- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Penny of my thoughts Monday, December 21, 2009 8:58 PM

Im sorry to my readers for today's post.
Kinda emo for this.

Left eye kept twitching again for the whole of today.
Thought OGL training got some prob,
but thats not e worst.

Anyway,
i guess what Yishen said really describe me.
But there's always reasons why i chose to be that way.

Went home quite late.
Dad called before i reach home, i've asked him not to wait for me for dinner.
But im really guilty when i stepped into e house,
went to bath, passed kitchen,
saw all e food untouched.
OMG, im truly sorry to them for waiting for me.
It was hard for me to apologise to them, seriously,
cos im e type of person who is very difficult to say SORRY to them!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaah, it's over. Nothing happen, they understand (:

Ohwell, supposed to go home wif my cliques but didn't in e end,
really sorry for causing them to wait like no one's business.
Seriously, SORRY ):

During dinner mum told me my uncle's condition is really very worst.
He now talks to himself & doesn't recognise anyone.
It really heartens me, he's close to me yet,
i cant do anything at all.
He is bedridden, cant stand cant squad.
Doctor said only if he can squad to shit, (i knw abit funny)
then he can transfer him to another hospital to have e injection.
But he cant even do that, he got a little hope.
Im really worried for him, i wna go & see him.
I don't know what will hapeen to his son (my cousin).
He's just sec 1 !
Ya ampun, may Allah bless him.
Please do help him pray too, readers, okay?
Hahahahahahah :D :D :D
I wanted to breakdown aft wat mum said,
but did not.
Cos it will worries mum even more.
These things already kept her thinking hard enough,
i don't want my feelings to influence her& cause her not sleeping well.

On a brighter note:
' Whether you are happy or unhappy, you'll get over it.
Days will still pass by.
Being sad or happy it's ur choice,
but why not face it happily?'

Im just abt to end this post but mum came to me & told me that uncle is getting okay!
OMG, i don't believe these things,
but there are spirit who disturb him,
which we cant see them,
& thats e ones who talks to uncle.
Thats why he cant recognise anyone.
There are relatives who helped him to bring e 'group' of people,
who handle those so called spirit to 'shoo' it away.
Now he's able to stand! He's able to talk, getting like normally!
Im pleased to hear that you know?!
Ohwell, there really is black magic.
I can't believe, but i don't care.
I just hope my uncle is well & fit & healthy,
I will be contented enough.
Allhamdulillah .... (:

So my friends out there!
Please do takecare ! (:

Sayonaraaaaaa !

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