Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

2/1BLOG 2/1FOREVER Riverside Student Council Sec3 NPCC Abdulla STCCAMPCOORD Adalene Ain3-7 Ain3-8 Angelin Amir Andrew Ashikin Ashri Atiqah Anderson Ayda Benjamin Soh Chiu Bianca Carol Chin Pang Charlotte Chelsea Choon Long Choy Jing Choy Yu Christine Chwan Rong Cynthia Chea Chee Chea Yee Choy Yu Darlene Debbie Deborah Dorothy Emel Fanny;Fiona Farah FarahEVG Faris Faiqah Farlyanna Ferlicia Feng Shan Gigi Hidayah Hui Wen Humi Iqah Jasmine Jazlyn Jia Jun Jia Le Jia Wei Jing Wen Jonathan Gan Jonathan Kua Jozoe Jun Bin Jun Kiat Jun Wen Kai Li RS Kai Li CHR Lucas Kai Yuan Liyana Li Zhen Linda Melody Teoh Mysara Nabilah Nadhirah Nazhifah Pei Yi Pei Yu Phoebe Prassanna Preethee Preethika Ravin Sally Ser Cheng Shabnam Shafiqah Sharon Sheena Sheng Hao Siraj Suhaidah Swee Teng Syariff Taufiq Valerie Liang Wei Bing Wai Ean Wei Loke Xin Hui Xing Yang Xue Fang Xue Min Yaxin Yi Bin Yi Jun Zhen Xing Zi Jian Zubaidah
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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

Blurrish shot cos of my hand .________.
Damn freaking funny hor !

Ouh God, the word 'Dead' is super sensitive to me now ... ...
An sms from my aunt struck me like hell & i cant really take it.

I've been looking forward to my uncle recovery ,
also been praying hard for him.
All i prayed for was only & always these 3 things :
1. Hoping that my uncle can recover fast because he was discharged already.
2. Hope my parents work even harder to help my uncle's needs.
3. Prays hard for my loved ones & friends, may harm be avoided.

I just hope these ...
Yet just a blink of my eye, i was told that uncle has gone.
It really hit me hard & im afraid that i can't concentrate the things i have on my hand right now.
I hope this will not affect me too much in school, i'll try not to.
But the thing is, I still feel that uncle is still beside me.
I really doesn't wanna know if he really had left me, us .
He is my favourite uncle & he dotes on me e most.

For now, im really worried about the guy who took e photo with me at e top.
Firstly, parents divorced.
He lives wif e mum & e dad was sick then.
& now, Dad had left him alone wif his mum ...
He will stop schooling from next year ...
Single parent is really sadistic , & i wanna him to be happy!
I really wanna know how he is now , i hope he is strong .
He is cheerful and i really hope he is stronger than me .

I really don't dare to think when im back to Indonesia again e next time round,
without e person who i really wanna see ,
because all i can visit is at ,
the graveyard .

& to whoever is reading this ,
& if you're involved in Orientation Camp whether or not you're an OGL or a Maincomm member,
all of you have done really great.
There's nothing much i wanna say because I really have no mood to elaborate the things that happened for that 2 days.
But all i wanna say is, we made this camp a success not only bcos of e Maincomm but EVERYONE of us!

Labels: Hope is lost