- All I want is to Breakfree! -

02 September 09 Wednesday, September 2, 2009 8:25 PM

FIRST PART OF MY DAY :
I was so damn excited today when i woke up early in the morning.
Finland buddies came to our sch !
Me & Huishan in a group , each of us had a buddy each .
gah , i forgot my buddy name ;x
But she's super cool mans ! I love their eyes O.O
& among all the 15 FINS , only ONE is guy .
I tell you , he's a hunk , he's hot hot hot .
& i did rmb his name , YUHAN ? (is it? shit ._.)
I mean CUTE ._.
Sufi & me was so damn excited . HAHA .
He's reaaaaaaally cute sia .
I admired his eyes & fringe bodoh !
Okay , in a simpler way ,
I LOVE ANG MOH :D
Esp their eyes ! :D
One of their teacher's eyes was so damn beautiful ,
OMGGGGGGGG .
I think im mad enough , like just now , Heeee (:
Everyone was like teasing me , but really they were so cute ! :P
Whoever wasn't there , thank goodness .
Because i was crazy like no one business ;x

Anyway , did take pictures with them .
most of the pics wid Mrs Lee , hope she rmb to send us (:
Wootswootswootswootswoots D:

Had to host the Finland people ,
missed out photo-taking ,
SOBS ; there's still next year Ayu (:
C'mon , cheer up ! :D
HEEEEEEEEEE ! Wheee~ !

Well thats make my day today , full of laughters .
I love today , seriously .

SECOND PART OF MY DAY :
After sch , was pissed by e lowersec ppl .
Ouh god , i really dunwanna blame u guys .
But can all of u be more automatic , make the right choice please.
I know sec ones are still learning ,
yea i understand .
But don't waste the manpower just like that , thats not the way .
But i cannot stand the let-it-be look/attitude,
i don't wish to rant at you all .
So please don't make me do that (:

THIRD PART OF MY DAY :
Went to Popular with Ruii Xia xia .
We camped there to check & calculate all those stuffs .
HAHA , we're wrong Babe :D
& u was so paiseh , heeeeeee (:
RX daddy gave me a ride home ,
since our hands are full of things .
Jaying was with us , cool right sit at the back.
HAHAHAHAHAHA ..
Anyway , we had alot of fun yeahhhs .

FOURTH PART OF MY DAY :
If u read this , i hope u get wat im trying to say.
I received ur msg, starting with 'Im Sorry ...'
I was so glad, hoping something is good for me as i haven't open the full msg yet.
& then , i was totally wrong . Really wrong .
I wanna say that i don't need ur comments about my blog, don't waste ur smses , seriously.
U dare to sms , don't dare to talk things out with me .
I don't care what u think after reading my previous posts about u ,
cos whatever u mentioned in that sms , is utterly not wat i expected .
It's so wrong to say that .
Im sincere about this , im really sorry .
Sorry for choosing my bestfriend over u ,
& im really very guilty , but im left with no other choices.
i told u my reasons .
I reasoned with you, but why cant u understand .
You make me feel that im your number one enemy now,
when we're were so close to each other back then.
Things really changed alot , there's super big difference.
Did u realise it ?
how come you & ur previous _____ is so okay ,
while me & you is so apart ?
We're like a total strangers . I dontwannathistogoon.
Im so upset, yes yes yes, am so disppointed .
Till now u don't understand me ya know ,
but i request ONE thing ,
please stop interfering my life .
I dont want it to be screwed further .
Cant u be like Junzhi? He's so understanding.
if it's for my own sake,
i hope you can watch your every single words that you type before sending them to me.
Some words really hurts , if you don't know .
I tell you , it does hurt , badly .
If you're willing to talk things out with me ,
i'll tell you everything, reasons why i chose the path that im walking on right now.
But that is when you've found your real heart that do understand my feelings very well,
&& know what i've been going through exactly .

Im so happy yet so upset ,
thanks to you .
But i don't blame you at all,
because i've give up the chances&opportunity that is coming towards me .

I Love Today , still .

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