The Last Parade Of 2010 Friday, April 23, 2010 9:49 PM

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMZ .
It's all over.
RSNPCC for sec4 & 5 is all over alr.
Today is the last parade for them,
not for me .
It's a pity that it rained today &
some unpleasant things happened to my dearest sec3s.
But it's a good thing that we do not have to stay back
after dismissal for mass debrief,
which some even more unpleasant things might happen.
*Switched Channel to Random mode*
What will you ans if someone asks you,
'How's life?'
It's a simple question isn't it?
There's only 2 ans to this.
1. It's exciting and fun .
2. It's sucks to e core and sadistic
But let me ask you, readers,
will you say no. 1 to cover no. 2?
I took this pinky picture from Kai Li's blog,
as I agreed to it, 90% !
I don't know why I do ruminate,
just hope everything will turn out fine.
I'll be glad if someone always there to tell me,
things will be better & better each day !
Whatever it is,
on a brighter note :
I LOVE POREOTIX ! :D :D
FYI, it's a dance group.
Don't know? Type the name in youtube to watch their videos (:
It's damn awesome baybehhh ~ !
Lawrence & Dumbo are hot okay!
Whoooo~ Fuyou ... !
Cute bodoh ! :D Heheeee :X
LAWRENCE ! :D
DUMBO ! :D
Labels: I want time machine D:
Be Strong Friday, April 16, 2010 10:09 PM

I've started to miss the crowd.
Seriously,
only God knows what the hell I'm thinking &
how am I feeling right now .
I wish I can erase my cheerful-ness,
to stop covering my weakest points,
cos it's hurtful .
To be truthful,
I'm afraid of growing up,
I'm afraid to lose people,
especially whom I've spent my 4 years with .
I did think hard these days,
I'm happy enough even if you don't know how I really feel,
at least tell me,
that you will be there when I need someone to pour the things out,
& tell me I'll be okay .
& of cos,
listen hard & keep it.
Not starting to broadcast it.
I just feel like slapping myself for being so soft,
though I look damn 'hard' on e outside .
Bad times will be gone soon.
I don't feel that e usuals are there,
even when they are there physically .
I'm looking forward to dining wif my Honey Faiqah & Partner Kevin (:
Will get the others to join as well bahs !
I seriously gonna hate next week,
I'm not looking forward to it at all.
I want to avoid,
but I may just 'break' .
Labels: As we go on .. We remember .. All the times we had together ...
Goodbye in Disguise Saturday, April 10, 2010 10:03 PM
It's just sweet & sour.
Today's Pass-Out cum Promotion Parade , is really well done [: It's a fake pass out for me. However, today's pass-out makes me think back, look back at which we just took over the unit as CLs. I remembered I was my squad IC cos Zheng Xiong was not feeling well, came kinda late. So Ruixia had to take over his duties . Everyone was worried, panic & at the same time, furious. Today is really good job for our SSGT Wong & e new Chairperson of NPCC , SGT Yap (:& e most sweetest moment last year after POP was , everyone of us, girls went to hug Wai Ean, & of cos, the guys went to hug Wei Hong. They were great CLs, really grateful to them for teaching, & everything else. Though Wai Ean have not stepped down yet just like me, she still do help me , guide me along ..I'm really thankful to her & so was looking forward to her today. Cos I wna let all of us to hug her again ! :D So sad, she didn't come )': But, I'm so glad that she's there when I need someone to tell me the right things. & Wai Ean, if u read this . I just wna let u know , I swear I didn't blame u on what happened on yesterday's parade ! (:So don't need to apologise at all ! (:
Yes, everyone were happy about today. Finally stepped down from their duties as CLs, take O levels & off they go to Poly/JCs . After this, it will be a total different feeling when I attend parades. The unique feeling will be gone, it will seem that the parade is more quieter.Though I do complaints about some of my CLs, being noisy & jokes around, always defy & don't listen to instructions, don't wanna coorperate & everything . & then I really just had to tolerate , URGH! But when all these are gone, I find parades not meaningful already.
Cos I'm sure I've mentioned this before, all these little stupid things makes my day (: Though I still have my sec3s, well they are alr CLs, things will be done by them . I don't think they need me anymore .. But I need to do my duty cos of my rank ... It jitters me for every parades from now & then...
HAIZ .I was happy to be SI at first, it was really unexpected . But now if I were to choose, I would rather stay as SSGT .. At the very least, I'll be part of e sec3s, can be friends whenever we are cos we're at e same level . It just sucks to differentiate e positions . I may seem fierce, cos it will make people think I'm strict. But well, who wna maintain this idiotic face in NP .I'm really happy to see e Sec3 doing so well [: God knows how I really feel man . Seeing e sec3s doing a great job, Being together to do e drills for e last time in Full-U wif e other Sec4 & 5 , wishing one another best of luck in e future ... Memories & everything came to me ! I held back my tears when I heard e same old song, during my P6 Graduation & now , POP ! & knowing that this is e last parade top be together ... OMG, I saw someone cried . & my tears just rolled down w/o knowing . Hurriedly wiped them away, be glad that there's POP wif my squad. I'm so weak, I have to be strong. Rahayu, you've got a long way to go . I'm sure I can do it de !Night rider called me today,I was really surprised :DBut stupid me, missed his call e first time.& e next call was an hour aft that,couldn't chat much cos he's on his way to work )':At least, it makes my day! (:OH FREAK WTF . My cousin admitted to hospital. It has been 3 days yet I was just been informed few mins ago?! & I've got birthday party to attend too . I promised I'll be there alr, so I will be there .On a lighter note & just wna share this quote :"True Friendship is not defined by the multitude of friends you have but by their worth and value."Labels: Sadness filled everything but facing it strongly is a must
Positive Friday, April 9, 2010 10:03 PM

Most people wants to be positive.
YES. I'm one of them.
Ur perceptions & thinking will make this come true.
I told myself not to be emo,
not to be affected whenever things are really down for me.
I hate goodbyes.
I had tried my very best to be e cheerful crazy girl in front of every one.
But when I look at e mirror to see my reflections,
Am I really e person that I'm always like in front of every one else?
I tried to accept my fate,
I love my parents, I love every one around me.
But things are not simple as it is.
I can be always there for you, my friends, seniors, juniors,
every one.
But can I be there for myself?
HAHA .
Haizzzzzzz ,
it really pains me when I see things are separating apart,
eventhough I'm not involved.
But all are my friends.
I am helpless, I hope everything can get sorted out real soon (:
Ouh gosh,
I guess I've realised that I haven't got over that feeling
But it can't be helped at all .. HAIZ!
It's really painful to miss someone you see every day ...
Awwwwwwwwwwwww .
Tmr is Pass-Out-Parade !
I can't get to sleep man .
My heart is pouncing real hard,
hoping everything will go smoothly .
Pleaseeeeeeeeee,
I don't wanna be disappointed again
....................................................................
I'm really gonna hit myself real hard if anything goes wrong.
It will be my fault cos you're the one who groomed them, Rahayu .
I beg to heaven please bless all these ! :O
Labels: Things will be all right [:
The Man's Birthday Thursday, April 8, 2010 10:38 PM
SMILE ! :D :D

CUTE RIGHT ?!!!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO
MS SANGEETHA !
AKA : THE MANLY DAUGHTER :D
EHEMS ...
As per normal went to sch ,
didn't even sing any song for her .
After focus, had a surprise mini party for her [:
Was really funny & e cake is real huge.
It really made me full :X
Ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh,
I forgot to take e pic of her card.
HAHA, nevermind.
&&&& She don't mind that it's not pink.
In fact, she loves green too.
But i thought she's obsessed in pink only >.<
Lucky, am really glad man! :D :D
Hopefully her unglam pics of her had startled her :X
& her MONKEY photo! :P
Ahh damned.
I'm tired & sleepy ... !
Came online to SPECIALLY update about her Birthday u know ...
Had EXCO meeting + Dinner .
OMG flashbacks ~
It's really sad to see my peeps graduate )':
& I do wanted to weep,
but nahhhhh,
it goes shows that I'm weak .
I don't wanna expose my self.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPS!
Sounds wrong !


Ending off with one unglam picture of her (:
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPS D:

Labels: sweet 16
I want a night ride please Wednesday, April 7, 2010 10:24 PM
He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D (The pic)
Boo.
So many unknown people added me in MSN,
so weird, so horny, so disgusting ._.
Hmmm, I'm gonna be cautious next time,
DON'T ACCEPT THE ADD :D :D
Well so ...
tmr is Sangee Birthday.
She kept reminding us :X
Ouh yesyesyes I knowwwwwwwwww .
I have nothing else to update :X
Just feeling happy, just a bit though :D
Cos cos cos,
I really missed my night rider,
like FINALLY got MSN ahhh,
& chatted so happily man :D
So sad it's school days, I do need a good sleep,
Or I'll be really sleepy during lessons D:
3 cheers for him ! :D :D :D
Ahhhhhhh damned.
I'm feeling so hungry now.
Haven't eat dinner. URGH!
Blame on my stupid desktop,
wanted to go & eat but Yibin's file was hanged,
I had to end e program ...
When I recovered it ... It's gone back to a plain document! D':
So sad, had to do all over again.
& once it's done,
I'm so lazy to cook instant noodles,
but am munching some pineapple tarts! LOVED :D
It's not enough! So hungry~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Whatever, Ayu ah, tmr then eat.
When will my parents be back?!
Oh shit I haven't iron my uniform!
Okay byeeeeeeeeee :D
Labels: HUNGRY D:
Typical Singaporeans Sunday, April 4, 2010 11:57 AM

Work is so fun.
Stood for hours, then not fun.
Backbone pain! LOL.
Well stand means got people = Good! -.-
But hey!
Some people are just really fussy,
& URGH D":
Got my pay but I guess I'm gonna spend everything sooner or later.
$50 to buy all those presents I guess will reduced to $0 very soon!
Okay I guess I can't cure my eye bags at all.
Didn't have 'good night sleeps' these 2 days! D:
After work spent time on some NPCC stuff,
hope everything gonna be all right,
Good Job people!
Well I don't think anyone understand what I'm talking about.
NEVER MIND :D
The next night did Sangee's Bdae card!
Took so long to do man.
Hmmmm, why is it so?
Stay tune, I'll take e pic ! HEHE :D
Yesyes, why I can sleep after midnight without feeling tired then?!
All thanks to the MOCHA ICE BLENDED :D :D :D :/
It's a good thing, yet a bad thing :X
Okay!
Need to head to CWP to meet Sangee soon,
to buy Calvin Boss present ! :D
Sayonaraaaaa,
P/S: Nutcase on the loose :X
Labels: Nutcase :D
No Mass Run 2010 D': Thursday, April 1, 2010 9:05 PM


MASS RUN 2010
WAS CANCELLED
DUE TO BAD WEATHER !
Hmm, I was actually hoping that it will not rain.
Cos I've alr missed last year's Mass Run due to my eye infection.
Was really damn sad when I had to be absent.
Cos I trained so hard, hoped to get into top 10 in sec3,
hoping to get a better placing than sec2,
improve from 9th position to at least 7 or 8.
But this year, I didn't actually trained that much cos don't have much time to,
& whatsmore, competing wif e sec 5s.
So kind of lazy man though I do want to get into top 10. D':
But I guess it will be tough :X
Enough about Mass Run,
must jia you for my 2.4km timing le ! ^^
HEY! TRY THIS SIMPLE MATH TEST NOW!
To predict your favourite Idol! It's damn accurate! ;D
Follow these steps:
1. Pick a number from 1-9
2. Multiply it by 3
3. Add 3
4. Multiply by 3 again
You will get a 2 digit number!
5. Add e 2 numbers together & see e ans below! [:
ANSWERS
1. Lady Gaga
2. Selena Gomez
3. Chris Brown
4. Rihanna
5. Backstreet Boys
6. Miley Cyrus
7. Michael Jackson
8. Taylor Swift
9. RAHAYU :D :D :D
I KNEW I AM UR FAVOURITE IDOL ! xD
Readers, Anyways .....
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY ! [:
Hmmmph! I should be playing Basketball now,
together wif ZhenXing, Wilren, Woei Jye & Zhi Peng !
But I decided not to ..
I'm lazy & tired .
Whatsmore tmr need to go work.
Might as well rest at home (:
So yes, working for 2 days.
Hopefully I get to be online to settle e things.
Tadaaaaaaaaaa .

Labels: April Fools Day