- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Goodbye in Disguise Saturday, April 10, 2010 10:03 PM

It's just sweet & sour.

Today's Pass-Out cum Promotion Parade ,
is really well done [:
It's a fake pass out for me.
However, today's pass-out makes me think back,
look back at which we just took over the unit as CLs.
I remembered I was my squad IC cos Zheng Xiong was not feeling well,
came kinda late.
So Ruixia had to take over his duties .
Everyone was worried, panic &
at the same time, furious.
Today is really good job for our SSGT Wong &
e new Chairperson of NPCC , SGT Yap (:

& e most sweetest moment last year after POP was ,
everyone of us,
girls went to hug Wai Ean,
& of cos, the guys went to hug Wei Hong.
They were great CLs, really grateful to them for teaching,
& everything else.

Though Wai Ean have not stepped down yet just like me,
she still do help me , guide me along ..
I'm really thankful to her & so was looking forward to her today.
Cos I wna let all of us to hug her again ! :D
So sad, she didn't come )':
But, I'm so glad that she's there when I need someone to tell me the right things.
& Wai Ean, if u read this .
I just wna let u know ,
I swear I didn't blame u on what happened on yesterday's parade ! (:
So don't need to apologise at all ! (:

Yes, everyone were happy about today.
Finally stepped down from their duties as CLs,
take O levels & off they go to Poly/JCs .
After this, it will be a total different feeling when I attend parades.
The unique feeling will be gone,
it will seem that the parade is more quieter.
Though I do complaints about some of my CLs,
being noisy & jokes around,
always defy & don't listen to instructions,
don't wanna coorperate & everything .
& then I really just had to tolerate , URGH!
But when all these are gone,
I find parades not meaningful already.

Cos I'm sure I've mentioned this before,
all these little stupid things makes my day (:
Though I still have my sec3s,
well they are alr CLs,
things will be done by them .
I don't think they need me anymore ..
But I need to do my duty cos of my rank ...
It jitters me for every parades from now & then...

HAIZ .

I was happy to be SI at first,
it was really unexpected .
But now if I were to choose,
I would rather stay as SSGT ..
At the very least,
I'll be part of e sec3s,
can be friends whenever we are cos we're at e same level .
It just sucks to differentiate e positions .
I may seem fierce, cos it will make people think I'm strict.
But well, who wna maintain this idiotic face in NP .
I'm really happy to see e Sec3 doing so well [:
God knows how I really feel man .
Seeing e sec3s doing a great job,
Being together to do e drills for e last time in Full-U
wif e other Sec4 & 5 ,
wishing one another best of luck in e future ...
Memories & everything came to me !
I held back my tears when I heard e same old song,
during my P6 Graduation & now , POP !
& knowing that this is e last parade top be together ...
OMG, I saw someone cried .
& my tears just rolled down w/o knowing .
Hurriedly wiped them away,
be glad that there's POP wif my squad.
I'm so weak, I have to be strong.
Rahayu,
you've got a long way to go .
I'm sure I can do it de !

Night rider called me today,
I was really surprised :D
But stupid me, missed his call e first time.
& e next call was an hour aft that,
couldn't chat much cos he's on his way to work )':
At least, it makes my day! (:

OH FREAK WTF .
My cousin admitted to hospital.
It has been 3 days yet I was just been informed few mins ago?!

& I've got birthday party to attend too .
I promised I'll be there alr, so I will be there .

On a lighter note & just wna share this quote :

"True Friendship is not defined by the multitude of friends you have but by their worth and value."

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