Im just tight with work now ._.
Hope to get updates from u soon , tag more (:

Junwen: haha aiyo. you ah. fasting still play sport? takecare leh. (: TAGGS btw!
Rahayu(:: Hahaaa! Yeayea, me kinda stubborn right?
LOL , heh , alrights, will takecare de , you also yea ^^

linda: hell0s ! ur parents interested to buy mooncakes ? get back to me at my taggboard .. thanks !
Rahayu(:: HELLO too ! Ouh~ Get back to ur tagboard ahh , OKAY ! (:
ROFL ~

ashikin.: TAG! Hehes. Malas ah nk update. Only update if there's something to update about.
And Blogger abit crazy these days. Tk leh upload pics ):
Rahayu(:: Thanks ! [:
Ape malas , aiyo ! Hahahahaha .
Anyway , u DID upload pic okay , i cannot even upload !
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh ~ !

taufiq: anyways.. AGREE?? LOL!! inside joke.. hehe
taufiq: PYRO!!!
taufiq: maybe not, but the sight of fire is fun...
taufiq: and hands are meant to be burnt...
taufiq: its just perfect.. you're the 2nd to complain, thanks to ashinkin... -.-"
taufiq: why should i change my font...
Rahayu(:: Changing fonts , why ? Bcos it makes your blog looks nicer, got pattern abit la !
All the same like so .. plain .... LOL
Okay , well it's just suggestion , not complain ! Grr .
ROFL , then burn your hand more .
Wait, y not just burn your whole arm la , it makes your life easier ...
Ya know .... !
Hahahahahahahahhahaha ! :D

SAlly: his hmwk don't have to do one! who cares about him grrr.
hahah is not scary is i dunt like him mah~ STM~
Rahayu(:: ROFL ! Why don't like , cute what he , DIAO ~ (OMG, i cant believe i just wrote that?!!!)
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! D:

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Updates !

hahahahahaha . lol
I know i have not been updating for a few days .
Yeayea .
Well im just kinda busy , seriously .
One week holiday isn't a holiday for me !
Let me just briefly summarise my sept holiday here ! (:

MONDAY
NPCC PYA Briefing + PYA Duty

TUESDAY
Extra Lesson at ya know where ~ ROFL .
i cant say it here , bcos it's just .. like that . LOL.

WEDNESDAY
I took this ONE FREE day as my advantage to go watch movieeeeeee !

THURSDAY
Extra lesson in school

FRIDAY
Parade , CCA

SATURDAY
PYA Duty

SUNDAY
Damn busy with homework ! D:

Yeah , thats my week , all it's gone for good already .
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ~
Moving on ...
Sec2 gotta do the campcraft theory test ,
i was so damn busy editing and editing their paper .
To make it easier for them to pass.
Hope everyone of them pass ...
If not ahhh , OMG .
I wish i can just hang myself ._.
I've been burning midnight oil ,
im so lucky & grateful to CS Sir , who helped me alot with it (:
Then i only got to burn like 2 days only ..
Thanks , i appreciate what he did (:
Really ~

Okay !
Then then then !
exams is just next week ,
OMGGGG . It's so damn fast .
I wonder why our sch is so kanchiong,
chionging for exams right after our CA2 .
OMGGG , who can help me with my chemistry & Amath ?!!!
I dont wanna fail , cos i got a feeling that i will ! D:

Today's announcement for 3/1 :
Tmr got EL Oral !
What the HELL ! It's very very very last minute .
OMG OMG OMG !
I havent even prepare myself . I hate oral , although i talk so much ;x
Well not really , just that . Im NOT prepared at all !
Wed got MT oral too .
Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
Well i'll just stop complaining , bcos it wun change anything .

EOY just like next week !
Im gonna pull my socks up .
Be nerd for these period .
Gonna stuck myself with all those thick books that i've been carrying to sch.
Okay , crap , like i will ? ROFL , i hope so! (:

And now im so tight .
Got meetings , bcos ... crap la , nvm .
As long as it helps them , im willing to (:
Okay i dont think anyone will understand what i've just said , nvm nvm nvm ! [:
Then then then , have to prepare for Sec1 orientation camp .
Lets play Session will be the last for this week , till EOY is over .
Sec2 campcraft test ! OMG , i really hope all can pass !
Shit i havent collate their practical test !
I need to do it soon , shit !

OKAY NEVERRRRRRRRRRRMINDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !
On a brighter note :
Hari Raye is coming , Fasting month is ending ! (:
Let's forgive & forget ,
like what you just msged me .
But excuse me , i don't hate or bear any grudges ,
what to be forgiven then ?
& tried ur best trying to tok ?
It's like only today .. Tried YOUR BEST ?
I dont think so , bullshit .
Okay , this gonna be e last time for me to mention about you .
Seriously , it gonna ruin my mood .
I'll shall not continue bcos it meant to be a brighter note !
not something that makes me pissed ,
Great ! (:
Ohwell .
I don know when im gonna blog again ,
so , sorry to my faithful readers ):
I will blog soon ; keep tagging yea (:
Love you all ,
*wink*
buhbyeeeee :D

Labels: Tag Replied (:

Super Uber Tired D: Thursday, September 10, 2009 8:40 PM

Gaaaaaaaaah , such a tiring day for me ! D:
After tossing around on my bed for so long, then i managed to sleep ,
Grrrr.
Next day wake up for sahur, eat then sleep ;x
T-I-R-E-D !!
Just a short 2hour nap is NOT enough ! [:

When to school for lessons .
Hmmmph , im so proud to say that today's SS not that boring ,
& i didn't feel like sleeping (since it's so cold btw! ROFL)

Then then lessons ended!
While waiting for that Sangee to finish her GB thingy,
Diyanah & Me played netball , HAHA !
It was so damn hot hot hot .
Moreover both of us are fasting , gaaaaah .
T-I-R-E-D !!

Wasted my time at YG , grrrr !
Then to Admiralty to buy stuff & to send watever shit .
I wouldn't wanna go at all man ,
but since my mum force me to , i had to then ._.

Bus-ed home straight from Admiralty by 913 .
I was so damn sleepy in the bus ,
thanks to the lady behind me who talk on the phone so loud (WTH?!!! LOL!)
makes me not to fall asleep .
Reach home bath & sleep till time to buker .
I rushed to heat up food when i woke up ,
I didn't know i can slp so long ..
...
Wow , amazing .LOL .
Why is it so T-I-R-I-N-G ?!!!!! o.O

Lalalalala . Am addicted to Craig David's Songs ! D:
&& P/S : SALLY LIM WEI LING !
You gonna die die die ! :D

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"Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)

"[VERSE 1]

For all the years that I've known you baby

I can't figure out the reason why lately

you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)

If there's a problem we should work it out

So why you giving me the cold shoulder now

Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)

OK I know I was late again

I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)

But why are you making this thing drag on so long(I wanna know)

I'm sick and tired of this silly game(silly games)

Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame

It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

ain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

Im sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]

I know that I made a few mistakes

But never thought that things would turn out this way

Cause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)

Me at the door with you in a state(in a state)

Giving my reasons but as you look away

I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]

Those simple words hit so hard

They turned my whole world upside down

Girl, you caught me completely off guard

On that night you said to me

I just don't love you no more

[CHORUS 2X]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

Labels: I wanna Break Free [:

Back From Shopping ! :D Wednesday, September 9, 2009 11:45 PM

Watched THE PROPOSAL , yesyes finally (:
That was funneh .. ROFL .
I'll stop crapping about it, had enough , really ;x
Crap la , i cant upload pics ,
blogger such a nuisance to me now D:

Nothing much to say , jus feel irritated by some attitude kiddos .
Oh well yea .
Im gonna save up more to shop around and spend more on FOOD :O
Well and this time im gonna go there with my Babes .
Thats all .

Crap , tmr got Geo Lesson .
Gaaaaaaaaaaah , alrights , wanna sleep now .
Eh , i did mention i won't be here to blog , yet i did .

Thats all for today ,
I had fun with all of your nonsense .
Right ~

P/S : I've change blogskin , like finally ? HAHA
To SIMPLE & WHITE & most importantly PLAIN , Thats what i want , i want it this way (:

Labels: Relaxed Trip, when is next?

09 September 2009 10:24 AM

I don't think this september holiday i got my real one week holiday ,
seriously .
Only like today and Sunday have NOTHING .
& i dunwanna go out on Sundays cos it's my work out ,
as well as resting day ! [:

Wheeeee ~
So took this chance to go out .
HAHA .
Going Orchard to watch movie , then shop at ION ! (:
Then will be home after Dinner .
By the time i reach home tonight, im sure im gonna drop dead ,
tired of shopping . So yeap , thats why im here like now?
Duhhhhhh ?!!!! D:

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"I Want It That Way"

Yeah

You are my fire

The one desire

Believe when I say

I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart

Can't reach to your heart

When you say

That I want it that way

[Chorus:]

Tell me whyAin't nothin' but a heartache

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a mistake

Tell me why

I never wanna hear you say

I want it that way

Am I your fire

Your one desire

Yes I know it's too late

But I want it that way

[Chorus]

Now I can see that we're falling apart

From the way that it used to be, yeah

No matter the distance

I want you to know

That deep down inside of me...

You are my fire

The one desire

You are

You are, you are, you are

Don't wanna hear you say

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Ain't nothin' but a mistake(Don't wanna hear you say)

I never wanna hear you say

I want it that way

Tell me whyAin't nothin' but a heartache

Tell me whyAin't nothin but a mistake

Tell me why

I never wanna hear you say(Don't wanna hear you say it)

I want it that way

...

Labels: Tell me why

7 September Monday, September 7, 2009 10:19 PM

Updates!

P/S : Happy Birthday Wilren Foo Tze Yong ! (:

Sorry la i cant join for the KTV ,
got NPCC mah , till 6.30pm somemore .
if i join , it's not fun anymore la .
Cos u guys end at 8pm .
Gaaaaaaaaaahh ,
wrong timing for party world Dudes .
Hehehehe .
But nevertheless ,
i spend my day outside with NPCC frens ,
& it was fun especially with SALLY ! :D

Ouh watever yea .
Got briefing at wdls NPC ,
then PYA duty at Library .
Rawwwrr .. It's just a waste of time doing that stupid duty,
S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y lah I tell you .
Yes , am T-E-L-L-I-N-G YOU !
Waste time siaaa ._.

Anyway ,
im so glad glad glad .
Having those 6 different kind of bitter stuffs ,
really makes me even more sick .
Yuccks .
And Finally today i finished them .
Yay ! (:
But my throat is still itchy like no one business.
But am back to my ever full of caziness now .
I think it's due to e fever that i've contracted,
ROFL .
Im so happy that i do not have to bear hearing my so man voice
when talking to people .
Thats why i dont wanna tok on e phone .
Sorry sorry for not picking up ur call,
ya know & reply ur msg after ONE whole day .
Gaaaaaaah , i was resting .
Seriously , cos i wanna be up on my feet ,
full of my craziness , and crappy ever Ayu ,
the next day .
& i've succeeded . Hooray !
I felt really no more energy to talk,
let alone using my hp to reply smses ,
or picking up calls .
Just a word from me ,
SORRY ! :D

Okay , i'd better tuck in now ,
tmr got lesson !
Meeting Babes ,
& im so happy .
Im better now, & i can disturb people liao ! ;x

Labels: Im Well Again To Disturb People(:

05 September 2009 Saturday, September 5, 2009 9:34 PM

Gaaaaaaahhhhh , though i alr replied the tags in my tagboard,
i feel it's rather messy ya know .
So confusing , it's not in sequence .
So .. let me reply here yea ! [:

Tag Replies ! (:
Chea Chee: EVERY HEART!!!!!!!!
Chea Chee: hi rahayu =)
Rahayu(:: Ouh hello (: & thankls for tagging yea ! Yeap , EVERY HEART .
Lazy to change ah ;x

Toofiq: you still havent linked me -.-
Toofiq: kids this days...
Toofiq: okay, you don have to apologise so many times, infact you don have to apologise...
Rahayu(:: Hahaa, LOL . Linked you already (:
FYI - Imma not a kid ! Teehee :P
&& really very sorry larrhs ! [:

Sheena: Heyy , ayu ! Its been long since i've met you. Oh ya , care to relink ? Thanks uhh(:
Rahayu(::Okay okay okay no problem (:
P/S : Re-linked [:

azli: c'monman cheer up:)
Rahayu(:: Ouh god, thanks alot , really (:
It was unexpected la , but thanks alot , cheers ! [:

Toofiq: You returned the stuff to me finally...
Rahayu(:: PEACE ! Yeap yeap ! [:

Sangeetha: Hey mama, get well soon, i miss you, and you want dress or skirt??
Rahayu(:: Hahaa, alright yeahhs (: Skirt or Dress? So random ._. Hahaaa
Umm, so imma go there try then decide , teehee ! D:

Toofiq: hey, link me up... :p
Rahayu(::Okay , will link you up soon (:

melody: my fever just subsided... but dont know if it will come back anot... bcos of this fever i missed a lot of lessons!! argh!
melody: cannot LARH! my mom very fierce de! she say no means no... i think when i am 18 then i can go out myself...
Rahayu(:: Gaaahhhhh , think positive , miracle happens ya know .
Ur mum sure one day let u out wor ! Teehee !
Anyway! Get well soon okay ! [:

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04 September 09 Friday, September 4, 2009 11:18 PM

Today is 4th September !
Yeap yeap , it's 2 months , exactly .
Gaaaahhh , i think i'll stop counting mans ,
cos what i've been waiting for, it will never come at all.
Anyway , im hating what i've been waiting for .
Thats quoted by ishaq , & it's true (:

Anyway ,
most importantly, i just wanna apologise to TAUFIQ aka TOOFIQ !
Very sorry to delay your stuff till today ,
i planned to give u on Thurs ,
but i went home before recess Dude ,
forgive me yeahhs ? (:
& i totally forgot to bring YOUR STUFF on tat day .
Cos seriously, my mind was full of some crap stuff i suppose ;x
& i didn't rmb YOUR STUFF !
Gaaaaaaaaaaahh , my brain cells are dead D:
Then yeah ,
im so glad that i felt better & manage to crawl to sch mans ! [:
Wheeeeeeee ~
First can return YOUR STUFF since u need it so badly !
Second is bcos is e 1st day of CCA !
My sec2 cadets, they got test !
I nidda get ready their documents , & i have things to tell them !
IMPORTANT ya know !
Third will be of course, the forum (:
Rui Xia Xia needed me , i won't abandon her of course .
Thanks to Allah , He gave me power for today !

Im not gonna think what i've been hating , seriously .
Simply because, im lost .
I've lost the battle , i wanna surrender .
I wanna give up , but something is stopping me .
What is that?

Labels: Im Sorry, TAUFIQ

02 September 09 Wednesday, September 2, 2009 8:25 PM

FIRST PART OF MY DAY :
I was so damn excited today when i woke up early in the morning.
Finland buddies came to our sch !
Me & Huishan in a group , each of us had a buddy each .
gah , i forgot my buddy name ;x
But she's super cool mans ! I love their eyes O.O
& among all the 15 FINS , only ONE is guy .
I tell you , he's a hunk , he's hot hot hot .
& i did rmb his name , YUHAN ? (is it? shit ._.)
I mean CUTE ._.
Sufi & me was so damn excited . HAHA .
He's reaaaaaaally cute sia .
I admired his eyes & fringe bodoh !
Okay , in a simpler way ,
I LOVE ANG MOH :D
Esp their eyes ! :D
One of their teacher's eyes was so damn beautiful ,
OMGGGGGGGG .
I think im mad enough , like just now , Heeee (:
Everyone was like teasing me , but really they were so cute ! :P
Whoever wasn't there , thank goodness .
Because i was crazy like no one business ;x

Anyway , did take pictures with them .
most of the pics wid Mrs Lee , hope she rmb to send us (:
Wootswootswootswootswoots D:

Had to host the Finland people ,
missed out photo-taking ,
SOBS ; there's still next year Ayu (:
C'mon , cheer up ! :D
HEEEEEEEEEE ! Wheee~ !

Well thats make my day today , full of laughters .
I love today , seriously .

SECOND PART OF MY DAY :
After sch , was pissed by e lowersec ppl .
Ouh god , i really dunwanna blame u guys .
But can all of u be more automatic , make the right choice please.
I know sec ones are still learning ,
yea i understand .
But don't waste the manpower just like that , thats not the way .
But i cannot stand the let-it-be look/attitude,
i don't wish to rant at you all .
So please don't make me do that (:

THIRD PART OF MY DAY :
Went to Popular with Ruii Xia xia .
We camped there to check & calculate all those stuffs .
HAHA , we're wrong Babe :D
& u was so paiseh , heeeeeee (:
RX daddy gave me a ride home ,
since our hands are full of things .
Jaying was with us , cool right sit at the back.
HAHAHAHAHAHA ..
Anyway , we had alot of fun yeahhhs .

FOURTH PART OF MY DAY :
If u read this , i hope u get wat im trying to say.
I received ur msg, starting with 'Im Sorry ...'
I was so glad, hoping something is good for me as i haven't open the full msg yet.
& then , i was totally wrong . Really wrong .
I wanna say that i don't need ur comments about my blog, don't waste ur smses , seriously.
U dare to sms , don't dare to talk things out with me .
I don't care what u think after reading my previous posts about u ,
cos whatever u mentioned in that sms , is utterly not wat i expected .
It's so wrong to say that .
Im sincere about this , im really sorry .
Sorry for choosing my bestfriend over u ,
& im really very guilty , but im left with no other choices.
i told u my reasons .
I reasoned with you, but why cant u understand .
You make me feel that im your number one enemy now,
when we're were so close to each other back then.
Things really changed alot , there's super big difference.
Did u realise it ?
how come you & ur previous _____ is so okay ,
while me & you is so apart ?
We're like a total strangers . I dontwannathistogoon.
Im so upset, yes yes yes, am so disppointed .
Till now u don't understand me ya know ,
but i request ONE thing ,
please stop interfering my life .
I dont want it to be screwed further .
Cant u be like Junzhi? He's so understanding.
if it's for my own sake,
i hope you can watch your every single words that you type before sending them to me.
Some words really hurts , if you don't know .
I tell you , it does hurt , badly .
If you're willing to talk things out with me ,
i'll tell you everything, reasons why i chose the path that im walking on right now.
But that is when you've found your real heart that do understand my feelings very well,
&& know what i've been going through exactly .

Im so happy yet so upset ,
thanks to you .
But i don't blame you at all,
because i've give up the chances&opportunity that is coming towards me .

I Love Today , still .

Labels: I LOVE ANG MOH D:

01 Sept 2009 Tuesday, September 1, 2009 2:09 PM

Happy Teachers' Day ! :D

Had a warm shower , feel great great great ! (:
SO RANDOM ;x

Had meeting just now , awhile only yeah .
But then like so damn late ah the rest .
Okay shall not crap on that .
Actually wanted to go Niki house after meeting,
but saw it was raining when we had the meeting,
so changed my mind .
Was raining so heavy siaaa ,
rushed home to bath (:

Gah , didn't manage to go AMK .
I wanna check the pricing for my beloved keychain !
But niki dunwanna go , had to go alone,
but heaven don't allow me to !
it's raining like what ._.
So damn cold , who wanna go till there mans !
Im so gonna go one of these days .
Shit shit , Fri resume CCA .
No time to shop ):
Gonna go tmr , that is if got time yeahh .

Cannot shop, cannot movie already .
I have loads of movies to catch up,
lots seems interesting ah !
Awwwwwww~ So sad D:
Must finish up these works .
Grr , pfft ! Hmmph !

Nevermind ,
i hope things will change ,
a better one for me (:

Labels: I found a place to hunt