- All I want is to Breakfree! -

My week Saturday, November 14, 2009 9:37 PM

Damned , cannot upload photos ._.

Hello people :D
Let's back track , cos i really got alot to say ,
however, no time to update .
Having packed schedule really packed, and guess what?
I just finished my proposal and there's this little time for me to blog before my cousins start bugging me.

Okay let's start (:
Ouh, i realised that i've not been blogging for a week. HAHA.
So ..
9-11Nov : Class Chalet
I must say that was fun , but last day of chalet spoiler la, cos got course ):
Thank goodness Mr Wee came, so i can tompang back home late at night (:
Well, didn't sleep e whole night man,
did honeydew sago e whole night , till 3am plus like that .
Then clean up etc etc.
E rest was sleeping~
I went in e room and just lie down la ,
I think i fall asleep abit leh , but i still can hear what they talking ,
but i dont really get their words into my mind.
Okay , no one understand this.
The girls woke me up about 4am plus to watch sunrise? (LOL!)
Waitwaitwait, dont have, go back to our room.
All of them were tired , then fell aslp .
I cant sleep alr ! It was 5am plus already then ...
Went out of the room, saw Guoli , then went jogging outside ,
morning PT ayee? Came back , kaiquan and few guys woke up ,
so went out again to take a walk , excercise ~

Okay, reach chalet i bathed and get ready for e breakfast.
Need prepare all , tired sia , but its okay , fun fun :D
I love e breakfast e most .
I did tuna and egg sanwiches , mushroom soup, hashbrown, sausages.
I think thats all . But i didn't get to eat sanwiches by e time i came out from e kitchen ):
Nvm la, as long as the rest are full (:

Oh well, e most sadening part for me is that my dessert turned sour ,
cos e fridge got some problem, not working for hours,
and caused my dessert which have milk inside to turn bad.
I did like in a big pail thingy la , and all my effort is wasted.
Grr ._.

Went bowling in e evening, but then left when we're at e 5th game.
Cos ppl kept calling to buy lighter to start BBQ ,
rushed there and what ?
They bought it alr , and i was like rushing there with ishaq , wth -.-
Ouh yea, nice food (:
Mr Wee do e marshmallow uber nice :D :D :D

Then had a ride home luh , sad right ~ HAHA .
Next day got make-up SANA course , see la , didn't do e online stuff.

Then 12 & 13 Nov had OCMC & EXCO meetings consecutively ,
its like in e morning till evening ._.
Working people ~ Teehee .

Today had promotion parade ,
Im so glad that i've promoted to SSGT ! :D
I never thought that i can promote , cos i haven't get my SANA & safety 1st !
Ouh man, one qn from margaret turn my whole day upside down ,
yes yes i cant go CL camp , i've said alr .
Really la, i don't want to hear more of these ,
Im really gonna turn emo liao la !
OMG, today parade like really LAST that kind ,
i don't want us to step down so fast , everyone will be separated .. Haiz .

But anw ,
im glad that i have this humorous funny looking guy as my partner ,
so called Daddy of e sec2 (:
Everytime i go NP, yeah right, there's days that im feeling quite down ,
with his stupid face smiling and his crappy jokes, it really makes my day man.
Yea, he can be irritating and too over with his jokes,
but its e fact that these are e things that have pushed me up and face e reality .
Not only him, im really happy to be with my sec2,
the only main thing that keep me going in NP is the thing that im with now .
My sec2 and my partner .
This partner of mine, KEVIN TEY MING KWAN !
Although he won't see this , im really thankful to him ,
for making me happy & smiling unknowingly.
What i meant by smiling, is to make me feel the way im really am.
Im sure im gonna find another person like that to keep me going ,
whenever i am , hopefully .

Okay !
I guess i've found my REAL weakness.
Im damn soft , LOLS.
I get sad easily , through feelings , the things around me .
Okay, never mind , i dont know what im crapping about.
Random siol .

Ouh yea ,
im gonna miss damn lot of things while im away for freaking 21 days.
I'll be leaving my little red dot next tuesday ,
be back e last day of CL camp ): ): ):
I'd better stop before i start crying , HAHA, ROFL !

Chiaos.

Labels: I hope time will stop

2nd Class Drill Test :D Saturday, November 7, 2009 10:11 PM

Ah, FREAK .
Blogger cant upload pics ): Grr.
Nvm ~

Had NPCC in e morning,
2nd class drill test.
Okay, i would say is quite good? okay?
Not many fail, but i dont want failures !
Gaaaaaaaah , why cant they put more effort !
Hmmph, cant blame them ,
maybe is we CLs at fault.
Never teach them properly , hmmmm .
Ohohoh, damned !
I stammered during the dismissal parade?
WHAT THE HELL . I freaking don't know why ): ):
Still remember ~
'Ke..ke..ke..kekanan lurus .."
OMGGGGG , its okay ! :D :D :D
LOL -.-

Okay, then lunched at cwp .
Together wid syariflurplurp, thomas, terence & jie her .
Didn't know that S.H.E came to cwp ,
knew only during e lunch.
Jie Her chiong both me & syarif to eat faster ,
whyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?
Cos he want to go see S.H.E ! -.-''

Well, damn lot of freaky people man .
Manage to take pic,
thanks to that tallie Jie Her ba ,
cant upload cos , this blogger dont let me D:

Reached home. Cousin frightened me ! (Together with mum & grandma?!?!)
ROFL. Actually e mastermind was my mum ?! LOLS, Childish -.-
I missed cousin like hell la.
Played with her, then she slept >.<
Too tired ... HAHA . Woke up only abt 6.30pm like that??? Wheeee.
Grandma bathed her , cousin asked me put nail polish for her .
Aiyooooo, so girly . Teehee :D
Actually nail polish nice nice la , but i dont use them ?
Too girly, well if im really that bored then i'll start 'painting' my nails.
OMG, i guess 7 of my cutex are drying upppppp .
Is it ? There's 4 still working , fine though .
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA :D :D :D

Random la today -.-

Get working on :
1. Class chalet
2. Council camp
3. OCMC meetings

Going overseas in another 10 more days.
Sad-ed, cant attend 2 camps.
CL camp ? SL camp? Buhbyeeee ):
SOBS SOBS like hell .
I wanna see e sec2 on CL camp ! ): ):
I wanna stay in s'poreeeeeeee !

I hate this way man D:

Labels: RANDOM ME :D

Test Test Test :D Wednesday, November 4, 2009 2:48 PM

Supposed to be asleep by 11pm plus plus last night.
OMGGGG , tosed around round round ~
Till 1am plus plus plus then Zzzz ..

Woke up like 6am laa ._.
Then went extra training , hoping can do abit of Morning PT .
But then ... sad-ed ):

Damn, was uber wet after training cos i walked to cwp ):
Should have listen to Prassanna to take the bus ._.

Oh ya , bumped into Chin Seng Sir when we're crossing the traffic, AHA.

Ohwell.
Was online in the evening .

Mom: Ayu , come help me try this dish is it okay with the taste?
Me: Ouh okay, give me a minute ahh.
Mom: Oh, okay k k .
Me: Where?
Mom: There .. *pointing at bitter gourd*
Me: O.O What? Eee, nonono ! Kannasai !
Mom: Just taste la, next time you cook for whoever ah, must tate everything one hor.
& stop saying kannasai here and there can.
Me: Okay okay.

I put in my mouth , bite, threw it out .

Yuccckkkks ! Disgusting !
OMGGGG -.-"

Eeee, my mom forbids me to say kannasai .
HAHA. Don't care, still using it ;x

Anw , yea .
I tolong tolong , pray to all God that are reading this (????) ,
especially Allah (:
just hope and really wish my wish will come true (:
Pleaseeeeeee.
All Sec2 to pass their drill test ! :D :D :D

*kotowing and praying*
ROFL .

Okay , anw ,
i've learnt something new again .
'Konnichiwa' can be Hello, Good morning, Good Afternoon, Good Day (:

So...
kokubetsusuru &
i wish all the sec2 : engioiwau ! (:

See yaaaaaaaa :D

Labels: Disgusted

Bestfriend 2:48 PM

Let work bury me till i die. Hooray !

I don't intend to to argue with anyone ,
to spill out what i've been feeling.

But it's really damn unfair man.
Yea i know im busy, but next thing for not being busy ,
the first thing i would go for is to go out with the Babes.

Yesterday, yea i had plans .
I had extra training for my sec2 cos their drill test coming,
i can't let them fail just like that.
I have e special bond with them, like to you guys , Babes .
Then i went to Beach road/army market at Lavender ,
to purchase some sec2's nametags ,
told by my teacher.
You asked me if i wanna go out with you guys , yea sure .
But i jus had my plans.
So changed to Wed? Okay sure, im so looking forward to it, seriously.
But no updates at all.
I don't even know that actually it was yesterday?!?
If i had to know it, im sure i'll go to beach road another day , maybe today?
At the very super super least, you could just ask me if i can change my plans?
Im sure i will change it for all of your sake.
Bestfriends. It matters alot to me. You should know it.

This is not the first time.
Go as 4 , now as 3.
Pathetic 1 , where is she ?
You tell me . Fair?

Previously ,
''i went movie with ___ ALONE. '' u said lyk that?
I wasn't inform when was it?
I don't only talk about myself.
How about the Babe who was about to be spoilt?
I even wonder if you invite her for today ,
actually yes ,
but yesterday what .

Im trying to make a big deal?
yeah right ~
You're right, right?
Who's the wrong one?
I am.

Just think,
what if you're in my shoes?
How would you feel?
Have you ever stop and think and ask what you're suppose to?
As a friend ..
nonono , as a,
Bestfriend.

Well well well !
On a brighter note ,
at least i can go for one freaky camp for this holiday !
3 camps i have for this holiday are :
1. Council Camp
2. Sport Leadership Camp
3. CL camp

Fuyou ! Council camp changed date already ,
thank god i will miss 2 camps , not threeeee :D
Yipeeyay yipeeyay (:

Ouh yeahh ,
i woke up from my dreams and realised what i've been deciding ,
were wrong .
I shouldn't start, and so it won't have a stop, at all .
So then i wouldn't have hurt you and myself so badly.
Yes yes you're right,
guilty was the word that i've mentioned.
Im sorry, thanks for your letter.
But i just can't rewind the old times.
Maybe you're right actually,
guilty .
Let your last year in Riverside be a peaceful one okay?
Let's not brood over the past ,
anymore .
Pleaseeeeeeee .

Don't paint my life with black paint.
I don't wanna be emo because of you,
because my personality is.
Cheerful :D

Labels: Rewind

Late Update Again Sunday, November 1, 2009 4:21 PM

Yishen: Hello! Wah... your post so fierce. Relax~ haha, tagged.

Rahayu : HELLO ! :D Nononono, no fierce at all luh, relaxing ! (:

Alif: im alive 24/7
Alif: jus call me
Alif: dont worry

Rahayu: No problem at all uh , thanks alot ! [:

Haiqal SC!: Helooooooooooooo
Rahayu : HELLO :D HAHA .

Taufiq: omg, i feel like doing omms everyday ah, its so fun man.. i felt so confident the moment i went up, was not nervous one bit...
Taufiq: HAHA!! Fauzi tagged.... lols... i helped you with that ayu.. you gotta thank me...
Rahayu : LOL, okay ._.

Fauzi: Seen what need to be seen.Need anything just ask. Goodbye
Rahayu: LOL, nothing to see , so saw nothing. HAHA .

`debbie: hey lunch date! haha, we got to have a decent catch up soon yeah! (:
Rahayu: So this was e tag tat u're talking abt! HAHA ! :D
Okay sureeeeeeeee, im looking forward to it yea ! (:

Fionachua: viewed
Rahayu: Hahaha, okay (:

Sally: i update le heh!
Rahayu: Hahaha :D Okay , i'll tag yaaaa ! (:

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Saw previous post .
Realised i've not update abt e MJ movie , cos too pissed , ROFL -.-
Anw , it was kinda boring at e starting ,
but it was awesome after that !

Im so into e Triller, Billie Jeans, Black or White & Beat it ! :D
Well its really was nice luh ,
that was just his rehearsal for his 'This Is It' concert ,
e previous night before he passed away .
He was so in a high spirit, happy till rolling on e floor !
Its just too sudden & no one expected him to leave e world just e next day .
It's just , sad luh . But anw, he made a great show .
Three cheers for MJ ! (:
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyy ,
First November today .
Just a blink of my eyes , 10 months passed.
& it's e 11th month of e year alreadyyyyyyy !

Going overseas on e 5th of Dec .
Then just yesterday, just yesterday luh ,
Dad wanted to change e departure date .
Like so last min , got asked me im okay wid it .
But e way he asked like i had no choice ,
i don't even had an alternative choice .
Caused me not to attend 3 camps , pathetic sial .
I hate this kind of stupid holiday !
Might as well stay in S'poreeeeeeeeeee D;

& then booked e air tickets today, what the fish man !
I gotta chiong whatever i need to do already ,
& i got to know that i cant use any internet nearby so that i can online ,when im overseas .
It's too freaking far ,
pathetic la , no laptop , sadistic life .
HAHAHAHA , well learn to live without electronics people ! (:

To be updated again soon ,
Cheers Dude (:

Labels: Sadistic AHA