- All I want is to Breakfree! -

let him take me on the ride of my life

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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

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Freaking Friday, May 8, 2009 9:00 PM

Am here again to blog awhile.
Im feeling exhausted after a 'long-run' syg .
I do not want to give up , but the way u say things to me
is like forcing me to say those words, which i don't wish to .

I hope to hear no more excuses from you .
I hope to hear no more complains from you .
I hope to hear no more jealousy from you .
I hope to hear no more emotional of you .

After how u linked me wid another guy ,
i gave you a chance w/o knowing .
Hoping u cud apologise infront of me ,
but . .
u did not .
u ignored , never tok to me .
Shouldn't guys be the one who should take the initiative?

Well whatever Big Bro says may be correct.
& he does kinda understand me .
But i do prefer Benhenda & Wlokee be the ones to help me solve
but i knew this wudn't happen at all .

Big Bro Says:
" Alrite, e way i c it frm all his msg is tat if he wants it,he realy wants it.
If he didn't get what he wants,he will start making u feel bad.
He's being sarcastic.
E way i c it, its more like a desperation to me.
Why? Bcos he's lack of excuses,
so he uses ur reason to make u guilty. "

Big Bro always says:
" If you need someone, i will be here for you. "

I kept staring at this msgs for sometime,
& finally got wat he meant .
Thank you, for e advices u gave me (:
& for those encouraging words .
I do appreciate it (:

I guess i really need sometime to get freshed for awhile .
Shall gonna go wid Babe,
to our usual place tmr .
I really cannot tolerate this kind of feeling ,
which i cant describe .

Shall stop here .

You are very near to me, but i feel as though you are very far to me .

Losing faith everyday , everything's gone .

I know im silly to give u chances yet u dun appreciate & grab it.

Im freaking out . Im tired .

Let me be refreshed & I will be back .

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