- All I want is to Breakfree! -

22 Aug 2009 2nd Post Saturday, August 22, 2009 3:28 PM

Okay , im not done with my frustrations .
LOL .
It's lyk been mugging exams for 2 weeks wid all those,
NON-STOP work .
It really stress me out laaaaaaa .
WTH WTH WTH WTF !

But wat to do ?
No one ever understand how it feels like .
Im already so F*cked up wid all these things ,
then wat .

We are friends,
mind you .
It's already been ONE MONTH PLUS ,
u still ignoring me .
Doesn't want 2 tok 2 me .
Then everyday msg me .
What's e point ?
I dun see y u sud do tat .
I dun want 2 read ,
i want 2 hear .
If u cnt do tat ,
forget it .
Stop ur wishful thinking .
Ur msges & ur attitude in sch ,
ur actions & e way u nvr tok 2 me ,
no link ah !
U were so sarcastic ,
do u think i will give in ?
F*ck you .
yeap , waiting for me .
By ignoring me lyk tat .
how dumb was tat .
I nvr ever in my life see someone lyk u ,
even my guy frens are much more better than u .
Yes, GUYS BESTFRENS .
what's e problem ?
Incorrigible F*cking attitude of urs ,
makes me puke . Get that in ur freaking head .
Dumb Biatch .
I treated u as my fren ,
how i wish i can gv u chance,
but i need my bestfren back,
i chose her over u ,
yes i regretted & i am guilty abt it .
But tats not e only reason ,
ur fucking sarcastic attitude makes me feel more ,
remorseful , you know ?!
Instead of encouraging me ,
making me feel better to let me realise that ,
u still is thr standing up for me .
but did u ?
& all these while,
i nvr ever see u stood up for me .
U're making me worse day by day .
U thnk i get over everything?
Open ur eyes big enuf 2 see how im feeling.
Bitch siaa .

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I want her back , seriously .
I don't wanna see her walking in e wrong path .
But i cant speak up whenevr i see her .
What is wrong with me ?
I knew i did gave a don't gv a damn face ,
but i care , i do care & i give a damn !
I jus don't know what i sud say ,
that will make her come back .
She said she wanna repent her mistakes ,
but i din see any changes .
She's still having her freaking fucking attitude.
Being a bitch & my bestfren .
Makes myself feel tat im so useless .
I cant even stop her from doing all those stupid things.
Ouh ya allah ,
what am i suppose to do ?
I want to make e decision that i've made back then,
really worth it .
I don't wanna lose both love ones ,
i gave up one to have e other one back .
But i didn't do anything to want her back .
I wanna make sure that friendship ,
is more precious than anything else .

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I must achieve wat i've aimed .
I don't care about ur sarcasm alr ,
it jus making me sick ,
seriously .

Cheers ,
Ayuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu D:

You are my best friend,
My very best friend,
You make me happy,
Everyday,
You share your great snacks,
You share your best toys,
So please don't take
My best friend away.

My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Labels: Friendship