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Racial Harmony Pictures 2009 (: Wednesday, July 29, 2009 9:14 PM

Racial Harmony Day 2009 ! :D

Penjabi/Penjabi Day For me :D

Tuhin & Ishaq (:

Candid :P

Lame-ooo :D

RECESS RANDOM ;x

The Wonderful FOUR :D

Junwennnn !

Just Random=MEEE :X

Imma teacher ? o.O

The 'R's ;

Mr Rizalllll ! (:

Fauzi Looks Great on that !

BFF ; ISHAQ !

BFF ; NIKITA !

BFF ; SANGEETHAAAA !

Dearest Amirahliyana (:

Overall :D

BFF ; ZHEN XING !

BFF ; LI MIN !

Overall :D

P/S : 2/1 Class Blog more pics (:

Labels: RHD Pics (:

28 July 2009 Tuesday, July 28, 2009 9:45 PM

Ouh well ,
currenty having ABC soup ,
Cooked by Grandma (:
This should be the 4th bowl &&
im feeling damn full uh .
Kinda bloated ;x
But but Shhhhiiiooookk ! :D
Superb Yeahhs !

What about today ahh ?!
Umm ,
not much i guess .
Mr Lim was on MC then our
Double English Lessons has gone down the drain .
No teacher=Waste time=Waste time for 1hr 30mins=Wasted.Wasted.Wasted.
I nidda more English lessons ,
& i cant afford to waste anymore English Lesson .
Ouh myyyy , buck upppp Ayu !

MATH LESSONS .
Ouh gossh , OMGGGGGGG !
I cant believe i called Mr weeeee as Mr Rizallllll ?!!!!!
Ouh man , damn sorry mans ,
&& so paiseh laaa ;x
Asked so loud somemore .
What The Hell !
Well , im used to it yea .
I prob alot during math lessons when Mr Rizal taught us .
So my love-to-ask-attitude just pop up ,
but but , I really didn't do it on purpose by calling the wrong name !
Seriously laaa ,
Damn it la .
&& Mr Weeee accused me what blablablablaaaaaaaa .
Whateverrrrrr , neverrrmindddd .

I will improve on it , Ayu yes i will okay !
I must get used to other teacher teaching style beybeh ,
i will then slowly accept it , it's life ,
im very sure .
yes sure ,
yes sure ,
YES SUREEEEE !

Hope so .
ROFL .
Smile All The Way Dude :D

Labels: So Paiseh :X

27 July 2009 Monday, July 27, 2009 9:32 PM

A New Monday D:

Went to school wid this different feeling ,
Hahaaa , sad laa wehyy .
Missed old times ,
can bully teachers (:

Glad to receive sms from Yo-yo teacher ,
brighten my day early in the morning (:
&& another sms to remind me to have my dinner .
Wah sehy ,
gooooood gege i have hor Limin ?!!
Heh :P
So sweet laa wehyy :D
Limin , yea , u're cool ,
but not to me :P
Okay yea ,
was JUST KIDDING ! (:

Niki , Sangee & calvin nvr come school ):
My family members Dudes !
Haiyoooo .

After sch went Niki hse wid Limin to pass her hmwk (:
God Bless Her yeahhs (: ;
I Love her xD (P/S : Not lesbian yea )

Then MRT-ed from Marsiling to wdls ,
LiMin dropped at Admiralty ,
which means i drop first .
LOL -.-

Yeahoo !
Bought new cosmetics ,
surprised when mummy asked me (:

Eeeew ,
but it's new brand .
Not really used to it sehy .
Is Laneige Brand Good ? HAHA :D
Well not my money so i don't give a damn ;x
Umm then that person gave me some samples ,
to moisturize my skin bla bla blaa .
I don't use it , but forced by Mum ;x
Umm , i don't get it .
It's simply too much for me .
Got different type of bottles ,
with different type of solution tawuu !

Okay enough of that .
&& bumped into my Pri Sch fren ,
she's damn damn taller than me .
Hmmph !
Who cares ?!
I love being short (:
I guess Diyanah wud agree wid me yeahhs ! :D

Labels: New Day + New Feeling D:

26 July 2009 Sunday, July 26, 2009 1:26 PM

Sunday is fun but today is bored .
Cousin came last night & stayed over :D
Am not bored , heh .
Morning nvr go jog , cos cousin's here .
Bath-ed her & then breakfast timeeeee (:
Then get ready ,
grandparents brought her to Changi ,
so far so sian , i didn't follow wor ;x

Aiyah ~
Tmr is Mon , sch starting again .
But this time ,
there's lesser enjoyment for me to look forward to go sch .
It's different already .
Go sch , previously at least there's yo-yo teacher to bully ,
or start sms-ing after school .
It really makes me smile , bcos yo-yo teacher helps me alot .
But now he's gone .
I missed yesterday .
Don't even know when is our next trip ,
to have SUSHI ! :D
& i vividly rmb what he told me ytd :
'It's time for a change . Ignore & Move on , that's life'
Well i lied to him abt some stuff ,
& he knew it from my frens .
Damned , but it's okay ,
he knew why i did it .
This understanding teacher , really ease my mind .
I appreciate loads .
& yea , i guess it's time for a change .
I got to know his past ,
yes you're right .
Ignoring may jus help .
One day i will be like you ,
put down all e troubles & we just have to ,
''''''REN'''''' (:

Drummed into my mind already ,
i will remember it Dude .

Buhbyeeee :D

Labels: Imma Drum Drum Drumm that in (:

25 July 2009 ; First Outing w Rizal (: Saturday, July 25, 2009 9:32 PM

Yeahoowee :D
My doubts had finally answered today .
Reeeeaaaally had fun .
Able to know lots of things ,
im gonna join facebook soon .
Cos then i can contact wid this freaky teacher .
HAHA . But malas ah nak buat xD
Anw , no time uh .
I don't see e fun in there lo .
Heeee (:
Well , can chat at MSN or phone ,
no worries beybeh .

Yea ,
gotten my crumpler sponge thingy ,
at Raffles City .
Thanks sehyy .
then i can use my crumpler sling bag liao .
Since the person who gave me wanted me to use it ,
don't put at home & collect dust per .
Well , im sure gonna use it yea (:
Bought TOBLERONE mans ,
it rocks ! HAHA :D
Then headed to Marina Bay ,
had lunch at Swensens .
Yum yum yummy sio !
Umm ,
yo-yo teacher's food came first ,
but then manage to try his , hoho .
Then mine came ,
alot more than his .
OMGGGGG ,
was full ahh .
Then random pics time .
I didn't know yo-yo teacher loves to take pic , heh :D
Then it's time to watch Movieeeee @ 3pm .
So headed to cinema .
watched Public Enemies ,
that person nvr ask me for my Ez-link card (:
So .. yea ,
the movie damn violent mans ,
last part sad sio .
Whoever watch it sud knw wat am i toking about (:

Then shop abit & mrt-ed home .
I hope yo-yo teacher likes the farewell gift ,
im so gonna look forward to him posting back to RS .
I must have dig a big hole in yo-yo teacher's pocket .
I hope his minor illness won't affect him teaching ,
Allah bless you okay !

It's fun ,
it makes my day today .
Sure gonna look forward to our next lunch+outing (:

Charrrlooos (:

Labels: Had super uber fun at Marina Bay

24 July 2009 Friday, July 24, 2009 9:57 PM

Exactly 10 days already ,
yet problems is still hanging ,
&& im still dwelling .
But nah its okay .
Im gettinggggg upppp & movinggg onnn .
Whatever i say ,
its okay when ppl twist & turn it .
Cos i know myself that its isn't true at all ,
yeah . Not at all .

Okay !
Umm din blog much ,
cos felt lousy these days .
Somemore blogger frus me -.-
Till now still cant upload pics ,
wonder when i can upload RHD pics .
Hmmm ,
*still wondering*

Printed some photos for so-called farewell gifts ,
as momento yeahh for ,
Ya knowww .

Had butterfly in my stomache about tmr .
Damned .
It's gonna be fun or not ?
Yeah , weirdos .
Since i cant upload any pics ,
need not elaborate much ah .
Till then ,
charrloooos ! beybeh :D

Smilessss (:

Labels: Smile Beybeh :D

Message To Passer-By Tuesday, July 21, 2009 9:23 PM

To that passer-by again ,
since u're here ,
well i did say u're one of e F*tards ,
bcos u seems as though u blaming me in some way or another .
But excuse me ,
please get the real fact .
& that love life thingy ,
is between e 2 of us .
I guess u sud knw who am refering to .
If u have some unhappy things ,
come on .
Talk things out with me ah .
Don't need to spam my blog .
Well ,
you may be his gd fren or what uh ,
so u're siding him .
But hey wait .
I have my reasons for doing that .
Not bcos i like to dump him or what .
Get the facts first before u say those ironic things to me .

Labels: Passer-By

Racial Harmony Day (: 9:03 PM

Well yeahhs .
Emo is not even my type .
Back to cheerful ,
i am sure i will be .

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY ! :D
Penjabi (anyhow spell) day for me .
Yahooweeee .
LOL .
Kinda weird uh , wearing different race de .
But then it's cool (:
My own costume is like so-called ,
'out of stock' ?
Cos frens borrowed .

Umm then today was fun though ?
But sad-ded , no concert ;x
Ouh yea ,
damn stupid ,
must do catwalk in class ,
but then me & hanah jus WALKED .
Heh , hoho .

Umm ,
got kinda lots of pics ,
but simply cant upload to blog .
DAMNED .
Cos' blogger something wrong ,
DIAO -.-
One that makes me happy today is that ,
me & Mr Rizal got take pics .
HAHA , && i caught his hair !
Cos long lo .
Heeee , & he said he gonna cut .
Btw !
This friday is his LAST day in RS ,
sobs .
But nah , can chat online ,
contact him .
Hoho,
hope he posted to RS after he graduated from NIE .
I bump into you today ,
i had lots of things that i wanted to say ,
but i just couldnt .
I was blanked ,
chose to avoid & walk off .
That was my regret for today ,
for not taking a pic with you .
When it's my intention to say .
But it's better this way i guess ,
slowly both parties have to accept reality .

Till now ,
buhbyeeee .

Labels: HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY

20 july 2009 8:55 PM

20 July 2009 ,
yesterday's post .
Didn't manage to post cos blogger got prob .
Err ,
got alot of things to say but then forgot already .
Forget it .

To that passer-by in my blog ,
thanks for ur comment ,
but i guess it's unnecessarily .
Want to comment ,
put ur freaking name down ah .
Like what only ,
chicken-hearted .
No matter how emotional or happy i am ,
it's my life .
And this is MY blog , MY word , MY say .
Get this drummed into ur freaky mind , friend .
Im sure u're one of e F*tards .

Well no point toking about you ,
waste of my time only .

Charloos .

Labels: Out Here ; you're unwelcomed ass

19 July 2009 Sunday, July 19, 2009 9:56 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRASSANNA ! (:

It's the 5th Day .
Nothing to do this weekend ,
cousin nvr come ,
felt very bored .
No one to play with , HAHA :D

Damned Damned it .
I feel damn damn lousy these days ,
just don't know whats wrong with me .
I felt lost ,
yet blanked most of the times .
Come on ,
i want to be back to my No-life-busy-days ,
at least i can avoid things that i wished i could avoid .
I do not need to face the things that im facing nowwwwww .
CCA please resume !
Busy makes me occupied , ,
then tired after what i did ,
& then jus sleep ,
then another day for me ,
goes a cycle & cycle .
No need care about other things .
Well ,
it's getting complicated ,
i myself don't even noe what the hell am i crapping about?!
Ouh i felt damned suckish ,
seriously ,
Ouh shit F*tards pls stop watevr u trying to get watevr msg into my head .
I just duno , dun care .
I care yaaa ,
But i just wanna act as if i don't give a damn .
You're simply kept exaggerating ,
making my life damn damn miserable .
I don't think it's fair .
You vent it on me ,
then how about me ?
Vent to my ass ?
So true isn't it .
F*tards .
Seriously ,
I am freaking out .
Who makes me that way ,
it's a F*tard among those F*tards .
Gossshh ,
i jus wanna a FULL STOP !

Labels: Damned It Suckissh

18 July 09 2 post Saturday, July 18, 2009 10:58 PM

Another Day , The 4th day .

Omg ,
today damn bored cos at home e whole time .
I din even step out of my doorstep .
Onlined chatted wid some ppl .
Faris & Wilren spammed me wid lyrics ,
the sang & sang & sang .
Freaked me out .
Gossh .
I read the lyrics,
that they type ,
can you believe it?
OMGGGGoshh !
Composed song like no one's business .
I've freaked out .
OMG .
People u're so lame ,
im sure both of them are thirsty ,
or their fingers must have ached after so much of excersising .
HAHA !

& then it goes my day ,
see yaaaa :D

Labels: second post for the day :D

18 July 3:49 PM

Happy Birthday NurDiyanah (:

Life is like the vast sea.

Beautiful when its calm.

When a storm arises,

it kills.

All of us face problems everyday.

From the minor to major.

It is said that for every problem there is a solution.

Is this true?

From experience,

this is not true.

We just move on with the problem staring at our faces.

We take it as if the problem has never occured

or we take it as there are no concrete solution to solve but

just to lighten the impact of the problem by compromising.

Sometimes,

we are trapped in the most unrelenting situations,

trying our very best to counter the problem with every possible solution.

However,

it drags us deeper,

sucking the very life out of us,

like a blackhole.

The problem engulf us,

we begin the phase of resigning to fate- letting nature takes it course.

We stop trying to solve the problem or even try to turn the situation to our advantage.

Giving up seems to be the only way out.

Labels: Give up

17 July 2nd Post Friday, July 17, 2009 11:35 PM

I had this lucky four-leaves clover keychain .

I cant believe that something can happen when it breaks.

That auntie told me to take good care of it ,

not to lost it or break it by accident .

If that day happens ,

something must have happened.

It can't be replaced .

I don't believe it, serious.

But I did broke it .

And something really happened .

Something that i cant do a 'correction' to it .

Im sorry , i don't know why .

Then i realised it may be connected.

Perhaps, it's just a coincidence.

I have to think that way .

Some things are meant to let go ,

yes we should .

But i hope to find a replacement soon .

I wanna have the same kind of keychain again .

Please , let me find you .

Lucky Clover , come back to me laaaa .

Labels: Four Leaves Clover

17 July 09 11:16 PM

It has been 3 days .
Today got short meeting ,
to do up the new schedule for the sec2s .
I hope even if we have time constraint ,
we can still do it !
Be positive ayee .

Why did you say i hate you , w/o any evidence?

Do you know it's so unfair .

And then you accused me having another 'half' ,

what's this .

So ironic .

We are friends ,

do we still need to update or inform you ,

whatever i do ?

I don't hate you ,

but i guess you're making me to .

Do i have to hate you ?

I don't wish that to happen ,

seriously .

Labels: Be Positive As Ever Dude .

16 July 2009 Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:17 PM

Jus Updates .

Didn't manage to blog for few days ,
cos mouse not working ,
finally got a new one today ,
Many many thanks to Wilren (:

Well it has been 2 days after that day .
That day , 14 July 2009 .
I did a very big decision .
I hope it's not a mistake ,
but a beginning for both parties .
It was really hard for me to let out ,
but manage to in the end .
I have to say that im also feeling unpleasant .
I have to do this ,
of cos there is a reason behind it .
There is always a reason behind any actions .
I wanted to reply every messages that u've sent ,
but im controlling myself not to .

Sometimes in life ,
we have to let go of something .
And that something had come .
Im not someone who dump people & go for another guy .
Im just a person who treasure friendship .
Friendship is really my priority ,
i made e decision a year back then ,
first reason was because of my friends .
Then slowly to the four letter word .
You may never know how i feel ,
i don't even wanna tell my close friends ,
but you did .
Y did u tell them ?
It's hard to let go ,
yes i know .
Bcos i feel the same thing exactly as u do .
I don't think i need to elaborate much ,
bcos im speechless alr .

Well ,
I have to act nothing had actually happen .
Bcos u knew it ,
it hurts .
I can't erase my mind immediately of cos ,
it takes time .
Both parties needs time .
But im sure ,
your images are scanned in my mind alr .
Jus can't let go ,
but have to let go & made this decision .
I have my own reason as i say ,
but you need not know .

It takes time to heal .

I cant control it sometimes ,

but i have to , no matter what .

Rahayu , jiayou ba !

Back to cheerful ,

real cheerful days please .

Just let it go .

Labels: Updates

2009 Birthday Presents Saturday, July 11, 2009 9:44 PM

Birthday Presents ! :D
(FINALLY can upload pics ._.)

From Hock Siang (:

Nobita's lover from Daraemon ??