- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Yipeeeyayayay ! Sunday, May 24, 2009 12:55 PM

Yippi yay yay !

Happy :D
Hp back to normal when i change e name of each fotos (:
Pictures that i took appeared again.
Finally, im so PEACE .
yea, thats right .
Will upload e pics later (:

Updates
SC Family
-Gotta work on e Farewell party proposal, yeah,
back to my no-life days .
-Exams over but not everything is over, SC still needs to go on .
me & RX had no chance to tell e rest las night during meeting,
haish.
But shall talk about it during e next EXCO meeting,
but im sure that is e hardest thing to do ,
cos lots of clashes of diff activities going on .

Sports Leader
-Let's Play gonna start soon after June holidays .
-Cant really slack, needs do Admin work.
-Presentation on e coming friday .
Wonder if Mr Chong had forgotten?
Wonder if my Maincomm had forgotten e let's play ?
*Still wondering*

NPCC
On Friday.
-Wanted to tell e sec2s some stuff & kinda a chat-chat session
during debrief session.
But missed out e session when i came down from CCM,
they've been dismissed ! Ahh, mans, sian . Its okay then (:
Gotta say on e next parade. But, got time mah ?
Lots of things kept running in my mind.
Well partner kevin , we need to work hard kay ?
i love sec2s cadets !
I want them to be e best among e best ,
im sure they can do it (:

On saturday, POP .
-Promoted.
Should be feeling happy but im not .
Well i realli should ,
like las year when i got my CPL rank,
those promoted were happy,
we shared e happiness & told ourselves to work even harder.
But i cant feel that happiness anymore.
is it bcos im heartless already ?
NO ! NO !
My heart never ever sud be gone,
Mayb is e responsibility that we nidda hold.
That heavy responsibility that were passed down officially.
I can feel it when how e seniors pressurized me .
I hate being malign,
when i really did,
they say did not .
And is infront of my own cadets ,
it's kinda embarassing ,
but i wun feel that ,
because i myself knew that,
i really did .
I made it passed ,
but my respect towards her had gone .
Slowly fade away when i was sec2 .
But bcos of that moment when she shoot me ,
without any evidence ,
e respect had gone ,
in a flash .

My Sec2s cadets should know what's e sizing command roughly ,
well nidda apologised to them ,
AND to myself .
I suddenly forgot e last command of it ,
i knew it, just that i don't know
why my mind suddenly gone blank .
Mayb bcos i never say it often,
only during 2nd class drill .
Im so gonna make my mind clear,
always .

Errmm,
my sec2s gonna have campcraft practices next week ,
consecutive days !
I know it's rather tiring,
but i believe wid all these days that TO gave u guys to practice,
u guys can 'shine' among e other schools during ur ATC okay !
Jiayou people !
i won't be there on Mon,
sad , but i have personal things on that day,
gonna leave sch at 11am ,
gonna miss e other half of my day.
I feel so far apart if im not in school.
I wanna see how they did myself ,
& not e others to start running to me to
complain how bad my cadets do .
But i always believe that e sec2s are e best .

Tues is NPCC Day ,
after school campcraft i will be there ,
to witness everything myself,
how good or how bad ,
i dun really care .
But at least they learnt from their mistakes .
So sec2s,
must jiayou okay !

Well, that sud be it ,
i guess .

CampusChangeMaker (CCM)
-Few proposals were approved,
under my comm there's a group that was approved ,
of cos , felt happy for them !
-During their presentations,
i have alot of comments & questions which i wanna ask,
i admit i felt sleepy , tired .
I guess is bcos i've been not sleeping well lately .
Whenever i wanna ask,
e other panelist wud ask first,
wow !
reaction so fast ,
as for me ,
my reaction is SLOWWWW !
Haiyerrr, neminddddd .
CCM had jus started,
implementation stage had begun .

Usual life
-I still feel so lost about e matter,
but i chose to get away from it for now .
Bcos there are alot of things that are waiting for me to do,
Why cant everything move smoothly as before ?
I began to feel tired of everything ,
jus bcos of of e words that u said to me ,
it makes me kept thinking :
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Till now, i still cant get e ans .
Shall i just forget it ?

Busy wid lots of things ,
cant really enjoy myself wid frens to wherever u guys said ,
sorry for that .
u guys jus go ahead with what ur plans is aites ?
I don't think i can make it le .
Jus wanna say ,
im really sorry .

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