Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

2/1BLOG 2/1FOREVER Riverside Student Council Sec3 NPCC Abdulla STCCAMPCOORD Adalene Ain3-7 Ain3-8 Angelin Amir Andrew Ashikin Ashri Atiqah Anderson Ayda Benjamin Soh Chiu Bianca Carol Chin Pang Charlotte Chelsea Choon Long Choy Jing Choy Yu Christine Chwan Rong Cynthia Chea Chee Chea Yee Choy Yu Darlene Debbie Deborah Dorothy Emel Fanny;Fiona Farah FarahEVG Faris Faiqah Farlyanna Ferlicia Feng Shan Gigi Hidayah Hui Wen Humi Iqah Jasmine Jazlyn Jia Jun Jia Le Jia Wei Jing Wen Jonathan Gan Jonathan Kua Jozoe Jun Bin Jun Kiat Jun Wen Kai Li RS Kai Li CHR Lucas Kai Yuan Liyana Li Zhen Linda Melody Teoh Mysara Nabilah Nadhirah Nazhifah Pei Yi Pei Yu Phoebe Prassanna Preethee Preethika Ravin Sally Ser Cheng Shabnam Shafiqah Sharon Sheena Sheng Hao Siraj Suhaidah Swee Teng Syariff Taufiq Valerie Liang Wei Bing Wai Ean Wei Loke Xin Hui Xing Yang Xue Fang Xue Min Yaxin Yi Bin Yi Jun Zhen Xing Zi Jian Zubaidah
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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

I'M HERE , BACK TO POST !


Ahaaaaa, blog seems dead.
Kind of lazy to post, cos nothing to talk about? [:
Since I've told myself that at e very least I should post some good things at e end of e month ...
So here I am ! :D :D

Overview of March


Common Test :
Just happy with my Emath & POA cos A1 ^^
Combined science improved & yeah, CHEM improved ;D
Humanities - Thank goodness, I passed! :X
Mother Tongue - HAIZ! B4 >.<'''''
English - B3 , MYE confirm won't get this grade :X
I'm just happy to see distinctions, so sad for MT ! >.<
Gamatte ! ^^


Sports Carnival :
Though it rain halfway, better than raining whole day.
Which really a waste of effort then.

It's really well done, though I didn't enjoy that much.
Cos I missed playing Basketball ):
But nah, can play any time de what! ;D
Thanks SCMC [:




Feelings from the heart :D

Mixture of feelings of course,
but no matter what kind of problems I may face,
they should have a solution to it.
It's life, with all these,
it makes life going.

But I really don't know when I can really break free from all e problems :X
Wake up, family.
Go to school, Friends.
Actually, sometimes it's best when no one understand you.
So they won't know what the hell you're thinking,
what the freak you are feeling exactly.
& sometimes when u trust ur Bestfriend too much,
she might just turn around,
stab u wif a knife & blame u for everything.




End of March liao, Really Appreciated ...


1. I appreciated Kevin for showing his care when I'm sick.
I'm really glad & really thankful.

2. My honey Faiqah too, she will always be there after parade to walk with me.
Trouble herself to walk to cwp, make a big round before going home.

3. Ang ang Ruixia who have e right mind as me.

4. The manly daughter, Sangee for making me laugh non-stop wif her funny jokes & lame stuffs.


5. My precious daughter, Prassanna!
Knew that I'm sick, asked me not to drink cold water when I was having a bad cough,
yet I still do cos it's GREEN TEA!

6. MR. TAUFIQ who wants his name to be here but I think he should be here too, just a slip of my mind. Much apologies :X
Always there for me, whenever I want GREEN TEA, he's e one that makes it appear right infront of my face, gives me cold lame jokes too especially in e morning so that e rest of my day wud be so much better, walks to sch tgt everyday, shares his frustrations & secrets? too. Really thanks for that, I do appreciate okay :D






& specially, today, the last day of March 2010.
Someone closed this month with a happy note for me.

YANG HUI XIN ! :D :D

Thanks alot for the words you've given me.
It really makes my day,
I really appreciated that [:


Cheers,
Rahayu Crazy :D

Labels: The mixed feelings

What do I have to say about this?

I was seriously shocked.
Is this my Sec3?
Is this the real them?
Why is things going like this?

WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.

I never hear any updates from them,
I thought everything was alright.
I hope for e best & I'm looking forward to this.

Standing infront of them,
witnessing e whole process that had happened.
Seeing all e instructors faces,
I knew there will be something that will happen.
I sighed.
When I see how Banana man reacted,
DOOMED.
He's gonna flare up.
& ugly side of him will be out.

I was really furious at that moment,
wanting to scold e sec3.
But when everything is over,
my mind was blank.
Everyone had a great scolding,
I do not wish to add on.

This happened because we CLs didn't teach them good enough.
Whatever the cadets may become, it is e reflection of e CL who have taught them.
Is it our fault?
Is it my fault?
I don't know if I did a great job as a CL.
But I've really gave a best shot & hopefully they did learn something.
It's just their beginning, I hope to see them shine.
It's just e beginning, more things have yet to come.

I need to build a stronger barrier of mine,
I'm sure I will be ranted at if they didn't do a good job.

But still,
if they do something wrong, it may be because of me,
that's why they are like that.

I don't wish to get disappointed another time,
is it possible?

It's e first failure in all these years.
First one.
First one.

No point crying over a split milk,
everything gonna be okay.
I TRUST THEM

Labels: It's okay, It's the beginning

At times, LOVE can makes you feel really great.
Someone who will be there to care,
but once you've split, things will be different.
Very big different from the times you had before you were together.

When there is a start, there is an end too.

Don't let love become hatred,
that's really important.

But it's hard.
That's why, relationship doesn't matter anymore.
Yes, I want someone who is understanding enough to hear my problems.
To protect me when anyone bullies,
to understand me inside out,
to respect & trust me.

But I guess one have ruined everything of my view on these relationships.
Anyway I've realised that FRIENDHIP is all that I cares.

Yeap, I'm working on it.
But it will be hard because of past incidents,
now I don't have e sense of direction.
Because e person whom I trusted most,
have changed her mindset about me.
& backstabbed is all e word that I can describe.

Thank goodness,
I've shared only one problem wif u,
not e rest, or I'll be regretting for e entire of my life then.
I'm glad that whenever I kept things to myself,
it won't bothers anyone.

Until i really meet wif someone,
who is really trustworthy,
I don't think sharing secrets & problems is one of my activities.

But hey,
I must believe in
TRUE FRIENDSHIP.
I hope i can get things straight to e point.



And at last,
I'll be feeling what this girl is feeling then.


I can be straighforward in e things that I do,
but I just can't get to e real point when it comes to emotional issues.
URGH. WHY IS THIS SO.

Labels: FRIENDHIP IS LOVED

And so to myself and every one out there who reads this,

Labels: The Reason

Labels: Give me time machine

Monday workshop was a blast, OMG.
Seriously speaking, I'm more comfortable in doing NPCC & SC things.
I talk better in those 2 events.
Not really into sports.
YES I do enjoy sports, PLAY PLAY & PLAY.
But not to e extend that I have to really learn e 'theory' parts.
Ah well, at least ,
I've tried my best, I didn't give up on it though.
It's just part of my responsibilities,
don't think of shirking it okay!
So, yay Meeeeeeeee.
Good Job Rahayu :D

Today's Math lesson!
Great, nice nice one,
better understanding on vectors ! [:

Today's MT lessons !
One ear in, one ear out.
I'm not in e mood in doing MT, listening to whatever podcasts.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh SIAN.

Hmph, tmr sec2 CC training.
The feeling to be back to sec2 is great.
But it's not e same bunch of people, Hah .

Yes, it's time to pass everything down.
Counter Strike is nagging with his YELLOW shirt.LOL

Sayonara.

My cousin is sick, same old thing again.
Worsen e condition.
uncle is in heaven.
Aunt not working.
Please uncle, do pray & watch over ur son.

Labels: please, Surely will get well

WOW.


Glad to know both Huishan & Chels are okay ! (:
Woei Jye must be disappointed for not able to play Bball.
Felt sad for him,
cos we TEDI played Bball together with ZhenXing, Huishan,Jiangxin last night!
Tired you knowwwwwwwwwwww .

Hmmm, nevermind.
Okay .

It's been hard on them.
Good Job SCMC ! (:

HAIZ & BYE .

Labels: Is it successful?

That's shows I'm super violent,
so stay tune. lol



Alright,
byeeeeeee.
They are just assholes wif no holes.

Labels: RELAX LAH

Labels: WHAT THE HELL

LEE XUE FANG ! [:

Labels: PAISEH :X

Labels: Shout shout shout it OUT :X

Sec One photo >.<

Labels: Sweet 16 of you