Busy In Riverside Secondary School
My First Cry was on 29 JUNE(:
Email/MSN: happy_ayu_@hotmail.com

My Adores/LOVES
1. STARS
2. SUSHI
3. CUTEX
4. TOBLERONE
5. GREEN TEA
6. BINGE N BINGE
7. PHOTOGRAPHY
8. BLUE.RED.PURPLE.LIME GREEN

My Greeds/WANTS
1. MOTORBIKE :D
2. GUITAR :D
3. RED LAPTOP :D
4. SPORTY HANDBAG
5. SCHOOL BACKPACK
6. CRUMPLER BACKPACK
7. BLACK/GREY WALLET
8. BIG TWEETY/DOMO SOFT TOY
9. Wallet Shop's PENCIL CASE
10.GREY/GOLD/SILVER PALM SHOES
11.GREY/WHITE/GREEN/BLACK TOPS
12.Another Night Ride on MOTORBIKE!

13.Big celebration with my friends on 290610

My Detests/HATES
D:Fizzy Drinks
D:Bitter Gourds
D:BLACK/DARK/BITTER Chocolates

2/1BLOG 2/1FOREVER Riverside Student Council Sec3 NPCC Abdulla STCCAMPCOORD Adalene Ain3-7 Ain3-8 Angelin Amir Andrew Ashikin Ashri Atiqah Anderson Ayda Benjamin Soh Chiu Bianca Carol Chin Pang Charlotte Chelsea Choon Long Choy Jing Choy Yu Christine Chwan Rong Cynthia Chea Chee Chea Yee Choy Yu Darlene Debbie Deborah Dorothy Emel Fanny;Fiona Farah FarahEVG Faris Faiqah Farlyanna Ferlicia Feng Shan Gigi Hidayah Hui Wen Humi Iqah Jasmine Jazlyn Jia Jun Jia Le Jia Wei Jing Wen Jonathan Gan Jonathan Kua Jozoe Jun Bin Jun Kiat Jun Wen Kai Li RS Kai Li CHR Lucas Kai Yuan Liyana Li Zhen Linda Melody Teoh Mysara Nabilah Nadhirah Nazhifah Pei Yi Pei Yu Phoebe Prassanna Preethee Preethika Ravin Sally Ser Cheng Shabnam Shafiqah Sharon Sheena Sheng Hao Siraj Suhaidah Swee Teng Syariff Taufiq Valerie Liang Wei Bing Wai Ean Wei Loke Xin Hui Xing Yang Xue Fang Xue Min Yaxin Yi Bin Yi Jun Zhen Xing Zi Jian Zubaidah
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March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010

What do I have to say about this?

I was seriously shocked.
Is this my Sec3?
Is this the real them?
Why is things going like this?

WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.

I never hear any updates from them,
I thought everything was alright.
I hope for e best & I'm looking forward to this.

Standing infront of them,
witnessing e whole process that had happened.
Seeing all e instructors faces,
I knew there will be something that will happen.
I sighed.
When I see how Banana man reacted,
DOOMED.
He's gonna flare up.
& ugly side of him will be out.

I was really furious at that moment,
wanting to scold e sec3.
But when everything is over,
my mind was blank.
Everyone had a great scolding,
I do not wish to add on.

This happened because we CLs didn't teach them good enough.
Whatever the cadets may become, it is e reflection of e CL who have taught them.
Is it our fault?
Is it my fault?
I don't know if I did a great job as a CL.
But I've really gave a best shot & hopefully they did learn something.
It's just their beginning, I hope to see them shine.
It's just e beginning, more things have yet to come.

I need to build a stronger barrier of mine,
I'm sure I will be ranted at if they didn't do a good job.

But still,
if they do something wrong, it may be because of me,
that's why they are like that.

I don't wish to get disappointed another time,
is it possible?

It's e first failure in all these years.
First one.
First one.

No point crying over a split milk,
everything gonna be okay.
I TRUST THEM

Labels: It's okay, It's the beginning