- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Appreciate you Friday, September 25, 2009 7:28 PM

I felt lousy today , & i hate it .
I just dont know whats wrong wid me , & i hope things can be rewinded.
I hate when ppl just love wasting time & ignores what happens around them.
Like waiting for e usuals then we can head to our normal place to makan.
I tot some ppl just wanna exchange PSP games or smtg,
so waited & waited .
& actually they were playing , dont really bother at all , not a single thing.
Been asked if they're done & hurried them up.
However , nothing gets into their mind.
Been there for quite some time, still not moving their ass off the seats.
Asked them if they are done another time,
& replied, you can just go whenever u wanna go, nobody asked u to wait ah.
I felt such a loser , seriously . & y am i waiting for them?
So suckish asshole . Dude .
OMGGGG , okay , fine fine fine.

Yea sure, went off , for what waste time there then .
No one wanna get their ass off e seats there.
& im just wasting my own saliva for asking them again & again .

Went down to enter my favourite quiet room ,
where i can ignore all e stuff out there cos e door is sound proof.
Hiding in there but realised that i shouldn't brood over these things, it's simply just U S E L E S S.
Bump into partner , then discuss about some stuffs .
Better than thinking & making myself even more pissed.
& realised that he's such a humorous person who can make me laugh,
although it's silly . But i appreciate it. Thank you (:
& then i also realised that friends who are further to me knows how to make my day even better.
Why is this so? ):

Im sorry to e person who i asked to go out of e room , & slammed e door.
My blood was boiling & i cant really go on toking to u as usual way .
Then had really really fun times wid partner & xiaxia of bullying each other.
& not forgetting of laughing our ass out in tat room.
Seriously, tat room is full of laughters & i loves entering it.

Sharul smsed me saying he'll come to sch to study wid me aft his prayers.
In e end like i did abit of revision only,
then Alif Budiyan joined us.
Making my day even more better & i felt better .
I didnt think wat had happened previously bcos i really dontwanna spoil my own mood.
Useless thing , right .
Thanks guys, you 2 are making my day & helping wid my work.
& today was fun to me (:
Although you all wont be reading , but i appreciate those little little jokes which makes me smile!

Sharul sharul . Got me Mocha Ice Blend & yea .
I'll have a hard time sleeping tonight, tmr got extra lesson somemore!
Arrrggghhhh~ !
But its okay (:
Do stuff to ignore all those thinkings & just be busy to avoid them.
& thats is good i wud say .
& just hope things, my mood will get better .

One last thing i realised was ,
everythime during exams period ,
why am i having stupid problems , regardless of everything.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh , please stop .

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