- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Bestfriend Wednesday, November 4, 2009 2:48 PM

Let work bury me till i die. Hooray !

I don't intend to to argue with anyone ,
to spill out what i've been feeling.

But it's really damn unfair man.
Yea i know im busy, but next thing for not being busy ,
the first thing i would go for is to go out with the Babes.

Yesterday, yea i had plans .
I had extra training for my sec2 cos their drill test coming,
i can't let them fail just like that.
I have e special bond with them, like to you guys , Babes .
Then i went to Beach road/army market at Lavender ,
to purchase some sec2's nametags ,
told by my teacher.
You asked me if i wanna go out with you guys , yea sure .
But i jus had my plans.
So changed to Wed? Okay sure, im so looking forward to it, seriously.
But no updates at all.
I don't even know that actually it was yesterday?!?
If i had to know it, im sure i'll go to beach road another day , maybe today?
At the very super super least, you could just ask me if i can change my plans?
Im sure i will change it for all of your sake.
Bestfriends. It matters alot to me. You should know it.

This is not the first time.
Go as 4 , now as 3.
Pathetic 1 , where is she ?
You tell me . Fair?

Previously ,
''i went movie with ___ ALONE. '' u said lyk that?
I wasn't inform when was it?
I don't only talk about myself.
How about the Babe who was about to be spoilt?
I even wonder if you invite her for today ,
actually yes ,
but yesterday what .

Im trying to make a big deal?
yeah right ~
You're right, right?
Who's the wrong one?
I am.

Just think,
what if you're in my shoes?
How would you feel?
Have you ever stop and think and ask what you're suppose to?
As a friend ..
nonono , as a,
Bestfriend.

Well well well !
On a brighter note ,
at least i can go for one freaky camp for this holiday !
3 camps i have for this holiday are :
1. Council Camp
2. Sport Leadership Camp
3. CL camp

Fuyou ! Council camp changed date already ,
thank god i will miss 2 camps , not threeeee :D
Yipeeyay yipeeyay (:

Ouh yeahh ,
i woke up from my dreams and realised what i've been deciding ,
were wrong .
I shouldn't start, and so it won't have a stop, at all .
So then i wouldn't have hurt you and myself so badly.
Yes yes you're right,
guilty was the word that i've mentioned.
Im sorry, thanks for your letter.
But i just can't rewind the old times.
Maybe you're right actually,
guilty .
Let your last year in Riverside be a peaceful one okay?
Let's not brood over the past ,
anymore .
Pleaseeeeeeee .

Don't paint my life with black paint.
I don't wanna be emo because of you,
because my personality is.
Cheerful :D

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