- All I want is to Breakfree! -

let him take me on the ride of my life

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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

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No Mood To Raye D: Saturday, September 26, 2009 8:07 PM

THE BLUE SKY;

LET'S BREAK FREEEEEEEEEEE :D

Its so complicated.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh ._.
Had Humans extra class early in e morning , then went to mentoring straight aft that.
I missed those kids, & luckily i still left an hour wid them , to play . wakakaka ;/
Headed to cwp met sangee to have lunch , then to library .
Study all the way till 5pm.
Then hunt for some books. No card, cannot borrow. HAHA -.-
Then home aft sangee bot her stuffs .
Tmr going raye for a short while in e evening.
Humi not free, sangee & e rest no costumes, mcm mane nak raye?
Pakai bikini pon boleh jugak eh ? ROFL !
Aiyaaaaaaaa. So will go wid e 2 senior brothers.
Malas nak tanye tanye oraaaaaaaaaaaang ahh -.-

I was using the com while watching tv ,
heard loud footsteps all e way to my doorstep.
They called 'Ayu Jie jie Ayu jiejie, open e door, hurry hurry !!!'
OMGGGG , my cousins , e naughty naughty ones, are here !
Opened e door, they rushed in , hugged & kissed me on e cheeks .
Awwwwwwwwww, gaaaaah . I was like , what e hell is wrong wid them?
Aiyooooooo, hahahahaha, sweet la they , hoho .
& now, they are so busy playing in my room .
Thank god they din disturb me, heh :D

These days i've been thinking that much , & realised alot of things.
I've mentioned few of them alr.
Anyway , ppl change very fast , agree ?
I just don't understand , why is everyone changing to e bad side of life?
To be frank , i missed the past , the old frens of mine.
When we had to be tgt at every occasions & to have fun ,
but now , everyone are drifting apart . I dont know why .
Not only one, but e fams is going further . Damned.
Alot of times, especially these days, i had alot of things to say .
But my mouth is full of words that cannot be describe .
Whenevr i feel like letting out , i wud think again .
Maybe , is not e correct way of letting them out , & so , changed my mind .
I cant find anyone that can be there 24/7 for me, just to listen to me on e phone ,
bcos everyone were busy.
At e times when im really down , how i wish i cud let it out & go mad , COOL !
hahahaha, it cant be that way .
I cant get this . WHY .
When i feel like letting my frustrations out, everyone seems busy, so prefers to keep it to myself.
But when i dont feel like saying, they kept asking me to say or wanted to be my listening ears.

I love being others' listening ears, bcos i will understand what frens will go through .
However, i do not have a proper listening ears, maybe i do not need any.
Because i chose to settle them myself , in a way that is happy till crazy way .

& i know, that im crapping now .
So I'd better stop ,
HAHA .

Labels: The Drastic Change