- All I want is to Breakfree! -

let him take me on the ride of my life

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Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

Im Letting Go Of This Thursday, October 1, 2009 4:02 PM

So today was chemistry paper.

I did study. I did revise. I did did past exam papers.

Spent most of my time studying this sickening subject as i hate chemistry !

I need to aim to pass cos it's combined !

I dontwanna fail. Wait, who does? Damned.

Well, i havent finish e paper. SOBS. I did sectionB then C.

Just abt to finish section C, no more time.

Don't even have time to check ._.

So sad , gaaaaaaah .

At least if i have more time, i can think ; then miracles happen ! :D

Okay , nvm . It's over . Just hope for e best ! [:

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I know how Ashikin feels.

And thats what im feeling right now.

Anyway, after everything that happened to my very close fren ,

i started to doubt in everything that i believe in .

In fact, i lost trust in everyone.

I do not have e courage to share anything anymore.

& so i really do feel useless.

Well, Big Girls Don't Cry ;

Ashikin, we don't cry, we dont shed tears for frens who doesnt bother.

& i dont wanna waste time waiting for them anymore.

Im tired in everything,

i dont care in whatever already , i'll just give an attitude .

You're unhappy, thats your problem .

You dont care, same here .

Sudah la ehy Ashikin ashikin , jagan mcm tuu, it's always like that.

Don't go away , im sure she cares, she just dont show it .

Come On ! Cheer up Babe !

Giler macam akuu la eh ! [:

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BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY !

Da Da Da Da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

The path that I'm walking

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and uno cards

ll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

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