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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates



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Merry Christmas Sunday, December 27, 2009 7:10 PM

Happy Belated Merry Chrismas !
LOLs .. ...

Anw, im backkkkkkkkkkkkk !

Ouh yeahh ,
e trip is simply just A-W-E-S-O-M-E ! :D

I don't know how to describe but ..
it was FUN !
There's outdoor & indoor theme parks ,
like Escape Theme Park ,
but it's sooooooooo much bigger !
Indoor theme park is like in e shopping mall ?!?!
Blogger allow me to upload pics alr, i guess !
But i haven't find time to upload those pics ,
so i guess next time la .

Anw, 2nd day bumped into Azhariiiiiiiiiii ..
E girl beside him , should be his sis i guess ?
Hah, he should have a great time wif his family tooooo ..

Then then then, e scenery was nice,
& it was seriously damn cold outside ..
At night at e outdoor theme park !
Ouh gosssssssshhhh ... -.-"

Compared to past years x'mas ,
This year's Christmas is e most fun one lorhhhhh !
We had dinner wif all my grandpa's colleagues ,
Christmas night was 'WOW'
Hah, fun fun fun like hell ! :D :D

Ouh man, enough said .
It was just FUN ! (:

&& I didn't regret going (:
*winks*

Alright ~ Sayonaraaaaaaa .


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Christmas Eve Thursday, December 24, 2009 10:04 PM


Heyo !
Yesterday :
Sec1 registration > get results > home > slept > cwp > home
Was damn sleepy when i got home,
straightaway sleep, wearing my uniform still.
Woke up it was 5pm?!?!
Bathe & rushed over to cwp to meet Taufiq & Limin to get my notes back at 5.30pm!
Had a terrible headache at night, not forgetting stupid sore throat too,
so slept till e next day ...

Hmmm ...
So today is Christmas Eveeeeeeeeee ! :D
Went over to IMM wif Grandparents,
to meet up wif my relatives who came here to celebrate their x'mas !
Hmm, 3 of them from Australia,
& e rest .. 4 of them from M'sia !
They're going back this coming Saturday after x'mas ,
went IMM to have lunch & shops for presents !
Hmm, e baked rice there quite niceeeeeeeeeee ! LOL.
Then went over to their rented condo ,
ate SUSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! :D
Ohwell, didn't talk that much wif my relatives who are abt e same age as me.
All of them are guys, what do u expect huh !

Enough said.
Going over to M'sia in about 5.5 more hours already.
Something wrong wif blogger timing -.-
Grandpa's friends will come over to our place at about 4am to pick us,
& then off we go to Genting !

So before i forget ,
just wanna wish everyone :

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D

P/S : Though some may not be celebrating,
but it's also a happy celebration ,
so wishing each other and give our best wishes to everyone is nothing wrong!

Will be away for 3 days, i guess .
Do continue tagging please (:


Good night (:


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I need strength Tuesday, December 22, 2009 9:15 PM

Went out at least to have fresh air, ya know.
Cant be cooping myself in e house.
I don't know is it bcos my eye twitched quite often now ,
& thats why im feeling that its twitching again.
Am i just scaring myself?

Gaaaaaaah, just drop this.

After dinner today was feeling different.
Abit sore throat & 'heavy' headache.
Feeling sick man.
OMG, going genting soon, please prevent this to happen.

I guess i need to sleep now,
gotta wake up quite early to go sch tmr .
Give me strength for tmr please,
Bismillahirohmanirohim .
I dont really know how to spell but , ya .

So wishing all ,
Sugeng Dalu .

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Penny of my thoughts Monday, December 21, 2009 8:58 PM


Im sorry to my readers for today's post.
Kinda emo for this.

Left eye kept twitching again for the whole of today.
Thought OGL training got some prob,
but thats not e worst.

Anyway,
i guess what Yishen said really describe me.
But there's always reasons why i chose to be that way.

Went home quite late.
Dad called before i reach home, i've asked him not to wait for me for dinner.
But im really guilty when i stepped into e house,
went to bath, passed kitchen,
saw all e food untouched.
OMG, im truly sorry to them for waiting for me.
It was hard for me to apologise to them, seriously,
cos im e type of person who is very difficult to say SORRY to them!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaah, it's over. Nothing happen, they understand (:

Ohwell, supposed to go home wif my cliques but didn't in e end,
really sorry for causing them to wait like no one's business.
Seriously, SORRY ):

During dinner mum told me my uncle's condition is really very worst.
He now talks to himself & doesn't recognise anyone.
It really heartens me, he's close to me yet,
i cant do anything at all.
He is bedridden, cant stand cant squad.
Doctor said only if he can squad to shit, (i knw abit funny)
then he can transfer him to another hospital to have e injection.
But he cant even do that, he got a little hope.
Im really worried for him, i wna go & see him.
I don't know what will hapeen to his son (my cousin).
He's just sec 1 !
Ya ampun, may Allah bless him.
Please do help him pray too, readers, okay?
Hahahahahahah :D :D :D
I wanted to breakdown aft wat mum said,
but did not.
Cos it will worries mum even more.
These things already kept her thinking hard enough,
i don't want my feelings to influence her& cause her not sleeping well.

On a brighter note:
' Whether you are happy or unhappy, you'll get over it.
Days will still pass by.
Being sad or happy it's ur choice,
but why not face it happily?'

Im just abt to end this post but mum came to me & told me that uncle is getting okay!
OMG, i don't believe these things,
but there are spirit who disturb him,
which we cant see them,
& thats e ones who talks to uncle.
Thats why he cant recognise anyone.
There are relatives who helped him to bring e 'group' of people,
who handle those so called spirit to 'shoo' it away.
Now he's able to stand! He's able to talk, getting like normally!
Im pleased to hear that you know?!
Ohwell, there really is black magic.
I can't believe, but i don't care.
I just hope my uncle is well & fit & healthy,
I will be contented enough.
Allhamdulillah .... (:

So my friends out there!
Please do takecare ! (:

Sayonaraaaaaa !



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Half-Dead, My Blog or My Life? Sunday, December 20, 2009 1:21 PM

Damned it.
I just hate it when blogger doesn't allow me to upload any pics.
Grr .. !

Ohwell, just a little update.
Been not updating eventhough i was online lots of times.

Just doing some stuff till im driving crazy, like seriously.
Hate it when people do things ANYHOW.

Okay, this blog is not dead okay !
*point to Jazlyn Song Wen Ting*
People are tagging, it's half-dead, not dead.
Hah, a load of crap uh .

Oh well im done working on my longest post about my holidays in Indonesia.

& it's just below this post(:
Somehow also called Balik Kampong, but it's holiday still.

Hmmm ... but it's not interesting when there's no pictures at all.
Grr ..
Anyone knows how to upload pics using other method? o.O
God bless you if you're willing to share with me !
Hahahahahahahahahahaha !

Anyway yeahh .
Going Genting at Malaysia on Christmas,
though im not willing to go ...
Somehow i gotta go .
My little cute pie going , hooray ! :D

Ah shit shit, my left eyelid kept twitching from the previous meeting.
Right Ruixia~
& finally it just stopped twitching today,
just because i received one freaking stupid news that really is saddening to me.
I wonder what the future can give me ...
I don't want to lose anyone, especially my love ones,
the one that I had fun with when im still a kid.
May Allah bless, & i'll pray for you.

I guess this update will be just fine?
Previous days no need to update can la yeah?
Bcos too long post w/o any pics may seem bored to my readers.
Hah, thats all.

Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaa :D



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Kampong Diaries Tuesday, December 8, 2009 8:20 PM
Pic of e 2nd little house for Diva.
Took from main house (:
My Kampong Diaries ! :D

This will be the longest post,
I don't care whether there's anyone gonna reads it ,
I want to write it down , don't wish to forget those memories.
My full 3 weeks in Indonesia, is really fun (:



Final Warning !
LONGEST Post (Full 3weeks)
Wanna intro those people appeared in my holidays,
but blogger couldn't let me upload any pics ):'
Will edit w e pics aft blogger loves me back (ROFL!)
So just wanna intro by name then.
Went Indonesia(Yogyakarta) w my parents & grandma only.

My cousins
Eki - Cousin elder sister, 19 years old
Suli - Cousin sister, 13 years old
Enggar - Cousin brother, 16 years old
Diva - Cousin sister, 4 years old

^Above all are siblings

Faris - Cousin brother, 13 years old

Friends
Yusuf Edi Susanto(Ucup) &
Pam Muji(Pic below) , both 20 years old.

Long love story about them & Eki.
Conclusion, Pam is Eki Boyfriend.
& Ucup is my night rider, another long story.

Bestfriends made, love that moment!

17/11,
Tuesday

Took early noon's flight to Yogyakarta , & cab bed to Kampong(Blondo).
But it was raining when we reach the entrance of e Blondo ,
so went to hotel to stay over for a night.
Had shopping & FOOD :D

18/11 Wednesday
Reached Blondo. Mak' E (Grandma) cooked my fav. banana flower (:
Eat eat eat & play with my little cousin Diva togther with her sisters Eki & Suli.

19/11 Thursday
Faris, knowing we came back already, cycled to Blondo & visited us.
I missed him sia, didn't get to see him last year when i went there.
He's darker & tall now. Voice changed too!
What do i expect ayee? Guys ... Like Duhh !
Then he went back cos next day got school.
Mak'E cooked SENEREK, both Faris & my fav too .


P/S: It's nice :D
All cousins hardly can get together,
now finally able to .. but Enggar is missing,
working at Jakarta, not coming back this year ):'

20/11 Friday
Suli having school, not holiday yet over there cos promotion to next level is in June,
unlike over here, it's e end of every year.
Suli came back at 1.30pm and Eki left for computer lesson.
Took turns to entertain me ! Ahaaaa~
Mum cooked curry chicken over there ~ yum yum yummy...

21/11 Saturday
Faris came over against. aft sch to stay over.
I was damn happy man ~
Don't be surprised, over there school days is on Mon-Sat and got only 2 weeks of holiday.
Unlike us !
Got more than 2 months ! :D


22/11, Sunday
Planned to wake up early to jog and walk around,
cos every Sun it’s normal to see alot of ppl out thr...
But all of us were too tired.. Didn't go then ...
Early noon went to Salon to cut my hair,
just wanna cut it short cos it's really hot.

Mbak Mio(e person who did my hair) asked if i want to do Smothing.
WTH is that ?!?! Guess what she answered?
'Smothing is like rebonding but not rebonding'
What kind of ans is that man ...
So just go ahead wid watever plans my mum wanna her to do ..
It was freaking long ah ..
& whaaaaaaaaaaat !?! Hair back to straight again, grr .
Shall not elaborate on this.

At night, got these flies called 'laron', if u know.
Kampong areas, when it's gonna rain, diff things will come out. LOLS.
Got alot of laron, end up cathing them , ROFL.


They all camwhore outisde e salon, pangseh me inside ):

ROFL !


23/11, Monday
Went to hotel to stay over for a night cos nearby got shops to shop around,
& buy those necessary item back to s'pore.
Then got myself 2 pairs of shorts (:
Hooooooorayyyyyyyyy .


24/11, Tuesday
Went back to Blondo & played w Diva barefooted, LOLS!
At night got cockroaches, gonna rain again -.-
It's flying cockroaches! WTH!
I hate it & kinda scared when it keeps flying around ._.'''
Wanted to go toilet also don't dare sia !



25/11, Wednesday
Went to Borobudur & there's shops below it.
Got variety of clothes & all luh.
Dad's not feeling well, cos e weather too hot, cant stand it so ..
headed back to Blondo & then I cooked mee goreng for all .
P/S : Damn hungry after a long day shopping around ! D:


26/11, Thursday
Was damn tired aft long & hot walk ystd, slp more than usual ;x
Eki had com lesson, both me&suli wanted to follow but it rains,
so didn't go ...
At night Pam smsed Eki saying he is coming over ,
Eki was panicking & kept telling him not to come cos no place for him to sit, cos living room is packed.
Anw, tmr is Hari Raya Haji, looking forward to it ^^



27/11, Friday
Had Subuh prayers at 5am, as usual.
Aft prayers, headed to e mosque to solat it (:

Selamat Hari Raya Haji :D

Then went cemetry, (kuburan) to visit my late grandpa from mum's side.
Swept e floor, read yasin & homed.
Otw home, kurban was taking place at the nearby mosque alr.
Cows & goats were being slaughtered.
Both me & Eki witnessed e process,

I was like ' WTH?! Damn pitiful bodoh !
E blood was all over e place, damn lots, damn lots of it!'
Went home to put e brooms back & back to e same place.

Took pictures as evidence,
Don't Puke !
Please don't see if u're eating !
OMG , the blood ! D':
The skin is being peeled off ...
Can see e head ? o.O
That's e stomache of a cow ! ._.''

Anw, tmr's Alif Budiyan's Bdae according to my hp calender .
Am overseas, cant update my blog about it, HAIZ!
But nvm! Shall sms him will do (:


Anw again, my left eye kept twtching ... !
(Hmmm, bad things gonna hapen? o.O )
*prays hard it won't come true*



Anw again x2 ,
grandpa from e other side wanted to come over ,
but tickets were sold out.

Instead, went to Batam today.
Till now he haven't call up my parents & grandma,
which really worries them ..

OH YA.
Im worried & wonders how things goes in s'pore right now..
Having hols at this crucial time ,
wonders how Ruixia ..
Coping well? I don't know ...

Im sure my mailbox will be flooded alr man !
But till now i cant find any nearby cyber cafe )':
I really hope everything is okay .



28/11, Saturday
Each house received at least 1 pkt of the meat,
However my grandma received 3 pkts.
Still laft quite a lot so both me&Eki cooked sambal goring together!
Guess what, it finished before Zohor!
To both me&Eki it’s not even spicy but e rest who ate it,
Complained so much saying it was too spicy.
But hey, they said that but finished everything.
How classic can they be! LOLs.
Faris came over aft sch & aft he had lunch,
Went to walk around wif my cousins & Grandma…
Walked the full big round of the whole kampong,
Passed by a lot of places.
There are durian trees, other fruit trees, these are normal.
Then got this mini garden, the flowers are really nice !
Then a group of small kids were entertained by a monkey
who can dance w diff. styles to do its activities.
E.g.
Sword – Fighting
Basket & cap – Going to market
Mask – Dance
Mini Bicycle – Cycling


It was Hilarious !
Then at night got ‘Dayaan’ at another kampong ,
It’s just few mins walking distance away.
Some unpleasant things happened before I went to watch with my cousins.
Skipped.
Went there with everyone except my parents&Grandma
Cos this event is not their style that kind.
Ohwell, I didn’t regret going wif them!
It was damn crowded & aft squeezing in ,
We managed to watch the first show.
Cant take pic/video .. it’s restricted.
Then it was damn hot, perspiring like no one’s business,
So all of us went behind the crowd to get fresh air.
Didn’t go & watch again cos it’s too crowded.
However, we just listen to the music all.
It was loud of course!
Bump into Ucup&Pam. Eki&Suli went to chat wif them.
I joined my aunties&little cousin cos I don’t know them …
Since I cant take pic, I record the music luh.
Record halfway, Eki pulled me over to their side,
Asking me to chat wif them & im still recording!
All the conversations was recorded. Damned.
Lazy to record another one, somemore hp low batt -.-


Anw, Pam is handsome I tell u!
He reminds me of a fren in s’pore ..
Forgot e name, hah.
Then that ucup was damn funny w his weird hairstyle,
Green&yellow hair & long funny pants.
But e way he talks was super sweeeeet!
Pam is just normal&cool..
I wonder which one will become Eki BF ..
I wonder which one will Eki pick ..
Then another long story of Agus,
Eki friend too .. Was ask to sms him to disturb ..
But all along was Eki’s idea&she was e one who sms him ..
He kept smsing my hp ..
But Eki is wif e 2 fellow ..
Grr. Damn irritating to play along.
Just ignore.
Reached home.
Another friend of her called me ,
But I was too tired&sleepy,
Accidentally hang up, ROFL -.-



29/11, Sunday
Woke up for Subuh prayers & slept again.
Woke up wash up, played wif Diva awhile.
Took towel, wanted to bath .
But lie down on e bed & fall aslp ._.
Missed Zohor prayers, slept till Asar.
Faris was gone when I woke up,
Didn’t know what time he left..
I realized that Suli was just sleeping beside me,
& we didn’t know who came&picked Faris.
Bathed. Eat. Then saw my Dad’s moody face,
Stupid freaking face,
Venting anger on me like WTH WTH WTH WTF !
I didn’t make him angry sia, ass man.
Whatever la . & if I count tmr,
I’ve left a week here & I’ll be back in s’pore..
Till then whn I open my hotmail…
OMGGGGGGG, ya know what .

30/11, Monday
Went to hotel again,
Got Eki to accompany me.
Shop around as usual, buy stuff,
Got new shoes yeahh ! (:
Camwhoreeeeeeeee in hotel , hah .

01/11 & 02/11 (Tues&Wed)
I didn’t take note of this, forgot.
Hah :D :D :D

03/11, Thursday
It’s malam jumaat,
Where all the spirit came out.
But then Ucup&Pam came over suddenly.
They reach then sms Eki.
LOLs, it was just after maghrib time..
Eki was wif Pam at one side,
Suli & Ucup at another side.
I’m in e house, damn bored ._.
Grandma asked me to buy top-up card for her,
So I got to go out of e hse,
Passed by those ppl outside ..
Suli then asked me to join ,
Fine I joined aft I bought e card.
Hilarious&had fun chatting (:



04/11, Friday
FORGOT (:

05/11, Saturday
Ucup&another friend came over during asar.
Wanted to join them but my parents wna went out to eat,
I have to follow.
Came back they still there ..
Went home for awhile to put stuff,
Came out they’re gone.
I was like, WTH !
I was just about to chat wif them ..
Cos our my talk wif Ucup previously haven’t finish ):
Damned, nvm . See him & chat another time, perhaps .
If possible, cos I’ll be flying back to S’pore on Monday.
But leave kampong on Sunday noon cos e airport is nearer.
Hmmm …
Eki then told me Pam is coming over but didn’t say w who ..
I smsed ucup asking him whether he’s coming,
But he say go there nothing to do.. since he went there already..
But eh!


After maghrib,
3 motors came, it was damn dark..
Cant see who is who.
Auntie asked me to follow her to buy some fruits & biscuit,
So I tailed her..
Then served them & told them that they HAVE to finish EVERYTHING!
Guess what, 1 of e guy replied me
‘Yea .. yaaaaaaaaaaaa, okay~!’ so damn cheeky.
I was like, who’s that sia!
It was that sickening ucup -.-
Say not coming but came …
My cousins all asked to join,
So yeah I did..



Ucup&fren have to go off awhile,
Will come bk later.
Left ucup and my cousins, including myself.
Was drizzling so we just sat outside e hse cos got shelter.
Previously we sat outside an open space like picnic like that.
Then ucup came wif e frens but then e frens went off.
Left Pam&Ucup, & us again.
I wanted to ride motor but it’s dark so am afraid actually.
So asked faris to tompang meeeeeee :D
& Suli wanted too but I told her to ak ucup to tompang her.
Guess what, Suli snatched my place ,
& I got to be wif ucup.
Asshole.
Faris & Ucup went diff ways,
Didn’t ride together ..
Ucup ride me one freaking big round of e whole kampong like e previous day I did wif my cousins.
But it was 10pm plus , which means in s’pore is 11pm plus.
It was really dark.



E only light was e light infront of e motor.
& e rain is getting heavier, & colder of course.
Try riding e bike fast when it’s raining ,
My specs was full of e raindrops,
It was painful okay when e rain hits me .
Hah, but during e ride was really fun .
Chatting while having my night ride ,
Got to know his secrets & how noble he is ..

Other than he said:
'I don't wish to fall out wif my very good fren jus bcos of girls,
It's better for me to step out.'
Loads more was shared.
Cos Eki & Pam are together already.
I will always remember what he told me ,
I love the spirit,
Positive minded.


06/11, Sunday
Eki went Yogyakarta to work,
Went off in e morning.
My parents all will leave about early noon before zohor,
That’s when the car comes to pick us.
Smsing while on my way to Yogyakarta.

Ucup & Agus called , sms ..
Last chat session before I leave in e morning tmr.

07/11, Monday
Last talk wif my cousins & ucup.
& what ucup told me was hilarious.
His EL was quite good actually.
He said :
‘Remember yesterday that night, don’t forget me,
Because I’m your beast friend’


HAHAHAHAHAHA !
Beast friend yeahh! ROFL!

Alright, everything's done.
Finished blogging,

Thanks for reading, lol.

See yaaaaaaaaa :D

More Pictures :D :D
Got loads moreeeee but didn't upload all , hah !




Little Monkey!











Thats the bike that i wna play wif again !!






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