- All I want is to Breakfree! -

Happy Birthday to Jazlyn (: Monday, June 14, 2010 6:54 PM

Yes, I'm blogging again (:
Just for a reason,
to wish my little small face a happy birthday!

So yeah, there it goes ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
JAZLYN SONG WEN TING ! :D :D

There... The centre girl! (:
Always remember what I've said in that sms all right! (:

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Random mode time,
I'd wanted to blog about it yet I don't know where to start.
I hate misunderstanding, I don't know what happen.
It's just a one sided story ..
U just suddenly started all those nonsense,
asking people why my attitude towards u have changed.
Well, it has not till she told me about it,
& increased when u crap again by messaging me.
Friends are gonna buy a gift which I always yearn for,
since u can't get it for me, I didn't say it's ur fault.
Is it wrong to be happy?

It's unbelievable for u to get more than $500 gift for me, yeah u know.
U initiated it first, I don't believe.
Cos even my parents don't buy such thing for me.
When u insisted it, I believed it,
I was happy, was looking forward for that present on last year's birthday.
U've dragged & dragged again & again,
do you think I still believe it, looking forward to it?
When I wished I can have it on last year's birthday,
but it didn't appeared.
Well, I don't blame u at all.
Cos I didn't force u to & it wasn't cheap at all.

When my cliques mentioned about it,
to be e ones to share & make my wish come true,
I was really happy, just like I were previously.
They asked u whether or not to join in,
but instead of saying just either yes or no ,
u said alot of things, isn't it?
Later on u msg me out of sudden,
talking about it.
I was puzzled of course,
then she showed me e messages.
So I knew what exactly was happening.
But I don't know what to reply.

You went on to text someone about me,
when u said that u hated her,
dislike her & all,
yet u told her about me,
asking why I've been treating u wif another attitude in me.
Which part of my actions made u think that way uh?
I did not say things to u, or whatever crap.
But u just simply thought like that.
Don't u think u've been thinking too much.
Instead of asking me to clarify ur doubts,
u ask other people, even my cliques ?
All about me & that gift?!
Am I wrong to say that u're just being sensitive?
Just bcos u knew they're gonna buy for me,
u are e one who started all those smses to them.
Just bcos of that gift eh
& u sounded like e whole world is falling.
U invited me to ur private blog,
I've accepted it, but I'm not gonna read it for now.
Cos if u want to write all abt me saying it's all my fault eh?
Go ahead, then do it openly, need not private it at all.
Who knows who else u've invited?
But since u've invited me, it shows that u want me to read, right?
I'm not giving that attention, I'm sorry.

I'm not at fault in any way at all,
cos I wasn't e one who started all these.
I'll admit if it's my fault.
But , it's really not.
Believe it or not, anything.
This is e first & e last time for me to mention this,
cos I don't know what else to talk about when u're thinking too much.

Sayonara.

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