Buka Hatimu - Armada Band . - All I want is to Breakfree! -
let him take me on the ride of my life
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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates



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16 July 2009 Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:17 PM


Jus Updates .

Didn't manage to blog for few days ,
cos mouse not working ,
finally got a new one today ,
Many many thanks to Wilren (:


Well it has been 2 days after that day .
That day , 14 July 2009 .
I did a very big decision .
I hope it's not a mistake ,
but a beginning for both parties .
It was really hard for me to let out ,
but manage to in the end .
I have to say that im also feeling unpleasant .
I have to do this ,
of cos there is a reason behind it .
There is always a reason behind any actions .
I wanted to reply every messages that u've sent ,
but im controlling myself not to .

Sometimes in life ,
we have to let go of something .
And that something had come .
Im not someone who dump people & go for another guy .
Im just a person who treasure friendship .
Friendship is really my priority ,
i made e decision a year back then ,
first reason was because of my friends .
Then slowly to the four letter word .
You may never know how i feel ,
i don't even wanna tell my close friends ,
but you did .
Y did u tell them ?
It's hard to let go ,
yes i know .
Bcos i feel the same thing exactly as u do .
I don't think i need to elaborate much ,
bcos im speechless alr .

Well ,
I have to act nothing had actually happen .
Bcos u knew it ,
it hurts .
I can't erase my mind immediately of cos ,
it takes time .
Both parties needs time .
But im sure ,
your images are scanned in my mind alr .
Jus can't let go ,
but have to let go & made this decision .
I have my own reason as i say ,
but you need not know .

It takes time to heal .
I cant control it sometimes ,
but i have to , no matter what .
Rahayu , jiayou ba !
Back to cheerful ,
real cheerful days please .
Just let it go .

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