
I've started to miss the crowd.
Seriously,
only God knows what the hell I'm thinking &
how am I feeling right now .
I wish I can erase my cheerful-ness,
to stop covering my weakest points,
cos it's hurtful .
To be truthful,
I'm afraid of growing up,
I'm afraid to lose people,
especially whom I've spent my 4 years with .
I did think hard these days,
I'm happy enough even if you don't know how I really feel,
at least tell me,
that you will be there when I need someone to pour the things out,
& tell me I'll be okay .
& of cos,
listen hard & keep it.
Not starting to broadcast it.
I just feel like slapping myself for being so soft,
though I look damn 'hard' on e outside .
Bad times will be gone soon.
I don't feel that e usuals are there,
even when they are there physically .
I'm looking forward to dining wif my Honey Faiqah & Partner Kevin (:
Will get the others to join as well bahs !
I seriously gonna hate next week,
I'm not looking forward to it at all.
I want to avoid,
but I may just 'break' .
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