Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

2/1BLOG 2/1FOREVER Riverside Student Council Sec3 NPCC Abdulla STCCAMPCOORD Adalene Ain3-7 Ain3-8 Angelin Amir Andrew Ashikin Ashri Atiqah Anderson Ayda Benjamin Soh Chiu Bianca Carol Chin Pang Charlotte Chelsea Choon Long Choy Jing Choy Yu Christine Chwan Rong Cynthia Chea Chee Chea Yee Choy Yu Darlene Debbie Deborah Dorothy Emel Fanny;Fiona Farah FarahEVG Faris Faiqah Farlyanna Ferlicia Feng Shan Gigi Hidayah Hui Wen Humi Iqah Jasmine Jazlyn Jia Jun Jia Le Jia Wei Jing Wen Jonathan Gan Jonathan Kua Jozoe Jun Bin Jun Kiat Jun Wen Kai Li RS Kai Li CHR Lucas Kai Yuan Liyana Li Zhen Linda Melody Teoh Mysara Nabilah Nadhirah Nazhifah Pei Yi Pei Yu Phoebe Prassanna Preethee Preethika Ravin Sally Ser Cheng Shabnam Shafiqah Sharon Sheena Sheng Hao Siraj Suhaidah Swee Teng Syariff Taufiq Valerie Liang Wei Bing Wai Ean Wei Loke Xin Hui Xing Yang Xue Fang Xue Min Yaxin Yi Bin Yi Jun Zhen Xing Zi Jian Zubaidah
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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

Ahh damned it.
Every family has it's own problems,
every one has his/her own problems too.

Ouh shits,
i guess Heaven is treating my life as a game.
Full of ups & downs almost everyday.
I wonder , when will this hell-ish(SINGLISH) feeling go away.
Like seriously.

I don't know where to start counting & listing down the problems.
Im unaware of all this crap surroundings that God gave it to me.
How i wish i can stop the time,
& let me rest after all this 'Disasters' that have struck me.

Of course,
giving a smile or laugh out loud is a way to erase frustrations.
That's what im capable of, & it do makes people besides me happy.
I can't possibly start crying everytime,
to be a crybaby like everyday,
even worst, people besides me can get moody.
So I don't want to be the cause of all this.

C'mon Rahayu !
Yes Im sure im not gonna let all these shitty things to affect me,
in school !
& ya, it takes time to heal all wounds,
it may be a short time or very long time.
God Knows.

Side track,
I don't think my wishes will come true in NPCC.
The things that i can see from now,
may not happen . How sad .

Okay, im not gonna let myself to be so-called
a 'slacker' in NP room for any parades anymore.
& Im not gonna let my name appear in that Admin book again.
I felt damn suckish not being able to be with e sec3s.

& im truly afraid of tmr .
Im SURE it's just minor injury, nothing else.
Competition coming, I can't afford to be really 'paralysed' !
RAHAYUUUUUUUUUU, you'll be okay :D

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