- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Laziness explains my lack of update :D Monday, May 31, 2010 9:15 PM

Wow! It's exactly 30 Days eh!
Last updated was on e first day of May,

& today is the last day already !

Yeayeayea, lazy is all I can say,

but with other various reasons too for not updating that much!

Hmmm,
The month of May is the day when I'm really broke.
WHY? Simple.
I have to spend my money on Birthday Cakes >.<

YES. CAKES! T.T

2nd May : Grandmother's Birthday! :D

9th May : Mother's Day! [:

CRAZY ALL THE WAY! :O

Other pictures were blur, so didn't upload ! ;X

10th May : My mum's Birthday! (:

15th May : Grandfather's Birthday! :D

Other than just celebrations,
went out to bowl together wif the sec3s on my last paper.

& to arcade but I didn't play.

Best Note for the month : Smile & Cheers for my new bag! :D :D

&& In random mode : I truly love Green Tea ! :D

&& RAHAYU will always stay crazy as ever ! :O

&& To let you Laugh-Out-Loud & make you feel better

Lastly, 9th June is Farewell Party for Council.
This is the day which I was waiting for, now realised that I couldn't turn up..
Just because I have kayaking course! >.<
Why in e first place I wanna go for the course,
I can't swallow this up man! D:

I really didn't expect that it will clash ...
Aiyah! What's done cannot be undone ,
I got another farewell next year mah (:
But it's really meaningless anyway, cos,
I don't even know if i want to turn up on that day ):

I don't wish to brood on it lah,
it's all just my luck (:
It's okay, all right .
Yeah sure [:

Now june holidays is here,
yet of course, not a holiday.

Homework
EL Trial papers : Compre & Summary topic 1-10
Chem TYS, Phy TYS, MT MYE paper correction & Redo, MT practice paper 2.
I think there's more but I can't remember for now ...

&& yea, gonna help out in fancy drills training,
I think not participating is a correct decision. HAISHH!
Math lessons on 1&2June, Parades on 4&11June.
Kayaking Course 8&9June. Farewell Party. PSLT.

All right,
will update more often when I want to (:
Sayonaraaaa :D

Labels: My full May activities (:

I just want one cup of Happiness Saturday, May 1, 2010 3:16 PM

A CUP OF HAPPINESS : SRAWBERRIES :D
Who will give it to me? (:

No matter how much I told myself to be brave,

I just couldn't do it .

It's all just about having a bravefront.

Just every day from now,

when stepping into the school compound,

It made me feel that the farewell is nearing.

People who are close to me,

are partners in events & everything else,

they are leaving Riverside soon,

I'm glad & happy that it happened.

Im not that powerful enough to turn back the time.

Or to stop the time now.

At least I know who to talk to when I really need someone.

When they're gone,

it's e time to bottle things up again ...

When things made me busy,

I buried myself with all these work,

don't wish to face the problems or obstacles that are blocking my way.

When now I'm not that busy as before,

I kept thinking,

I blamed myself for being a coward,

kept mum all the time,

avoided certain things.

& so I felt really helpless & hopeless.

I hope & I want to make the change.

I was happy & glad to see seniors back on speech day.

Without them,

I will not be able to be what I am right now.

Without them,

I will not be trained & exposed to many things.

Without their encouragements & motivations,

I wouldn't be able to have that confidence.

I was shocked when Benson told me he still keep the water babies till now!

When there is mosses? OMG .

Im so damn thankful,

at least my effort wasn't wasted.

Yonglin grew even cutter & he always denied it.

Still dare to ask me, haha :D

They were childish, noisy, serious.

They missed RS life,

I missed them (:

Their words made me feel that I must enjoy the time in RS,
before it's over ...

I will make the change,

I will bring back the motivated spirit that I had with them,

I must make this change!

I really must be real positive,

I musn't give up till the very end.

Since I've made up my mind,

then shouldn't be afraid to fail.

Though I'm really feel weird every now & then.

I still have to accomplish my aim in RS,

I don't want to regret after I leave RS.

Seize the opportunity now,

cos it doesn't come & go as you want,

it's you who seek for it.

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There is only one happiness in life,

to love & to be loved.

I'm greedy, I want both.

I'm sure most people are as greedy as me too.

I lost the times to be loved,

because I gave my love to my friends.

Once I gave it, things went upside down.

& I lost both.

There's a saying :

'When you really love someone,

then the more you should let him/her go'

That was past tense,

though I may have chosen the wrong decision,

I'm still glad that I had the choices.

When there's people who likes you,

there bound to have people who hates you,

talks behind your back.

It's a fact, truth whatever .

I don't really care what people will say,

as long as my conscience is clear.

Though I might not be my friends favourite color pencil,

but I'm sure one day they will use me to complete their picture of life.

Though my favourite color pencil has drifted away,

I still hope she will be back as sec5 next year.

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Hello people,

no matter how long a bestfriendship or relationship has ended,

no matter how much you hate that person,

but being once close with her/him as a bestfriend/boyfriend/girlfriend/classmate is a fact.

I don't understand why people wants to bear grudges with one another,

bitching & swearing one another behind each other's backs,

stabbing one another, ignoring each other.

Does it make you all happy?

Is it really worth it?

Can't you all at least say HELLO to one another,

when passing by each other?

Whatsmore you all have been friends from sec1 till now.

& still in e same class right now.

Just bcos of one thing,

Gave up your 4 years of friendship just like this?

You both looked at the negative side of each other,

so decided to gave up just like this,

but have you both think of the positive sides of one another?

Why you people complains & mind about one another bad points,

& won't even praise & be happy about the good points then?

Really really really worth it to give up?

You may never know how much this person have done a lot for you,

influence you, makes you happy,

until you leave one another, next time when you both separated your ways.

Whatever it is, I hope both of you are all right & feeling better now. (:

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Oh yupps,

I have a lot of things to say.

I should start to write my feelings down,

& keep it somewhere .

At least I can feel much much much better.

I'm afraid of a lot of things,

yet I dared not to face it :X

Labels: I will be contented even if I'm not happy